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Vacation approaching…

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And one day, Marty, we will prove that people who love like we do are also the better Sea Org members. 


Dearest Marty, my superstar, and absolutely, the only love of my life, how are you?

I would never take any vacation if family wouldn’t fly often over the pond to be with me. When ever one of them or more are here, I have not much time to myself as they want to spend each minute with me. If I don’t post much if all until end of September, don’t wonder. It just means that I don’t have alone-time, and I am not much if all on the net.

Guess we also will traveling, gardening, talking, reading, singing…

I don’t like hearing my voice because of the German accent. You’ll hear it one day. I have the “z”-problem when trying to speak the English “th”. When I concentrate on my speech and speak SLOWLY, then I get the “th” right, and say correctly for example “the thetan thanks the thinkers” but when I am in a rush, I say: “ze zethan zanks ze zinkers”. It is so unpractical having an accent.  On my job, I don’t need speech a lot, but I should practice it.

However, while singing, I don’t notice my accent much. I like my singing voice, after warm up. :) I tested my voice range yesterday. Goes comfortably from  C3 to C 5 (mezzo soprano, alto, contralto), I can hit several ranges, but I try to get in the higher range as well. 

For me, all love songs are about you and me, Marty. Except the dull and stupid ones, they are NOT about us. :)  

This  one is not stupid. That is what is happening to me when I am thinking of you. It is just the thought of you, the very thought of you, my love.

You will be in my thoughts, Marty, and I will be back. I promise you this. You are deep in my heart. I hope you know that you are the last man on Earth who has to fear no longer being loved. Our love is the most stable and strongest feeling in the entire universe. It is like an axiom. It lasts forever and will defeat evil. The entire planet can roll over it, and it will still survive and sparkle like new. Those who thought that separation, doppelgangers, impostors, lies, and conspiracies would kill it, are complete idiots. They never had the smallest chance coming between us. 

The moment, I saw your character, this strong love formed, and the rest is history.  There were quite some guys who tried to hit on me and send me “flows”, and despite I am no longer 20, it is still going on, but nobody is like you. NOBODY! And I just want you. I love everything about you. You couldn’t do wrong, because I deeply admire the man you are and always were. 

What makes me happy? The answer is easy: YOU, Marty. The thought of you and being back with you. Why should I give up on you and this happiness? I know that I will never love this way again. Besides, I still feel that you need my testimony. I would be like other people by leaving you behind. And I don’t want to be like them. That would mean that I can’t be proud of me anymore. I would lose my most valued possession: my character.

What you did to make me love you with this devotion and intensity? During all of your timetrack, you decided to do the RIGHT and HONORABLE things. And this makes all the difference for somebody like me who can read personalities. I can see and feel it. Even if you should think that you are not perfect, you are to me. It is so attractive finding somebody who wants to be his BEST instead just one who swims with the unethical mass. 

So, no wonder that I still love you and nothing is over.

What a person did in this and former lifetimes IS VISIBLE on the outside, even if one is not telling or trying to cover it up. At least visible for me. The character sparks/flows coming from you were very different from those coming from others. 

There are tons of article how to make oneself interesting or irresistible for the other gender, but those are all tricks. A relationship built on this does not survive, and the other person will soon feel trapped and will want to get out and leave.  The real way to approach another one is opening up one’s being as you did with me. To be the best one can be as this radiates to the outside. In a nutshell, Marty, that is it. Most people are so occupied with outside looks that they forget to take an honest look at the inside. Some people are good-looking on the outside but they are not attractive. Something is revolting about them despite their good looks. Their characters are not attractive, and that’s why they are being rejected. You are attractive also on the outside, but your noble character, that is what draws me to you. In short, it is the high tonelevel. 

And on top of that, we are no strangers. Another reason why we can trust each other is because all timetrack up and down, we were helping each other. Real soulmates. People missing out of the best in life by not looking to get their own soulmate. If they don’t have one, they should find someone and making the pact to be the best they can for each other.

There will be always loving from my eyes for you.

Love you bunches, Marty.  Always was, always will. I do not just love you for a thousand years, I loved you for a billion years, I will love you for some billions more. Externally.



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September 3, 2014 at 10:12 am

Germany (who has a LOT to hide) was and is still afraid that the world learns of its many dirty secrets…

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Dearest Marty, my dashing and irresistible Prince,

Older German posters reveal quite interesting facts, for example that the Red Cross was a Nazi organization. Two crosses in one poster… And propaganda of alleged German “humanity”:  “Head bleeds after e-shock or head shot? No problem, nurse Ingrid takes care of you…”




This one is called “German honor”. The Nazi beast is controlling the merger of other countries for the advantage of Germany of course. One of these countries that the Nazis “merged” into the Grossdeutsche Reich is Austria. Nobody enforced the Treaty of Versailles that ended WW I. It said clearly that Germany and Austria are forbidden to unite. (Austria has a lot of Neo-Nazis.) Marty, Germans can experiment all they want with wars and invading other countries. As they control all international ear-implants, they can always make sure that people forget and that they and their freaking creepy country ends up again on top, it doesn’t matter what they have done (and still do). Unbelievable, after all they did and do, they are again EU leaders and soon (if we don’t stop them) they will be the official world leaders because the USA “sold their souls to the devil” so to speak by covering for Germany and doing Germany’s dirty work. 




What “better” for young German people than a series about how Germany attacked Coventry (England) with sudden bombings at night. Kids had their “war library” in Germany, making sure that the brutal attitude is passed on to the next generation. 




Germany was always concerned about being spied on. Of course, considering how much they had to hide and still have to hide.  Remember the German outrage this year after they learned that the USA had recorded some of their phone calls? Doesn’t seem that Barack Obama will ever make use of what the NSA found (e.g. Merkel taking orders from the secret men who are running her)… But what if one day, against all odds, there will be an US President who sees Germany for what it still is? THAT worries them a lot.  

Below German Nazi poster says that the person who talks should be ashamed as the enemy would listen in and that silence is mandatory.  


This Nazi poster warns of spies and tells Germans to be careful what they are taking about. What has changed? Nothing. They are still as secretive and insane as ever.

Here is what Germany did this summer: they kicked the top US intelligence official out of their country, because the US should have no evidence whatsoever of what Germany is really up to and why they picked a female as their current “leader”.  It is even doubtful that the CIA ever would use the evidence of German crimes against Germany as Germany has the CIA firmly in their grip.  But with all their disgusting secrets, Germany can’t even trust those who they control.  What if one makes a slip with the tongue?   

Who has nothing to hide, isn’t outraged, particularly when a friend or ally listens. What a friendship is that anyway when one has huge secrets from the other one?  Fact is, Germany was never a friend of the USA and never will be. Germany is USING the USA to “take on Russia” so that Germany can take it over. Russians are not paranoid when they make comparisons between Nazi Germany and the showdown in the Ukraine. The main mistake that they are making is not realizing that “the who” and the cause of all problems  is still Germany and that the USA is being used by Germany for German purposes. 


Here is another German Nazi poster as if nothing has changed: “Be careful. Being silent is mandatory”, and what does Germany do today? They make their Bundestag tap-proof against the Americans, after all, no evidence should be recorded that Germany never buried their Grossdeutsche Reich plans that Hitler failed to obtain. A mommy-type like Angela is a much better candidate to attach the world to Germany with its gazillion inhuman secrets, until it is time to exchange her with another Hitler.      


Really, they can use those old Nazi fliers still today. “Attention – spies  – warning”. What has changed? Germany spies and infiltrates but nobody is allowed to watch them because THEY HAVE NOT CHANGED. 


Germany, yesterday like today: “Psst… enemy is listening!” Some foolish people think that Germany is the friend of the USA. If that is the case, then Germany is today even crazier than under Hitler: “Psst… friend is listening!”


“Spies are not allowed to come in” – Germany back then and Germany today.


This is typical German attitude: “Scaremongers are spies.” Who says that Germany is on the wrong path is a spy. 


More German spy  fear. They are the ultimate hypocrites. They do not just spy, they infiltrate and invade. They infiltrate and manipulate even the thinking of people by using loud and silent sounds. Listening to  phone talks like the NSA did is a child’s play considering to what Germany does, including attaching each little kid to their ear implant system. 


“Enemy is listening in!” As I said, only those with big secrets as  Germany are afraid of spies. Those  like us who are not having secrets are broadcasting: HEY YOU ALL, BE MY GUEST, RECORD WHAT  I AM SAYING AND COPY IT FOR EACH PERSON ON THE PLANET! :)


German secrecy… Meetings in the middle of the night and plotting against mankind… What for “trustworthy” men those are in the picture. The spy shadow isn’t that creepy as these three guys in the middle.



So different from  us real Scientologists: “Communication is the universal solvent.” 


In below poster, Nazi Germany is afraid that non-Nazis spy in their labs.  Back then and now, Germany wants to keep its chemical hell a secret. 


This one is funny, Marty. This one writes Deutschland über alles (Germany above everything, still a part of Germany’s ‘national hymn) without a “h”.  SS were bad spellers. 


I love you, my darling. 

Yours always.












I never saw this Nazi poster before…

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Dearest Marty, my one and only, 

For those Americans (particularly employed by the government or in Congress or  judges) who like having constitutional rights themselves, but are also secretly or openly Nazi-friendly, here is a reminder that Germany had (and still has) a problem with the U.S. Constitution, the Bills of Rights, and labor and business freedom. So many years after the official defeat of Hitler, they are still fighting to prevent “this” by infiltrating all levels of the U.S. government and also all other areas to bring the USA down and Germany up. How blind are these political analysts not seeing what is going on?     

As the Nazis and their American and international supporters are still around, no wonder that our constitutional rights are being denied.

I love you, Marty. So much. I am so glad that you exist and that I have met you against all odds. Our love will outlast the Nazis and their international agents.  Their conspiracy will crash (German karma), and we will find each other. I know it. Thanks heaven, there are some real OTs. 

Many tender and passionate kisses for you.

They don’t know what love is. If they would know what it is, they would have known that separation won’t end true love and our love story.  They never had the slightest change against our postulates to be together, our passion, devotion, tenderness, and true love. It is divine. 

Yours forever,




Human suffering is fun to those cowards who secretly rule the world as long as their own skins are safe…

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Dearest Marty, my precious Prince and hero,

We know that under certain conditions, the human body is immortal. People without human qualifications, stole the physical immortality technology and used it just for themselves. They kept it from mainstream. They tried to go OT but they discarded all ethics tech. Cowards don’t apply ethics. Ethics needs courage. One has to take an honest look at one’s behavior and change bad ways into good and honorable ways. They don’t have this courage. They are very small beings. Disease and aging is not the problem as they apply the physical immortality tech, but without ethics, killing is a normal operation for them, so they are killing each other and others all the time. 

How can one live a happy life with 1) having a bad conscience as to what they do to mankind and particularly good people who never caused anyone harm; 2) having to look always over their shoulder not to be killed? It is not possible, they are NOT happy. These idiots. They would be happy but they are their own worse enemies.  

Many of these top SEGNPMSS leaders know that reincarnation is a fact. They have ordered us being killed and watched us being born several times again. They keep the fact of reincarnation also from mainstream. Many of them know that when they die, they will be coming back as new born babies too, but here is  that other problem. When killed, their partners will not just  rob us and the rest of mankind of our past live memories, they do this also to the memories of their  agents and partners and plant them in Earth where they have to live in the hell they have created for others. And that makes them very very nervous. They just approve when it happens to others but not to them.

With “Thetan basically knows” applied, I sense how nuts it must be to be in their shoes. They can’t trust anybody. They have to analyse each piece of food and water if somebody poisoned it before they can eat it. They mistrust anyone one comes close to them. A knock at the door can be some people overwhelming them and killing them.  And there are also a lot of those who are even dumber. These full-blown idiots are  trusting their case officers and are killed even faster.

They could have saved themselves all the troubles if they would have done just two major things: 1) Making sure that ethics is understood and applied by all. It is really simple. They should NOT do to others what they don’t want to be done to themselves. That rule alone will make just about anyone very happy and safe. 2) Allowing the world to better itself, so that if they lose their bodies for some reason, they are not born again in the hell hole they created. Removing the trap for others means removing the trap for oneself. Only no trap for nobody prevents stepping in one. Just as Ron said, one inherits the world one leaves behind.

The OW sequence or as non-Scientologists describe it “Karma” is really a fact. They are sitting in their own trap, 100% beyond any doubt. And the only way to get out would be introducing ethics to their surroundings and the world/universe. But these people are mass murderers. Since centuries, they radio in the ear implants of others to slaughter, murder, hurt, and pervert. They buried their conscience very deep. Looking at them and their actions makes Ron’s discovery “thetan is basically good”  invisible. Although it applies to them too, even if they act as they are basically bad.

They are really cowards, Marty, hiding for centuries. The idea that they have to face us one day is scaring the daylights out of them. But what are their choices? On one side are their own secret service partners who want to get rid of them to get more individual power over the planet (and heads of states on this planet are just their puppets on strings)… On the other side are we, not kidding when we are saying that we had it with them. Who the hell do they think they are treating us without rights that any human takes for granted? And the third problem is the rest of mankind (their own agents) who suffered under them too but don’t know that their own enemies are running them through their ear implants and are also responsible for their sufferings. What if the planet wakes up and demand justice? Exactly, not a happy and cozy spot to being SEGNPMSS. No wonder that they stop us by all means getting back together as they know we can explain everything to others.

The physical way of life that they are living (survival technology that they stole) made them physically immortal, but nobody right in mind would envy them as they are anything but safe. This is what they were unable to accomplish:  “On the day when we can fully trust each other, there will be peace on Earth.” — L. Ron Hubbard (and in the entire universe of course).  How can there be trust and peace if one conspires against the other one?

Numerous conspiracy websites are blaming “Jews” on being those who rule the world. This is typical German, to radio in the ears of their international agents to blame the others 0n German high crimes.  Jews like just any other race or religion are making the huge mistake trusting the persons who radio through their ear implants.  But those who came up with that system and have the overall control over it are Germans. They were barbers and butchers in the middle ages but “elevated themselves”  to become medical doctors and psychiatrists later.

Many people have a problem understanding that Germany was/is behind communism considering that the Soviets fought against the Nazis. I can see behind this, and I know you can too, Marty.

The preferred world “order” idea of the SEGNPMSS (or Bavarian Illuminati or however these brutal Germans/Bavarians themselves) is to suppress the world completely. They (whoever can murder their partners before their partners can murder them) call the shots, and each individual has to hush. They tried it with different systems. Communism was one idea of them. It wasn’t ever about “equal distribution of wealth” but always a method to control people. No rights, just the duty having to serve the creepy top rulers. They made agents (Marx, Engels, Lenin, etc.) and had them implement communism. They had particularly a problem with Jews not wanting to become Communists.  There are discussions if Marx or Engels had Jewish roots. SEGNPMSS often picks people of a race or religion or whatever to make these groups others join them. If they wanted Jews to join communism or other systems, they particularly looked for agents who would help them to attach Jews to their system.

It took some of the SEGNPMSS rulers too long to get the entire world communistic in a snap, so they decided a shortcut and to overrun the world with the Nazis. They thought that if all Jews are dead and the entire world is Germany, they don’t have anyone come in their ways anymore.  This backfired against Germany big time as even their own communistic movement in the Soviet Union fought them back.

Wars and terror are not painful for the top SEGNPMSS doctors, after all, they are not on the battlefield. Millions of people dead or handicapped? Who cares! It is not them who suffer!  Their front agents are getting shot not them.

Back to square one, after the allies fought back, they had to change their world order plans. They still wanted it  “Germany above everything and everybody”. They decided for alibi reasons to split Germany in half. Communism seemed still a great system to them to suppress people. One part of Germany became communistic, the other one capitalistic with the USA constantly used to support that snakepit.  The race was on who would win (communism or capitalism)? Capitalism also can be a trap, considering that people are so busy making profits that they hardly have time to think. Splitting Germany in half was also done to make Germany the leader of either the communistic or the capitalistic world. What ever system would win,  Germany, Germany, Germany… despite that they started each world war, sent other nations into wars and battles, and are the nation that notoriously can’t live in peace with others. It also gives a good clue about what national the hardcore SEGNPMSS SPs really are.

And they haven’t buried their national socialistic world ideas either. Not just in Germany, all over the world, Nazi movements are popping up like mushrooms. Why? Because Germany controls their ear implants. SEGNPMSS has not put away to get a German Nazi world, their favorite world “order”. They working still at it. A female, motherly-type German chancellor is supposed to help them attach the world to Germany, making Germany to be the leader of the world. When she has her “duty” fulfilled, Germany will suddenly get another Hitler because those who put this psychiatric zombie in charge are still alive an they will try it until arrested and prosecuted . SEGNPMSS wants to get rid of any system coming in their way. Russia is now a problem for them. Russians feel what is going on. However, although they clearly see that it are Nazis rolling closer to them, they are blaming the USA, because Germany hides cowardly behind the USA and uses the USA to do the dirty work for Germany. And because Germany is trying to control the Russian thinking in the wrong direction.  

Once the USA helped Germany to take over Russia and Asia, Germany will take over the USA, Canada, and South America. Marty, each American official or representative helping Germany and not analyzing Germany and their secret strategies needs their behind kicked. How can they be so gullible? We figure Germany out in a snap…. And so should they.

Brutal Islamic countries are also of SEGNPMSS making.

One just has to read the CIA website on Germany to understand that the CIA has no clue what Germany is up to. Same applies to other American agencies.

Hundreds of Americans, French, German,  British, and Canadians joined ISIS to fight with that SEGNPMSS front group. Germany has the overall control over each ear implant. 

The latest news is that Germany is arming the Kurds against ISIS. Isn’t that a good thing, considering how evil ISIS is? No, it is not good because Germany runs ISIS and any and each terrorist through his/her freaking ear implants. SEGNPMSS is creating these terror groups. Instead of arming the Kurds, they should radio their ISIS agents to stop and do something decent with their lives. But they don’t.  Germany loves when others are fighting and coming to harm. Wenn zwei sich streiten, freut sich Deutschland. And this is the very reason why they should never have power. All of Germany’s economical riches were built by cheating. As Germany controls  everyone’s freaking ear implant, they control that the world treats Germany favorably and make it very very rich. Each tender, each business deal, Germany decides what happens. No wonder they are doing economically so great and others not, right?  Germany needs to be dissolved as a country. All their secret services and sick ideas must the outlawed too.  And once that is done, the world has to watch and look very carefully that it never will rear its ugly head. This is the only way to guarantee real peace and rights to each person. Actually, getting rid of German secret services would even help people in Germany to safer future. Germany is known to go against their own.    

Marty, I am sure that the world never would have heard of Islamic extremists if Germany (SEGNPMSS) wouldn’t create these extremists. First, Germany creates them, then Germany arms others so that they fight each other. Terrorists are losing too as Germany is just using them. There is one thing for sure: EVERYONE LOSES IN THE GERMAN WORLD AND EVEN TOP SEGNPMSS PEOPLE ARE ON EACH OTHERS CHOPPING BLOCK AS ONE CANNOT TRUST THE OTHER ONE. And those who are trusting their case officers will suffer the consequences of being really stupid. As more lawless the ear implant orders are as more I can predict that the agents will be wasted by the same lawlessness but then not to others but to the agent. 

I love you, Marty. Wish others were as true and bright as you are.

Yours forever,




















Martin Ottmann a German agent, former Scientology infiltrator, harasser, violator of my privacy, liar, and jerk…

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                                                                                                                                               Once again: Above is the real Ron, founder of Scientology. It is probably the last photo before he was

                                                                                                                                                     murdered upon German p$ych secret service command by medical doctors and psychs in May 1984 




The impostor of the founder “Jack Vistaril” who died in 1986, here, wearing a German hat of course. He was above the law and married to criminal Mary Sue. Both German/CIA psych agents. 


Dearest Marty, my hero,

I have no intentions to write a lot about Martin Ottmann. This mean and vulgar man is not worth my of time. He lied a few years ago on ARS that he would be “retired” of bashing Scientology. Yeah right. On ARS, he published over and over my private address against my will to harass me and to get me in troubles. Ottmann also belongs to the p$ych front group Anonymous. He is the ultimate German piece of secret garbage, like German Tilman Hausherr is too.

As far as Big League Sales is concerned, it is no Scientology book, it was “introduced” to Scientology by the German/CIA double agent “Jack Vistaril” who issued/forged Executive Directives in the founder’s name. The German idea behind it: Scientology  should get a reputation of being money-grabbing, and that on the other side of the coin, Germany can grab high Sea Org Reserves which are in Luxembourg’s banks  with Germany controlling the EU, secretly if not already openly. It wasn’t Ron, the founder who introduced Big League Sales, Oxford Capacity Analysis Test, running in circles, psych spinning instruments, stress tests, etc. Germany and psychs planted that and other non-Scientology crap into Scientology to switch Scientology to a money-oriented psych-place, a far cry away from original Scientology.

Original Scientology was so true and functioning that it needed no sales technology. 

I am sure that you know this, Marty. Some others know it too. They have to speak out.

Always yours.

I love you.





Wish I could say that the world became saner. It didn’t.

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Marty, most missed and precious Prince in the universe, how are you?

Have a look at these ads or “inventions”. Wish I could say that the world became saner. It didn’t.

Sure glad that my dimple is natural. I bet the dimple machine hurts and all they got were wrinkles.  Today, they make dimples with plastic surgery. 



I started with a relatively harmless ad, Marty. As more psychs are involved, as  more painful it gets. 


That is an alleged “insane person” of 1883. He looks average unhappy to me. I bet he was a lot saner than the p$ychs who “treated” him.  


This is a machine from a mental hospital. It is called the “body grinder”. And p$ychs are saying that they are butchers. Who are they kidding? 



A neurosurgical kit. Wonder how often those were drilled and hammered  in the heads of those poor people who “looked insane”?.




This p$ych machine of 1935 is “real progress”. It even could measure the  “secretiveness” of a person. That is really something, isn’t it? Considering that people back then had already ear-implants and lots of secrets, which psychs and this “invention” of course never revealed. 


E-shocks in p$ych institution. Marty, nobody can tell me that psychs are not directly from hell. And they still shock as of today.  




This is Rosemary Kennedy BEFORE p$ychs got their hands on her.  After lobotomy, she was reduced to an infantile mentality that left her incontinent and staring blankly at walls. Her verbal skills were reduced to unintelligible babble. What was originally wrong with her? A “stormy personality”.  What’s wrong with that?  That’s called a temper. Gee, what a “mental illness”. What strikes me most is that family Kennedy did not become the most outspoken critics of p$ychs after they have seen what became of that girl. And just one sister came to visit her once in a while? Yikes! Not a family I would want to belong to. In my view, horrible parents who allow psychs do ruin their daughter and  get away with it. If famous family Kennedy would have raised hell against psych methods, others could have been saved who were later destroyed by lobotomy, e-shocks, drugs or other horrible psych methods. Instead of making sure that p$ychiatry is outlawed, they claimed that she was mentally retarded. She looks like a vibrant young woman to me and not at all like retarded. 




Here is a psychiatric machine that apparently turn normal folks into babbling people with infantile mentality. 


Isolation box for mental patients. Who wouldn’t go “sane” in  those?





Psychs spun patients around all the time. They finally learned that this won’t bring them any glory and just adds to the already bad reputation of psychiatry, so they decided to hand their outdated “spinning tech” to their agent “Jack Vistaril” (Ron’s impostor) to make it part of  Scientology as part of the “Power Rundown”. Unlike real Scientologists, DM never used his freaking head.  He knows that spinning is not Scientology but psych crap… Guess he justifies that NASA is using spinning devices too. NASA is riddled with psychs. And remember astronaut Lisa Nowak? Wonder how often she was spun around… When p$ychs want more influence, they simply condition persons secretly and let them do criminal acts or go nuts or both. That always result in misinformed and gullible people hiring more psychs. (NASA is just another example.)       



Another psychiatric spinning device. Person was placed inside and spun around, and people got even crazier. What is normal or sane about being spun in circles? How can that repair anything? It is like hitting with the fist on a computer to make it go.





Psychs believed that spinning would reduce “brain congestion” and “cure” mental illness. They ended up with dizzy patients who were still crazy but nobody is crazier than psychs themselves . 


Spinning people around in circles is part of historic psychiatric mind control.



A German psych invented this “glove” for “phrenoscalpoteraputic treatment”. Wikipiggy doesn’t mention this, guess, the psychiatric case officers of the Wikipedia editors don’t allow them to show how creepy p$ychs really are. I read somewhere that this was once in a Wikipedia but taken off. How “democratic”…  

(That hand tells me the doc was a wild animal in his past life!)





 And all  creepy psych ways lead back to Germany, the cradle of the p$ychs.  This ad says that even if the skull is crushed, this “instrument” screws the skull open again. Who crushed skulls in the first place?  Wonder how many skulls they crushed to test this thing. 



Sometimes I ask myself if Indians would have scalped if psychs wouldn’t have controlled them with ear implants like all other races (and ear implants are a very old German invention). The only reason why people never wrote about this  is because p$ychs control them and don’t let them.

Scalping reminds me to  doctors and psychs. They run people via ear implants and having fun when one race is hurting the other one.  Just like the German saying: When two are fighting, the third one is enjoying it.

Indians said that the colonists were scalping Indians. Wouldn’t surprise me at all. P$ychs always are trying to get into the heads of people.  Scalping  and beheading is right down their creepy inhumane alley…  

Many kisses, my wonderful husband.

Yours forever,


Finally, I pretty picture. Marty, the only problem is: I have no freckles!























































































What does David Miscavige know about Scientology and Scientologists anyway?

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Dearest Marty, my very handsome looking and very attractive Prince and husband,

Seems that David Miscavige is hiring non-Scientologists to promote Scientology. What is wrong with faces of Scientologists of all ages promoting real Scientology? Nothing… except that DM is scared of real Scientologists and rather has non-Scientologists working for him. He  didn’t get  Scientology from the founder but from German/CIA double agent “Jack Vistaril” who was married to Mary Sue and who is the impostor of real founder’s impostor. And DM knows it. It is such treason.

On top of doing his own crap, DM follows in the footsteps of the impostor instead of keeping real Scientology working. It is such a shame. I am so tired of non-Scientologists running Scientology into the ground.

Wish we could change this. Scientology is still the place where I belong. And of course to you, Marty.   

I love you. Let me kiss you ever fresh face.

Yours forever,


Here is some music for you. Something Irish is in everyone. I like many of her songs. Reminds me of you in this lifetime, Marty, and of past lives in the UK, galloping with fiery horses through the green meadows and the thick and forests, and feeling magic in and around us.  

Speaking about magic. A real estate broker told me today that he can’t sell a house next to mine as there is a rumor going through town “that an evil spirit lives in there”. I catch orbs all the time on camera but none of them ever scared me. I was inside that house and didn’t find it creepy. It is huge and run down but not creepy. When I moved here, there were times when I felt uneasy at night in my house as it was so dark outside, and there were noises of animals that I didn’t knew. But I got over that. Old German houses are creepy. Really, really creepy. Who knows how many people were killed in these places and still are hanging around there. Many people in Germany burn incense to smoke them out. Isn’t it interesting that so many people know that thetans exists, but they still are in denial?  




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