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I’m getting really angry reading the LIES about how the real L. Ron Hubbard (the founder of Scientology) treated children

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Dearest Marty, my eternal prince,

I had a quiet weekend and not much stress. These kind of weekends or even days are kind of rare for me, and it felt  good.

Today is father’s day, and I have a strange feeling at days like that because the Germans didn’t allowed me to grow up with the real Ron, the founder of Scientology, my dad. They kidnapped me from him. And as if it would not already enough, they hired an impostor to destroy Scientology and create a bad reputation for Ron and infiltrators who back this Nazi plan up.

You would have been such a great dad just like the original Ron or your very own dad, Marty. I have such a loss that we could not stay together as married couple and raise our children together with deepest love and respect and guidance. You and me are naturals as far as children are concerned. Just as children’s hearts fly to me with the speed of light, so does they fly to you because we treat children according to the real Ron: how we want to be treated. In regards to children, I always go back to the times in which I was of the age of that child and ask myself: how did I wanted to be treated when I was of that age? And accordingly, I treat the child as I wanted to be treated but I also provide guidance and safety for it. RB said that I would have a special gift with children. It is no special gift: treating a child with love and respect, as I wanted to be treated is the “big secret” of my “gift” with children. The real Ron treated children like this, and RB didn’t. She treated children like a German p$ychiatrist treats children, without respect. She tried to make children fear her (didn’t work in my case either). The result: she had no “gift” with children. A parent who does not treat a child with respect is a big loser. He or she gets no love, no trust and no respect. Kids keep their secrets to themselves, they don’t trust these parents, they hate them and can’t wait to grow up to get away from this person.

(Your Mom,  Marty, took care of me when Ron was blind and paralyzed,  because I remember this, and she was just as wonderful as Ron and not suppressive like RB.)

When children become unimportant to a society, that society has forfeited its future. — L.Ron Hubbard in Science of Survival”If the C of M and the SEGNPMSS version of the Sea Org treats kids as unimportant, it has forfeited its future.

Sometimes, I read reports of children who grew up in the Sea Org. I assume some of these report are fabricated and some are true. But whatever they are, what they describe is not the real Ron’s Sea Org but the German version of the Sea Org, the Impostors’s Sea Org, the SEGNPMSS Sea Org, the C of M Sea Org.

Even the alleged or real neglect within the C of M or the Imposter’s Sea Org was better what I got in Germany with non-Scientologist RB:

And here are just a few example on how non-Scientologist RB tried to “handle” problems and how Ron did it.

Non-Scientologist RB: Didn’t knew where the mother ends and the daughter begins.

Non-Scientologist RB: Ron never treated me like property but as the most valuable thetan and I loved it!

Non-Scientologist RB: Braided my hair in a Bavarian ugly way and fixed them bobby pins in hard balls behind my ears or she did cut my hair goofy. I had always headache because she braided them too stiff. I looked exactly like Lucy from the Peanuts. It’s funny in a cartoon but not in real life. And unlike p$ychiatry promoting  Lucy, I wasn’t suppressive.

Ron: He didn’t force any painful or hated hairstyle on me.

Non-Scientologist RB: Put 8 Pfennige (German cents) on my hand knuckles, and I should learn playing piano without that these Pfennige fall off because the German way is to take the fun out of the play. (Needless to say, I did quit right away.)

Ron: He awoke interest of the child and joy to experience the play and would not penalize it with senseless rules.

Non-Scientologist RB never asked me if I prefer a certain color or material of clothes. She bought the most ugliest and itchy material, and I had to wear it even of the color and the material that I liked better would have cost the same. (Dress like this in green wool! I had to wear it for years!)

Ron: He asked and listened and didn’t want to see me unhappy. (He would not let me walk around in high heels or not warmly dressed when the weather demanded it but he would have found a middle way between what I liked and what was necessary. He would explained to the child why high heels and inappropriate clothes are not a good idea and the child would have understood and cooperated. He would not treated any child like RB.)

Non-Scientologist RB didn’t help me much with school. She rather wanted me to clean her flat.

Ron: Developed even a cool study technology, which made school and study a blast.

Non-Scientologist RB slapped me once in while. (And when she did,  I stopped her by  hitting back. I could not allow her to  step all over me.)

Ron: Never hit or hurt me

Non-Scientologist RB gave me in “care” of pedophiles and child abusers. She was unable to spot a low tone person.

Ron: Never. It was the best place of a kid to be: in his care.

When non-Scientologist RB felt she could not control me, she called other suppressive German adults to assist her in her abusive ways to raise children (teachers, pastors, doctors). I despised her more and more.

Ron: He never did anything like that. Unlike RB, he understood, and he was able to get my agreement and cooperation while RB got nothing.

Non-Scientologist RB penalized me because other young people in town did drugs despite that I didn’t even know these people and never did any drugs. She locked me into my room. Needless to say, I escaped through the window, she chased me through half of town but I was faster. (Despite that I escaped, I still never did any drugs.)

Ron: Would have talked to me about drugs and would have made sure that I understand the severe consequences of taking them. He would have trusted me that I won’t take them.

Non-Scientologist RB never allowed me to have friends come over.

Ron: Would have allowed my friends to come over.

Non-Scientologist RB told us children hours of rape. She called that sex education.

Ron: Would have put together a very child appropriate check sheet and so that kids know where babies come from.

Non-Scientologist RB never would have allowed me a boyfriend because she said I would come home with an illegitimate child. And this happens to me: the most hard to get girl! (When she was old, she said that she is disappointed that I didn’t make her to a grandmother.)

Ron: Would have trusted me that having a boyfriend doesn’t mean to behave like an alley cat. He allowed us to marry young, Marty, because he knew that we were ideal for each other and that our marriage would last as it was true love. He stepped back to make us happy.

Non-Scientologist RB constantly asked for attention and tried to play the first fiddle. I considered her nothing but a huge burden. When she was young I hated and despised her. When she was old, I felt sorry for her and that is why I helped her when she was old. But love, she never got. It was impossible to love her. She was too suppressive.

Ron: Never tried to play the first fiddle in my life. He always took a step back to make us happy. And I noticed it and loved him even more.

Non-Scientologist RB forced her style of living onto Jurgen, and I when we were married. She had no respect of that a couple wants to chose their own wall papers or furniture or even bed. She nailed Christian crosses and bible citations everyway in our flat. It was insane.

Ron: He never would have done anything like that to us.

Non-Scientologist RB embarrassed me all my life.

Ron: Never

Non-Scientologist helped German psychs to abort my baby

Ron: Would have never done that. He was completely anti-abortion. He respected me, you and the baby and he loved all of us.

Non-Scientologist RB allowed herself to be used and this is why I think that the Germans filed false legal actions against you behind my back, Marty.

Ron: Never did anything behind our backs.

Non-Scientologist RB always trusted the false people and tried to force me to trust the wrong people.

Ron: Never trusted the wrong people and never tried to force me.

I could go on and on. Important is that the impostor was not L. Ron Hubbard, and I am convinced that most of the “critics” of Scientology know that  German p$ychs had hired an impostor to destroy Ron’s reputation and Scientology.

I never will forget and forgive that I was kidnapped from him and had to live with German lunatics. Never. And I mean it, Marty. I made postulates as big as the entire universe that the last word about this all is not spoken yet and the German high crimes will come back to haunt the Germans (all involved).

What a high crime by the Germans aborting our baby, stealing our marriage, family, memories, possessions, legal rights, human rights, and disconnecting us, Marty. There will be a final judgment day for them and they will be judged and sentenced. They did not mess with the wrong people. They messed with the right people because we will make sure that justice will happen. I made a postulate, Marty, that is so big as the universe and that is getting each one involved (also those remotely involved) and putting the most severe justice on each of them – may I have a body or not. There is no way in hell, I let any one of them come away. They all have to learn a lesson: do not mess with human rights. If ever somebody in years from now will be approach by any one of them to commit a crime, they will scream: No! so loud that it is heard on the other end of the universe. The slime tone level will be wiped from the universe. I am beyond angry and beyond forgiving. Severe justice and no forgiveness and harshest amends for Billions of years, that’s on my agenda because, just as Ron said, SPs scream to be handled, they know they are bad as hell and they want us to put justice on them and that is why they messed with the right people. Because we will not disappoint them, the justice that we will apply will kick their behinds through the universe and all the way back. Even the lowest and most down tone people basically know, so they choose us to mess with our human rights and they selected us because they basically know that we will not let them come away. They want to be penalized because they know that they deserve it. There is no forgiving or forgetting. Human rights violators need the harshest kind of penalties and a lesson that they never ever forget. Never ever in gazillions of billions of years not!

I love you, and I want to pick up again where we left, Marty, I want to get my life and my family back with you.

Let’s make it happen, my darling. I know what the main problem is: the entire world (including all authorities) are SEGNPMSS controlled and cover for them and you are searching for a way to tell them in what a trap they all are.

Many kisses and tender and passionate embraces. I am here, Marty, any time when you need me.

Yours Sarah/Barbara

Marty, do you wonder why I have no grey hair? I am lucky and just have a few only, and they stay dark rinsing them after washing with BLACK TEA. If you have grey hair, don’t worry, I take you with any hair color even without any hair. But just you, nobody else.

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  1. […] Dearest Marty, my eternal prince, I had a quiet weekend and not much stress. These kind of weekends or even days are kind of rare for me, and it felt  good. Today is father's day, and I have a strange feeling at days like that because the Germans didn’t allowed me to grow up with the real Ron, the founder of Scientology, my dad. They kidnapped me from him. And as if it would not already enough, they hired an impostor to destroy Scientology and cr … Read More […]

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