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Yes, 2020, ring in the true, finally, it really is time

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Dearest Marty, I know you think so to. I love you and while the old year is dying my love for you is not. 

Ring out, wild bells, to the wild sky,
The flying cloud, the frosty light:
The year is dying in the night;
Ring out, wild bells, and let him die.

Ring out the old, ring in the new,
Ring, happy bells, across the snow:
The year is going, let him go;
Ring out the false, ring in the true.

Ring out the grief that saps the mind
For those that here we see no more;
Ring out the feud of rich and poor,
Ring in redress to all mankind.

Ring out a slowly dying cause,
And ancient forms of party strife;
Ring in the nobler modes of life,
With sweeter manners, purer laws.

Ring out the want, the care, the sin,
The faithless coldness of the times;
Ring out, ring out my mournful rhymes
But ring the fuller minstrel in.

Ring out false pride in place and blood,
The civic slander and the spite;
Ring in the love of truth and right,
Ring in the common love of good.

Ring out old shapes of foul disease;
Ring out the narrowing lust of gold;
Ring out the thousand wars of old,
Ring in the thousand years of peace.

Ring in the valiant man and free,
The larger heart, the kindlier hand;
Ring out the darkness of the land,
Ring in the Christ that is to be.

Prayer Breakfast every Wednesday in the US Senate

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

I am thinking of you. The year is almost over and I know that I will love you next year and all the other years to come.  

I just learned that US Senators are having a prayer breakfast every Wednesday in Senate building. It is bipartisan. Started in the 50s. They discuss religious issues, family, their own faiths, pray, and sing together. They share personal spiritual thoughts for an hour. They hold hands, pray for each other, and the nation. 

The reporter approaches “The Swamp” and that no moral high ground is left in the Senate. 

Senator Lankford will be the Chair of the Senate Ethics Committee in 2020. 

Here is the interview:    



Here is an article how inactive the Senate Ethics Committee was in the past:

By trying to figure out what’s in the way for you, Marty, to be vindicated and freed from your wrongful incarceration and me having my American rights restored and finding you, I am using my intuition, which is of course godsend. And I always end up thinking that the stop is not just in the courts but also in Congress, with any party. And that we are chopped liver for them, Marty.

What is going on in the head of a member of Congress who prays for his own family but letting us, people with the best intentions towards the USA, the world, and all beings on the planet, suffer? Despite that the evidence is crystal clear that we are conspired against? How can such a person think that his prayers will be answered and God is protecting him? Why in heaven would God award hypocrites?? Well, he won’t. God is not fooled by any fake religiosity.

And some other news:  You impostor has another posting on his blog. He promotes “A Course In Miracles (ACIM)”, based on a book by clinical psychologist Helen Schucman. She believed that her “inner voice” would be by Jesus. If that would be true, she should have heard Jesus saying: “Helen, bust the ear- implants as they are the biggest trap ever and makes people conspire against each other and worse.” But she didn’t bust that German invention and tool. Some “Jesus” she listened to. 

The Internet says that A Course In Miracles teaches that everyone is God’s holy child and that the physical world we appear to be in was not created by God, but is an illusion of our own making. It also preaches forgiveness. 

This illusion thing reminds me of the false conclusion of physicists and others that the fake physical universe, a German projection that keeps the real physical universe hidden from us, is the real thing, in other words, an illusion. Somebody needs to pinch those people who think that the universe is not real. People on drugs might think that it is not real but not us who aren’t on drugs.    

Your impostor recommends ACIM to “anyone who feels angry more than they would like to, feels afraid, feels victimized, tends to blame and shame others and/or is inordinately inclined to attack. It is also great for those interested in spiritual transcendence”.

Your impostor doesn’t reveal that he ain’t you but makes the world believe that he is and gives religious and spiritual advice. This is just “grand”, isn’t it?

People commit unspeakable crimes and want forgiveness. And granting them forgiveness actually is the problem. They will hit the other cheek and never will never change their rotten characters.

Marty, I don’t think that Monique’s husband is officially back on Scientology lines but that non-Scientologist David Miscavige, his Cobness, feeds him with Scientology money through his attorneys. What a corrupt world it is.

I love you, Marty, I can’t wait to see you. Be kissed. We won’t allow evil and fake religiosity and spirituality to win. I really want to see you, my love.

Yours forever,




Who thinks that there is no Still Existing German Nazi Psychiatrists’ Mindcontroller Secret Service is not thinking

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Dearest Marty, my hero and soulmate, how are you?

My love for you has no end. Too bad that the people who deny our rights and conspire against us don’t use their energy to love instead as we do. If they just would know how uplifting and good it feels to truly and honestly love. You are the love of my life. I am so glad that you allowed me to see your character, Marty. I am looking for it since the beginning of time. There is no one like you. As those who conspire against us and hate us are so fickle and superficial, they had of course no idea that our love will last forever. Fools, they are. It is beyond me that they didn’t see right from the start that they can’t third party us, and boy, did they try. Even dished up an impostor for you. And they thought that I mistake the impostor for you. Despite that they invaded all our thoughts, Marty, they still have not figured us out. And that is what they call intelligence.

Who thinks that there is no SEGNPMSS is mindcontrolled by it to not see or not bust it.

SEGNPMSS seeks the worst people in the Jewish race, encourages their downtoneness and promotes them high into the society for no other purpose than to bust them so that the world agrees with the Nazis that the Jews are such a low race and the Nazis were right to get rid of them.

This is such a simple trick by the still existing Nazi doctors. This activity alone is giving the Nazis away. But there is of course a lot more. 

What’s not getting in their narrow and retarded minds is that the people who they stalk – us – can write huge volume about their lack of characters and pitiful minds. They think they know all about us and we don’t know anything about them. Hilarious, isn’t it? Despite that they read our thoughts with technology that they stole, they don’t know us at all, Marty. If they would, they wouldn’t mess with us. Yet, we know all about them. How inhumane they are, how perverted, how destructive, how unable to think and change for the better, how bad even to themselves to commit all these crimes and live with a bad conscience and destroy their own happiness and levity.   

What they are getting or thinking they are getting as a reward for their crimes against humanity is nothing compared to what they are losing. It is like uneducated people accepting worthless glass pebbles for their gold. 

After all the atrocities the Nazis did to the Jews in the past, one should think that nobody would support Nazis ever again. Yet, all over the world including the USA, attacks on Jews are on the rise. And why? Because Germany, their Still Existing German Nazi Psychiatrists’ Mindcontroller Secret Service is still very much operating and keeps the hatred against Jews alive.

The Nazis even condition and use The Black Hebrew Israelites against Jews and cowardly hide behind the gruesome attacks, which is typically for the SEGNPMSS. The victim has the last name Deutsch. He was deliberately selected as victim to manipulate people into thinking that Germany is not the predator but the victim. 

Yesterday’s stabbing is the 13th act of anti-Semitism in New York in the last three weeks says one paper. And I say that the monsters behind Germany are behind it all. Heil German-controlled ear-implants.

CNN reported that there was an attack on Jewish New Yorkers almost every day last week. Police are investigating these as possible hate crimes.

Possible hate crimes. Gee, “possible”. What else could it be but Nazi hatred?  

Have a look at this photo. It is allegedly the smallest sensor. The ear-implants that people (kids in school with unripe minds) are getting is likely even smaller. I also came to the conclusion that unborn babies and latest new born babies are already implanted with sensors for German psychiatric control reasons. When they are getting additional ear-implants around the age of 6 in or after school, they had these implants already and without their knowledge and with silent sounds are made to agree to the new implants. SEGNPMSS wants their agreements as this makes it easier for the SEGNPMSS to control and run them their entire lives. SEGNPMSS wants anyone to have dirty hands so that they stick with their secret service. What a trap it is.   



I love you, Marty. Giving you millions of kisses.

Yours forever,


P.S. New York Governor Cuomo calls Anti-Semitism an “American” cancer. How clueless is that? It is a German, a psychiatric cancer, because the medical monsters behind Germany are conditioning and running alleged “Americans”. It happens in the USA because the USA doesn’t fight the still existing Nazis back that run people via German-controlled ear implants. Since a long time, Germany tries to blame the Anti-Semitism on America and such statements by Gov. Cuoma help German  propaganda to blame German evil on the USA.  

The problem with many Christians

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Marty, my dearest and marvelous soulmate, how are you?

Whatever will come, I will be here for you. I never let you down. I know first-hand that you have such a noble character. You are exactly the person who deserves my protection, if I can give it, and my love. 

Despite that psychiatrists and other medical monsters behind Germany separated us after we, you and I, married (and I am 100% sure that it is you who I married and no other man), we met again in Scientology, despite Germany and its barbers and butchers emptied our minds. This alone should tell everyone that God is involved and wants us to be happily together.

If those who watched our lives still don’t see the existence of God and him at your side, must be the blindest moles who ever lived. 

How else was/is our journey possible? This includes that after so many decades, I love you even more than before and that I can feel that Germany has framed you and arranged your wrongful incarceration. How is this possible without me having a shred evidence? It is just possible with the help of the Almighty. We are a mission of God. I can feel him and I am sure, you too, Marty. I could write a book about his wonderful character.

However, being stupid and forgiving to the cowardly criminals who can’t keep peace is not part of God’s personality that I discovered.    

The problem with so-called Christians is that they are being told that God forgives and loves anyone, it doesn’t matter what they have done. So, there is no need for bad people to change to become better. They just have to say that they repent before the alleged pearly gates and all is paletti. Yeah, right.

How can Christianity make the world better with this wrongful tale and attitude? 

People should put themselves into God shoes. God is a being with emotions. Why would God love monsters who torture good people? Makes no sense whatsoever. People should rather worry that God could say that he has finally enough of this irresponsible attitude and leaves people to each other without godly intervention. What makes them think that the light continues to be there – it doesn’t matter how horrible they behave? 

This attitude that ethics can be bend sneaked for sure also in other religions and into Scientology as well, Marty. I once talked with a German girl in the Munich SCN org about how wrong abortion is. When a baby body is generated, a thetan thinks, it is invited. Once inside the fetus or embryo body, they cut it into pieces. It is like one invites someone to dinner and then kills him or her there brutally.

This girl in Munich said that “all can be run out in auditing sessions”. While it is true that charge can be relieved through auditing, what about ethics? What about the bad conscience that keeps nagging? As more people are humans and not animals in their nature as bigger their bad consciences will be. 

Giving donations to the needy or doing something nice for another person won’t relief humans from their bad consciences that humans are having after having committed the overt (or sin for the Christians and others).

If someone did something horrible to another person, he or she must make the damage good to exactly the person that was harmed. Judges also fail often to apply this. The amends needs to be done to the very person who was harmed not to another person. When the victim died, the amends needs to be done to that victim in her or his new lifetime. And if that person can’t be found easily or is not of the forgiving kind, tough luck getting relief of the bad conscience. 

That is why people should think before committing crimes against humanity and conspiring against good people. The attitude that God forgives anyhow anyone and loves bad people, it doesn’t matter what they do, must be dropped. Same applies to that tech trumps ethics and anything can be run out and undone in SCN sessions. Amends was cancelled in Scientology and must be put back.   

Most Christians think that Jesus died for their sins. How is that even possible? A horrible murder takes place and this should clean others of sins instead of adding to their sins? And what was it good for anyway? People are still bad. Some Christians think that Jesus took the penalty for mankind by dying on the cross. This makes no sense because the bad conscience and the self-penalty that the sinner puts on him- or herself, knowingly or not, continues to exist. Doesn’t matter how often Jesus dies.

Besides, the God who is with us in not a creepy God who has his own child gruesomely killed to save people who are too lazy to live ethical lives. I can’t help it Marty, but this Christian idea always appeared to me as if someone tries to put a rift between God and Jesus. As if someone wants Jesus to say: I had to brutally die and the scum is excused, thanks a lot, father … 

The bible, definitely is written by people, not by God. Something written by God would look very different.      

I love you, Marty. You are deep in my heart as I know who you are.


That video is filmed in downtown SLC, incl. the City Canyon.








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December 25, 2019 at 2:36 pm

Cryptocurrency / Nord Stream Gas Pipeline / $25 million for research into gun violence

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful husband and soulmate,

I think of you and I wish so much to be finally together. You guessed it. Nobody in the entire world ever forwarded a message from you or on your behalf for me. It just my intuition, my greatest gift of all, which tells me that there are such messages. The world is so unfair. And denying our rights will not bless those who deny them. They try to ignore this fact of course and stick their heads into the sand. Until all comes down on them. And then, there comes the big regret…

About cryptocurrency

If people would be themselves, decent, and honest, in a civilization we all can be proud of, cryptocurrency would be fine. However, in the world we live in, cryptocurrency websites are being hacked. And that is not all. As people are having German-controlled ear-implants, the reality is that blockchains, which are officially distributed, decentralized, public ledgers, aren’t decentralized, cool, and free. If the entire monetary banking systems in all countries of the world would be rendered officially obsolete, Germany will have all money on the planet directly in its pocket. And with loud and silence sounds, it will control the individual “owners” of the cryptocurrency. If the Nazis and the lunatic psychiatrists behind them need to be forced back, there wouldn’t be a cent left to do it. Germany very much uses also the Internet to take over the world.

And it does what it does best: hiding behind others.

Furthermore, they can ruin the economy of certain countries, which they target e.g., the USA to make its people put a lot into cryptocurrency and then pull the rug out, having the cryptocurrency collapse into something completely worthless and leave investors  and the country bankrupt.  

The internet says that the first decentralized cryptocurrency, bitcoin, was created in 2009 by a pseudonym “Satoshi Nakamoto”. Why using a pseudonym at all for this allegedly so great idea? This person allegedly, as the name suggests, is Japanese. However, what I find quite revealing is that “Satoshi Nakamoto” lives in Europe and uses a German email provider, GMX: How suspicious, Marty. Europe! Germany! Why would an internet developer of all people use GMX? It has not much storage possibilities. GMX users must constantly delete messages, when they want new messages. I know this first hand because I have family members who are using GMX.

And did you hear about the Russian natural gas pipeline to Germany, Marty, which should run through the Baltic Sea?

Germany says it good to the environment (except when it is busted despite (!) running all people through ear-implants as with the car emissions scandals). This pipeline  should help Germany to more wealth. It isn’t good for the environment, says this article: Nord Stream gas pipeline a danger for the Baltic ecology

As Germany runs the world with ear implants, enough European countries approved this gas pipeline despite its toll on the environment. Sweden is one of the countries that approved it. Yet, their Greta Thunberg is person of the year. (No doubt, psychiatry wants the credit, directly or indirectly.) Did this girl ever say: “How dare you, Germany!”? I doubt it.

President Trump now signed off on US sanctions against companies building that Russian gas pipeline to Germany because “Congress fears that it will give the Kremlin dangerous leverage over European allies”. Gee, Germany is secretly above the Russians and all other countries. Germany pretends to be an ally to the USA when it isn’t  officially an enemy. President Putin had/has a German secret service ID. Even if Merkel rolls her eyes sometimes at him, it is Germany that has dangerous leverage over Russia and the rest of the world: ear-implants that they install already in babies and little kids all over the world and run them with it! The entire world is a psychiatric German cult!

What is also typical German is the setup, having Russia meddle in the election to help Trump win. To make the impression that he has nothing to do with it, Trump thinks he has to show being more tough against Russia to be releected. So, Russia doesn’t win either. Germany does as nobody speaks out what it really is up to. And this is one of Germany’s despicable plans: The USA and Russia in a hot war and Germany picking up the pieces to take officially more world over.

Congress thinks that the pipeline would enrich a hostile Russian government and increase its influence in Europe vastly. Congress got it all wrong. Russia is being used like the USA and other countries. Germany is the monster.

And did you read that Congress and President Trump approved $25 million for research into gun violence split between the National Institutes of Health and the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention?

Yikes!! It is so ridiculous asking p$sychs and medical doctors to figure out what is behind terror. Either they are clueless and too dumb to figure it out. Or they know what their peers are doing but will never turn over their lunatics colleagues, psychs and medical doctors over to law enforcment who are conditioning and hypnotizing people into becoming terrorists, and that admit that the psychs behind Germany are their secret masters. What a waste of taxayers money.

I love you, Marty. I miss you terribly.

Yours forever,





When looking at a head of a state in any country…

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

Some people who led or lead countries are considered not so bad or even ok. However, many people are forgetting to ask this very important question:

Who is this head of state, she or he wittingly or unwittingly preparing the grounds for?

Just an observation of mine, Marty.

How is your life, Marty?

I love your courage and strenght. There is no one like you in the entire universe. It is such a privilege to love you.

I know, holidays again, where people take their families for granted but don’t grant this to us.

Still, I woud not want to be in their shoes. Must feel aweful being a hypocrite and constantly trying to keep one’s conscience quiet.

Just thinking of you makes everything better, Marty.  

And love will be the reward for love.

Be tenderly and passionately kissed and embraced.

Yours forever,


Senator Lindsey Graham accuses the FBI of vast criminal conspiracy but when you and your representatives prove that there is a vast criminal conspiracy, he and others won’t act, right?

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Dearest Marty, my hero and wonderful husband,

My thoughts are again with you. 

It snowed here today. 

I came across this article that says that Lindsey Graham accused the FBI of a ‘vast criminal conspiracy’ for its handling of the FISA warrant to monitor Carter Page, a one-time Trump campaign staffer.

I have no shred evidence hereto, Marty, as the world is run through German-oriented and German-controlled ear-implants. However, my intuition tells me that Senator Lindsey Graham, as the chairman of the Senate Committee on the Judiciary is briefed quite a while now on the conspiracy against you and me, yet, travels to Munich to the “Sicherheitskonferenz” (give me a break!) and talks about a vast conspiracy against an ex Trump-staffer.

It is such a hypocrisy. No equal rights for us. Don’t they have taken an oath to be impartial and do the best for the USA?

That goes also for all other Senators and Representatives.

Just what the Nazi monsters behind Germany want, turning the USA into another country than a just and decent one.

I love you.

Be kissed, my darling.