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Health care “experts” call stopping aging a “diversion” of more important issues – Can you believe it?

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Dearest Marty, my rockstar and amazing Prince,

I listened to  below BBC radio show. They interviewed Aubrey de Grey, a researcher who says that aging can be reversed and that a person who is today in his/her 50s can live at least 1000 years (with the same body) by being healthy and fit. You know that I agree on the longevity (actually  physical immortality) to what I figured myself but also what I was able to recall from Ron’s (the real one) research and  earlier times when you and I were together, Marty, and from the village that I remember of which I believe that it belongs your family.

However, there are quite some differences how we were approaching physical non-aging (way of life) from how Aubrey de Grey is trying to obtain it. He tries to repair of necessary (which is alright with me if it works) but I think we need a different way of life, one that makes such cell repair work obsolete.

 But he is 100% right by saying that people are in trance as to thinking that they have to age and die like their parents and grandparents. I know  secret service silent sounds make people numb and biting the hands that could pull them out of raging waters. Ron said in Science of Survival that the common denominator is that beings want to survive. People go through great lengths to do so.  But medical/psychiatric silent sounds turn people from survivors into quitters. I find it shocking how these psychiatric “techniques” can turn people around, and people don’t even realize what is being done to them and how they change from an independent thinking individual into a remote-controlled mass.

What is “killing” me is that “health care expert” say that this researcher diverts from more important issues. What can be more important than stopping the barbarity of aging? Some people might think that I am arrogant (which I am not, I guess I am just tired of trying to get through to them) by using the word idiots, but what else are they? Should people who do not see how most people suffer while getting older even be allowed to call themselves “experts” on human health? What could be more important for any person (young or old) to stop the barbarity of aging? Besides, the health problems that children are having could be also solved by having them live in villages as ours.

Ethicists find stopping aging “not ethical”. Isn’t that mind-boggling? How can letting people age and suffer be ethical? All those “social problems” that would come with people no longer aging, we could solve them in a snap, including organizing how this planet can handle any increase of population. Our self-sustaining villages can be stacked on Earth, build on the water, in the water, put in space, build on the moon and other planets. Each village can survive on its own by treating each person inside like a  family member. The “social problems” are so easy to solve.


The reporter asked some very strange questions. E.g. as if having children makes one rather not want to live forever as what kind of future would this for the children? I am flabbergasted about the lack of logic. Particularly, a person who loves her/his children, grandchildren and other family members wants to be around to help them. What they all are forgetting is that life without diseases and old age (which our villages would be able to offer them) is at the end not expensive. All one truly needs is healthy food and water and a clean place to live. I happily forego all social security, pension, and insurances if I can live in such a village of ours.

Here is a symposium: 

Now moving again back to Scientology:

Particularly as Scientologists, we are not afraid of death. We died many times before. We know that we continue to live after losing a human  body and that we have the chance of picking up a new baby body (reincarnation). But the in-between-lives area is not free. Psychiatric silent sounds are used to implant the unborns and new borns to forget their past lives, gender, all skills, all abilities, all experiences, all former family ties, all values. It is followed by a short lifespan of not even 80 years in average making the same mistakes all over (and more) and getting sick and for most – dying a long painful medical death. This is nothing for me, Marty, and I am sure that you have very similar thoughts.

You are loved, always and ever. I said it before: it is your character, you personality that is so attractive, Marty. I’ll love you until my heart will stop beating and beyond. You and I, we go back to the beginning of time and that’s why nobody succeeds with killing this love. They have no chance against “since ever”. Everyone can say: “I love you” but how this love is put to the test shows if it is really love. Our love survived all and is stronger than ever. I wouldn’t exchange nor change you for the world.

I am yours, Marty. And very proud of it. You and me, we are soulmates, and that is why we can trust each other without reservations.  All the timetrack, we loved and helped each other, and I have no intention to ever change that. 🙂 







My stomach turns, Marty, Germany is trying to make Nazis hip… Can it get more disturbed?

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful Prince and soul mate?

How are you?

I wonder what you are feeling by reading about Germany, after all, it is the country that set up and controls how you were/are framed and is behind the Spanish and US-decisions against you (and me).

I am very serious that Germany as a country needs to be dissolved. As long as this country and its insane ideas are around, this planet will be constantly subjected to adopt those ideas and dummies will just do that.  Right now, Germany might not have the courage to officially lead EU and the rest of the world, but it is coming for sure if they are not being stopped. They run the planet anyway with ear implants. It is so easy for them to make people what they want. When they got rid of any opposition, Germany will sit on top of Europe and the rest of the world like the stinky slimy snake that it is. And will push its German/psychiatric/medical insane ideas further down people’s throats and mind-controlling them to obey them.

There are again news that Germans (particularly Bavarians) are trying to bring back  the Nazis, and they are anti-Jews, anti-Black, and anti-foreigners. And I am thinking: who wants to live in Germany anyway. I would switch German citizenship with anybody.   

German media coined word to call these Nazis “Nipsters”. What is that for? Some cute new name that almost sounds like hipster to make them sound harmless?

Here is an article about these Nazis and look who is in on them: Anonymous with the Vendetta mask. What a destructive Nazi cult!

I love you. Many kisses, my sweetheart.


Yours forever,




The best name for Leah Remini’s show would be “White trash that didn’t move up the tonescale”

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Dearest Marty, my darling, and the one for me…

My neighbor (one with a red truck) lives with  his girlfriend and just hit on me. Just like the other guy before him.  The other one has an attorney as girlfriend and would cheat on her in a heartbeat if I would along with it.  Unbelievable! They  can forget that I ever chat with them. The good news is that the guy of today lost his job a few days ago and likely has to move anyway. He also just rents and does not own property here.

What is wrong with those men considering a few friendly neighborly words as an invitation to hit on a woman?  He bragged about his college degree but where is the IQ? You never would act as stupid as these guys, Marty. They don’t know how to treat a lady. No manners, no IQ, no culture, but they think they have all of it. That is the funny part about it all.

Anyway, speaking about non-ladylike behavior: I saw a video of Leah Remini’s “reality show”.  Good grief. What I have seen is pure White Trash! No class but fingernail-scratching-down a blackboard kind of low-toned behavior. Looking at them, I am glad that they are not my relatives. They were on Scientology lines for many years but they didn’t move up the tonescale. And the auditors, C/S, and ethics officers didn’t see it. What a shame for Vistarology and Miscavology.

The best thing to make the world understand how real Scientologists really are would be a reality show of a family of real Scientologists. What a difference in class would be a real Scientology family compared to Remini and her clan. On the other side, which real family of Scientologists would agree to a Reality Show while DM “leads” Scientology?

Many kisses, my classy prince.

Yours forever,




This was allegedly confirmed as true psychiatry/FBI story, Marty…

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful husband and soul mate. I am thinking of you a lot.

One thought crosses my mind often: if not the entire world (and very much so the USA) wouldn’t hang on a secret rotten German string, we would be happily reunited already decades ago. Actually, we wouldn’t ever been ripped apart.

Below is a story that was allegedly confirmed as true and by  FBI Special Agent Wayne A. Barnes. The IQ of the FBI agent (in charge of the entire operation!) making the call to the pizza delivery guy is shockingly low. Shouldn’t he had predicted the reaction by the delivery man? Shouldn’t he had used other words to get his order? Do they use particularly unintelligent FBI agents to investigate psychiatric fraud so that psychiatrists are getting away with their crimes, or how should I understand this? How low of an IQ may a FBI agent have to be hired? 

Also, the in charge of the entire operation instead of a junior official makes the call for food! Had nothing better to do? How about using each working minute supervising the operation instead?

Here is the story:


FBI agents conducted a “search and seizure” at the Southwood Psychiatric Hospital in San Diego, which was under investigation for medical insurance fraud. After hours of poring over many rooms of financial records, some sixty FBI agents worked up quite an appetite. The case agent in charge of the investigation called a local pizza parlor with delivery service to order a quick dinner for his colleagues. 

The following telephone conversation took place:
Agent: Hello. I would like to order nineteen large pizzas and sixty-seven cans of soda.

Pizza man: And where would you like them delivered?

Agent: To the Southwood Psychiatric Hospital.

Pizza man: To the psychiatric hospital?

Agent: That’s right. I’m an FBI agent.

Pizza man: You’re an FBI agent?

Agent: That’s correct. Just about everybody here is.

Pizza man: And you’re at the psychiatric hospital?

Agent: That’s correct. And make sure you don’t go through the front doors. We have them locked. You’ll have to go around to the back to the service entrance to deliver the pizzas.

Pizza man: And you say you’re all FBI agents?

Agent: That’s right. How soon can you have them here?

Pizza man: And you’re over at Southwood?

Agent: That’s right. How soon can you have them here?

Pizza man: And everyone at Southwood is an FBI agent?

Agent: That’s right. We’ve been here all day and we’re starving.

Pizza man: How are you going to pay for this?

Agent: I have my check book right here.

Pizza man: And you are all FBI agents?

Agent: That’s right, everyone here is an FBI agent. Can you remember to bring the pizzas and sodas to the service entrance in the rear? We have the front doors locked.

Pizza man: I don’t think so.

I learned that the FBI agents had to leave the “prison of abuse, terror, torture, and murder” (my definition of psychiatric hospitals) to get their pizzas. Also, is it really smart by FBI agents to order pizza from a delivery man, considering what an FBI-hating person could do to the pizza when nobody is looking? And soda… These guys have no IQ for healthy food at all.  

I love you, my Prince. Many tender and passionate kisses. 

I never let go of the feeling loving you, Marty. Nothing feels better and more right. Yes, you are very handsome but your personality conquered me. Your inside is so beautiful. I am so glad you showed it to me. You are so special. Nobody is like you. Absolutely nobody.
Crushes fade as fast as they come, but we have something so different. The test of true love might be that “love” doesn’t disappear when two are not being able to be together.

You and me don’t want to live without true love. Not that we need love or anybody but the exciting feeling to find the soul mate and the person who inspires one. And because we do not NEED anybody makes it even more special that we WANT each other.

The world disappointed me greatly, Marty, but you did not. I know you. You are my soul mate. You have feelings like I have. And our feelings put together is a union that has wings.


Yours forever,


 Saturday night I was downtown/workin’ for the FBI.

That song has great rhythm…  

How did Otzi die?

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Marty, my sweet Prince, 

I think of you and wish we could be back together. I miss you more than I can say.

An iceman was found in the Italian Alps in 1991. They say  he weigh 110 lbs, was 5’3”, and approx. 45 years old in 3300 B.C. One thing is, can we really trust that date of death considering how untrue this world is? Anyway, he was not in the best of health but  found with a broken hip and a crack in the back of his head, caused by an axe or rock. They still have not figured out why he died. Here is one theory: He tripped and the axe was flying into his head. Really?! In a world that really was/is as rough and perverted as Games of Thrones shows. His own axe does not kill an experienced mountain man.

That is more likely: Some other guy hit him in the head, he fell, broke his hip, and died.   

And there is now allegedly a curse, folks who study the dead man are dying. This include co-discoverer Helmut Simon and Konrad Spindler, the first examiner of the mummy in 1991. Seven people died who had something to do with finding  have been attributed to the alleged “curse”. I don’t believe in a curse but that the SEGNPMSS (Bavarian Illuminati) but that people who know too much “gotta go” as people could learn that the history of this planet is not properly recorded.

What I know for sure is that this planet is all about brutality and wars, and that the reality was/is even worse than people imagine. They watch TV series and movies like Games of Thrones but I am afraid that many have not the courage to realize that brutality and perversion is real history and that they were part of this history in former lifetimes. It is much easier to think that the world was not that brutal and people were killed by accident (axes flying into their skulls). Most of all, people who attack reincarnation as untrue, probably have the worst timetracks of all. It must be so dark and gruesome, that they can’t face looking back into past lives.

Our past lives were not easy either. It was great when we were together and nobody bothered us. But these times were always so short. Very sad for us. 

Many kisses, Marty. In this and in former lifetimes, thinking of you and being with you always gave me butterflies.

Yours forever,



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June 22, 2014 at 11:23 am

Three teenagers believed kidnapped by Hamas (kidnapping children and teenagers is so German!)

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

I bet you came also to the conclusion: it is Germany behind every terror group. Just as their national hymn says: Germany above everything. The story of the kidnapped girls in Nigeria, Egypt, Israel, and in other countries reminds me to what happened to us, except that our kidnappings were swept under the very dirty German rug. And all the kidnappers of today are run with ear implants by Dorian Grays, the men (barber, butchers, medical doctors, p$ychs…) behind the Nazis who came away, and are still alive and active to cause incredible harm to people!

Listen to Heinrich Himmler, the insane pig and his secret case officers (likely still alive today):

“…One principle must be absolute for the SS man: we must be honest, decent, loyal and comradely to members of our own blood and to no one else. What happens to the Russians, what happens to the Czechs, is a matter of utter indifference to me. Such good blood of our own kind as there may be among the nations we shall acquire for ourselves, if necessary, by taking away the children and bringing them up among us. Whether the other people live in comfort or perish of hunger interests me only in so far as we need them as slaves for our culture. Whether or not 10,000 Russian women collapse from exhaustion while digging a tank ditch interests me only in so far as the tank ditch is completed for Germany. We shall never be rough or heartless where it is not necessary; that is clear. We Germans, who are the only people in the world who have a decent attitude to animals, will also adopt a decent attitude to these human animals, but it is a crime against our own blood to worry about them and to bring them ideals. I shall speak to you here with frankness on a very grave matter.  Among ourselves, it should be mentioned quite frankly, and yet we will never speak of it publicly. Just as we did not hesitate on June 30, 1934 (Night of the Long Knives – an internal purge of the Nazi party) to do our duty as we were ordered, to stand our comrades against a wall and shoot them, and we never spoke about it and we will never speak about it. It was a matter of natural tact that is alive in us, thank God, that we never discussed it. Each of us shuddered and yet each of us knew clearly that next time he would do it again if it were an order and if it were necessary. 
I am referring to the evacuation of the Jews, the extermination of the Jewish people. This is one of the things that is easily said: “The Jewish people are going to be exterminated.” That’s what every Party member says, “Sure, it’s in our program, elimination of the Jews – extermination – it’ll be done!” And then they all come along, 80 million worthy Germans and each one has his one decent Jew. Of course, the others are swine, but this one, he is a first-rate Jew! Of all those who talk like that, not one has seen it happen, not one has had to go through with it. Most of you know what it means to see 100 corpses lying together, or 500, or 1000. To have stuck it out and at the same time – apart from exceptions caused by weakness – to have remained decent fellows, that is what has made us hard. This is a page of glory in our history which has never been written and shall never be written, for we know how difficult it would be for us here today – under bombing raids and the hardships and deprivations of war – if we were still to have Jews in every city as secret saboteurs, agitators and inciters. If the Jews were still lodged in the body of the German nation, we would probably by now have reached the stage of 1916-17.
The wealth they possessed we took from them. I gave a strict order, which has been carried out by SS Obergruppenfuhrer Pohl, that this wealth will of course be turned over to the Reich in its entirety. We have taken none of it for ourselves. Individuals who have erred will be punished in accordance with the order given by me at the start – threatening that anyone who takes as much as a single Mark of this money is a dead man. A number of SS men – they are not very many, committed this offense, and they shall die. There will be no mercy. We had a moral right, we had the duty towards our people to destroy this people who wanted to destroy us. But we do not have the right to enrich ourselves by as much as a fur, or a watch, by one Mark or a cigarette or anything else. We do not want, in the end, because we destroyed a bacillus, to be infected by this bacillus and to die. I will never stand by and watch while even a small rotten spot develops or takes hold. Wherever it may form we will together burn it away….”

I can hear German doctors behind that speech, Marty. Loud and clear. Some foolish people think that Nazis are ancient history. They are not history at all, and here are two reasons:  1) Nazis grow again in a fast rate in Germany and also in other countries. 2) The men behind Hitler moved into protected surrounding and didn’t age and die. They have stolen our anti-aging and anti-dying technology. We want the entire world to have it but they don’t.  They blocked this knowledge from the rest of mankind and enjoy the barbarity of diseases and aging hitting others including their very own international agents and other doctors/psychs.  

And nothing is changing because the people who occupy the key position in this world are their robots who do not think for themselves or do not have the guts to speak out against them. If the average population on this planet would know who the secret rulers of the world really are and what they do to them and their families, they would stop carrying out their commands, and these old Nazis would be powerless and this planet could become one we all can be proud of.  

Many kisses, my hero.

I am in love with YOU.

Yours forever,


Night after night, stroll out in the darkness
Demons in my head got me
hanging by a thread
Time after time, year after year
On my own it's such a lonely road

I'm in love with you
You are all I need
I dream you put your arms around me
And set me free
I'm in love with you
You mean all to me
I've been longing for you loving
And hoping you will see

Like an angel turning dark to light
You come to me in my dreams
Your caresses in a lonely night
Bringing kisses sweet, yes kisses sweet
Bringing kisses sweet makes me feel better





Germany (SEGNPMSS/Bavarian Illuminati) runs ISIS

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Those pictures give an insight into the tonelevels of these  SEGNPMSS/Bavarian Illuminati. I know, they are German/Bavarian x-mas cards and allegedly not real but what is real are the insane minds who came up with those. They shows the personalities of the still existing people who have the strings of the world in their  bloody pawns and who run the world with ear and body  implants.      


Dearest Marty, my soul mate, 

You know it and I know it: Germany and its secret services need to be busted if the world will ever want to see peace on Earth. I know, I know, people look at Angela Merkel and say: Do you really think she would order something like that? She is a straw person. She has secret case officers and she does what they say. I bet that the NSA phone surveillance of her will reveal that she is taking orders. But so are also others.     

The USA and other countries constantly are trying to put out fires which Germany (SEGNPMSS/Bavarian Illuminati) covertly starts. It is them who organized ear- and other body implants to be installed into mankind and run each person through them. It is so easy to have establish terror groups and arrange that lots of cash falls into the hand of a terror group like ISIS.

The leaders of the world are doing one huge mistake: not pointing with the finger on the secret services behind Germany. As nobody suspects them, they are getting away with everything. The message that they have to hear is: We know of you, we will pull the strings, and each involved person will be found, and there will be no rock in the universe underneath they can hide.  

SEGNPMSS/Bavarian Illuminati case officers are COWARDS. They have people fight each other BECAUSE IT IS NOT THEIR BLOOD THAT IS SHED. IT IS NOT THEIR LIVES THAT ARE LOST. Once the world starts finally seriously looking for them, we will have a much more peaceful world.



The USA, President and Congress does not look behind the scene. They don’t pull strings.  They just try to deal with the symptoms not with the foul root behind it. It seems to me that they don’t want to find out that Germany is not their friend but enemy as the USA has so many enemies already. But what they are forgetting is: by explaining to the world what Germany does not just to the USA but to any other country and person, the other “enemies” will no longer be enemies of the USA. If they understand what is done to them, they become US allies in finding the SEGNPMSS/Bavarian Illuminati leaders, which, according to my intuition consists in the hard-core of German medical doctors and psychiatry. The oath “do no harm” is a joke to them. I always wondered why a profession needs an oath like “do no harm”. Shouldn’t that be most natural to human beings,  doing no harm? What kind of monsters need to be reminded of doing no harm? Guess they consider bloodbath no harm. That is fun to those Dorian Greys. 

I read today that the attacks in Germany against foreigners rose 20% and that almost 300 German Islamists travelled to Syria to take part in combat. But those are just the front guys. The real perpetrators are hiding in undisclosed locations. They think they are safe as their agents don’t know their names. People in the Middle East need to realize that Germany just was using them. I don’t want a war, also not against Germany, but the country has to dissolve and all sick German ideas and their still existing world ruling plans simply have to be put away for good. Nobody is more unqualified to lead the world than those who landed in Bavaria approx. 4500 years ago and killed the original successful Europeans. These people who landed there, and got stuck here, have a tendency to become  barbers, butchers, medical doctors, pharmacists, psychiatrists, neuro”scientists”,  psychologists…  And we know that there were many lifetimes and that reincarnation is a fact.  In other words: these creeps/monsters are still around. Scum of the universe.

They shouldn’t have kidnapped me to Bavaria, Marty. I could study them in real life. Many people who haven’t figured out that reincarnation is a fact think that a baby that is born is innocent. It just has lost his/her memory but the personality (good or bad/tonescale) is there. So, no one becomes like the Bavarian Dorian Grays having lived decent lifetimes. They did AWFUL things and AWFUL things happened to them. 

I know, people say that those are just German pictures but only very disturbed minds come up with stuff like that.  


Bavarian attics and basements are riddled with those who got no new human  or animal bodies.  I am a very spiritual person, I can feel others around me also if they have no bodies. I am telling you, the tonelevels of them is rock bottom. That is where I started to understand the very lower part of the tonescale, the emotions one under death. I saw some episodes of Games of Thrones (not all as my stomach can’t take it). The brutality and perversion shown there is not just fiction. It reminds me to the real history of Germany particularly Bavaria.  

Without digging for the who behind the terror, there will be never peace on Earth for anyone, it doesn’t matter in which country.

I love you, Marty. Hope to see you soon against all odds.

Yours forever,


P.S. The Bavarian takes hearts out (doctor) and roasts them. And here he is ripping a marriage apart.  They have not changed a bit, have they? Considering that they did exactly the same thing to you and me  and out marriage, Marty.