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Expensive crap from Cern/Geneva: the Higgs Boson (and what a “surprise”, there are also Boson impostors!)

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Dearest Marty, my incredible Prince and husband,

As you know, physicists are trying to explain, among other things, the beginning of the universe. They want to explain it “scientifically”, just by facts. Alright, good idea, but really, where are their “facts”? It is just one theory after the other. I am sure you also came to the conclusion, Marty, that the elusive Higgs Boson is basically nothing but a theoretical idea of quantum physicists who think that rocket scientists have nothing on them. They dreamed that thing up and looked for it, like for an imaginary friend or so. Haha! It is invisible and can’t be measured. (Okay, a thetan without a theta body is invisible too and can’t be measured with any sensor, but we know a lot more about the origin of life than they know about the “God particle”.)

Since many decades, quantum physicists are building bigger accelerators  to prove that what Higgs dreamed up does really exist. They are trying to “vaporize” particles and screen the “debris”.  Some “scientists” in Cern say that they  MAY have found the Higgs Boson, but did they really find? What they figured is a “statistical” glimmer of a Higgs Boson or his “impostors” somewhere in countless actions of throwing subatomic parts together.  

Physicists: CERN may have discovered Higgs boson impostor

They believe that the Higgs field is a sticky field that attracts some subparticles and some not. It does not attract electrons but allegedly quarks that consist of pro- and neutrons. These quarks have some mass. Question raises, who or what created the mass in the quarks that they are using? If quarks have already mass, isn’t it cheating trying to create mass with it? If you put milk and flour together, you get dough but milk and flour are already material.  If they want to play God, shouldn’t they try from scratch? Shouldn’t they create mass from nothing to explain the creation of the physical universe? I learned that there are some Higgs bosons that are named Z and W. They have already quite some mass and are attracted to the sticky Boson field. Interestingly, the subatomic particle gluon that is thought to hold quarks together is not  attracted by the Higgs field. Neither are photons. I admit, I have not followed most of their experiments but those that they celebrate as win don’t excite or convince me.   

As more as I read about the Higgs Boson, Marty, as more I come to the conclusion that they haven’t found what they were looking for. I am sure you know what the Higgs Boson or “God particle” is supposed to be: it is the particle that allegedly gives mass to other particles. As they are fixed on the idea that the universe was created by a big bang (I am convinced that a more denser universe was CREATED BY POSTULATES and then destroyed by one or likely several “big bangs”), they try to create that particle that gives mass to other particles by speeding protons along the long tunnels of the Hadron Collier (very expensive toy/ six billion bucks) at the speed of light at Cern, Geneva, Switzerland.  How I understand it: the protons wreck each other in the tunnels and create an explosion of energy. The quantum physicists play some more with it by firing new particles into that explosion of energy, and they sensor these particle all the time and, in addition, are trying to bend them. Don’t know how this looks in practical but I don’t think they find the key to the universe in that toy. They do this over and over, and all billions of times and hope that a Higgs Boson forms. But here is the “tricky” part, nobody can see it, and the sensors don’t sense it.  Bummer. And whatever they believe they got is also unstable. It falls into pieces. After smashing trillions of time fragments together in the Large Hadron Collier, they believe that they accumulated some kind of tiny growth on a statistical chart but they can’t see it nor measure it. Impressive. Could be nothing at all. But if they add more and more to this statistic of nothing that one can see and measure, they maybe have found the Higgs Boson (or whatever). Kind of funny.

In view of that, the hype in the news that they found the “God particle” is not at all justified but really just a big hype.

There are also some “impostor particles” instead of the  “God particle” aka “Higgs Boson” and not the “God particle” at all. Impostors in the LHC. Scandal. Not easy for them to play God, isn’t it? 

Many of these physicians believe that violence created  the universe, including us, being, mind, body. Lol. I don’t know how it looks inside of them, but you and I, Marty, and some others were for sure not “created” by violence. How can somebody even remotely think that a human being, body, mind, being was created by violence or explosions?? NASA thinks that it was created by one huge violent event. My intuition (works like a charm) tells me that there were huge explosions, but those blew up an ALREADY EXISTING universe and civilizations.  Also according to NASA, the universe is still expanding. Well, who says that not some hooligans are still exploding parts of the universe?   

Some say that it was not a big bang but a lot of gaseous nebula that created the universe. NASA says that this was one single violent event. Makes no sense to me in regards of for example the perfection of a human body. Where did that gaseous nebula come from?  International scientists  don’t know. These gases  sure didn’t “create” us, Marty.  It is being taught that there was one single very tiny, very dense, very hot point with energy, and this energy  became bigger and turned into the universe as we know it over a time period of billions of years. That very hot point of energy reminds me of me being upset with the people who deny our rights, Marty. But seriously, they make two huge mistakes: one, they should first figure out  the static of life (which can leave the static state and did so), and two, they should know that there their experiment and attempts to figure things out are deliberately sabotaged. They are being also intentionally mislead.  

Thinking of Nazis, Nazi doctors, psychs, their terrorists,  other monsters, and their co-conspirators, the thought that these primitive bastards were created by violence/explosion or simple gas is really tempting. We are nothing like them. That’s not how we came to be, besides, we always existed. And thinking about this some more, if we would have stayed in spiritual form (never assumed a body), we would have saved us a lot of pain, Marty. Honestly, picking up a human body in a snake pit like Earth doesn’t feel like the wisest decision that I made. If I could turn back time, I wouldn’t do it again. Looking at my life so far: having a human body is not worth the troubles. I would be much better off if I would have stayed a thetan without a body.  Maybe I would consider having a human body in a completely new physical universe (not just on another planet in this universe!) in a new dimension with beings of our good nature, Marty, a universe that they CAN’T FIND, it doesn’t matter where they look and how many particles they smash together. But if there would be only the tiniest chance that they could get there, I would waive that universe too. That’s how sick I am of them. This lifetime really “did it” for me, Marty. And my intuition tells me that I am not the only one who came to this conclusion. I am tired to be treated like a 2nd class person on this German-controlled planet. If they think that one conspiring against the other and constantly living under the medical Nazi boot with all the brutality, pain, and decay is so desirable, should they have it. But nobody can force me to live among them in another lifetime. Once this body expires, I chose an existence that is completely spiritual.  I bet you are deeply disappointed of this planet and beyond too, Marty, to put it lightly. 

Anyway, if scientists would use Ron’s axioms and his other work as starting point for their work, they would understand a lot more and would make some real progress. One has to understand life first. The big bang was not the creation of life. It was a destroyer. And the original creation of the physical universe was not done by violence. I believe that if all silent sounds played into the minds of people to mislead them are gone, the magic of the God particle postulate will be much better understood. 

I love you, my rockstar. Billions of  tender and passionate kisses.  Can’t wait to see you again. Our love is a God particle too. And it doesn’t falter like the alleged Higg Boson and his impostors. Lol.   

Yours forever,









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  1. News for ya

    October 23, 2014 at 5:00 pm

    • Hope they don’t waste this money away with another Hadron Collider. I also hope that money is used for theoretic physicists to be less theoretical.

      Barbara Schwarz

      October 23, 2014 at 5:48 pm

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