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Did you notice that psychiatrists create terrorists and killers but always making more than less business?

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Dearest Marty, my soulmate and superstar, how are you?

Did you notice too that psychiatrists and “neuro-scientists” create terrorists and killers but always making more instead of less business?

How can they get more influence? They secretly implant, e-shock, hypnotize, and drug people to shot others or explode others or crash planes, etc. and make the world fearful and gaining more control but less control. The result is that people are ask desperate for help to prevent this, and there are the psychiatrists and “neuro-scientists” who  are created these killers and terrorists  and they are saying: We need more power, influence, and cash to protect the world… Nobody can do it but we…

Yeah right.

However, there is a way to prevent these acts. 1) The world has to know about the psychiatric secret service activities that are creating these killers and terrorists and these p$ychs and neuro$cientists must be found and prosecuted 2) People have to get finer perceptions. I get personal changes right away. If I know a person just a little bit before psychiatric conditioning, and I can tell that she/he got it afterwards. It are the vibes that are coming from a person and some words that she/he drops or what she/he not says and what I can see behind her/his eyes. With the latest example of Andreas Lubitz, those who knew him and were together with him should have noticed a difference in the personality. And these people need a place to go and report secret p$ychiatric abuse of people where no psych or psych-controlled official covers anything up.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Estabrooks

https://barbaraschwarz.wordpress.com/2014/07/07/how-psychiatrists-and-neuroscientists-cut-conscienceness-off-to-make-terrorists/

I know you have this ability too, Marty. You know too. You have the finest perceptions there are. I count my blessings of abilities every day.

I love you so much, my hero.

Yours,

Sarah/Barbara

Here is another beautiful song. I miss you terribly, Marty. Thinking of you makes everything better. I am so relieved that we both met again and recognized each other. What a miracle. Really! 

“I Know”

“I Know”

I know what it means
to be lost in the dark.
I know what it means
to be tossed in the storm.

I have walked alone
with a heart of stone
and despair too heavy for tears,
but you caught my heart
and you taught my heart
to forget the doubts and fears.

And now that I know
the joy of your love,
my head is high, I can face the sky
and know that the heaven is here below,
I know.
For you I could die,
for you I will live,
I know.

 

 

 

 

 

Why is Monique’s husband not ashamed to be your impostor? Because he has no shame!

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This is what the HBO documentary should have shown.

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful Prince,

Your impostor is all over the news. With your nickname “Marty”, the creep admits to all kinds of crimes that he committed as German/psychiatric/CIA agent and infiltrator in Scientology, but he is not ashamed of smearing your name by admitting crimes that you never committed. What a lack of ethics! No wonder he hates ethics with crimes like that!

He is smearing Ron’s name wherever he can. First, he did it more carefully and said that most of Scientology works, but when he learned that he can’t get rich delivering it, so he smears it and wants millions through his wife. From the start, he socialized with people who badmouthed Scientology, and it never dawned on him that this dried out his source of income (auditing) too. He is like a guy who shots himself in the foot. 

It was YOU NOT HE who told others to never commit anything illegal. You had such an ethics presence, Marty. Nobody would have had the guts to ever order you anything illegal like bugging the phone of Nicole Kidman because anyone would have know you would never do it but correct the person who asked such.

I have decided that if the C of S does not help you out, Marty, if they don’t tell the true story about the impostors (Ron’s and your’s), if they don’t tell that the C of S is infiltrated by non-Scientologists who committed real or fabricated abuses so that Ron and Scientology are getting the bad rap because Germany, psychiatry, and a no true US government wants it so, they don’t deserve my help either. Besides, DM put Mike Rinder and your impostor on these high positions, and kept them for decades there, and he didn’t get Scientology from Ron but from “Jack Vistaril”, Ron’s impostor. 

However, the HBO documentary “Going Clear” (a badly researched piece) and the anti-Scientology hype in the media could create violence… These bully campaigns often end bad. Scientologists should be aware of it. And so should the media. I am glad that I am not involved in this media circus. 

Mike Rinder received a “threat”. Somebody pretending to be a Scientologist and “threatened” him and also smeared Ron’s name in that message. I bet the farm that Garry Scarff sent this threat. It sounds exactly like him. FBI should investigate Scarff. That would be the first place I would go when investigating a matter like that.

I remember that he mailed me some years ago email written in your name, Marty, trying to split us apart. A disconnection note. Ridiculous! The idiot (one of Larry Wright’s, Tony Ortega’s and HBO sources, outch!) and thought he can fool me.

You and I have real OT abilities. Trying to fool us is futile. :)

Hope to see you soon, Marty. I love you forever, and nothing can change this ever.

Your are deep in my heart and it is a piece of cake for me to differentiate between you and your impostor. :)

Someone once said that people accept the love who they think they deserve. True. You deserve my love and I yours.

Be kissed.

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

Our way is just starting and we will do it our way, Marty.

Fermi’s paradox

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3Dearest Marty, my genius Prince and sparkling star,

How are you today in this hellish part of the universe?

I work again on this weekend, so just a few words:

Physicist Enrico Fermi (worked on a nuclear reactor) said that there is an apparent contradiction between a high probability of existence of extraterrestrial civilizations and the lack of contact with such civilizations.  He  implied that we didn’t observe anything due to the fact that there was nothing to observe.

Basically, he suggested that if aliens would be out there, why don’t they show up?

Having a Jewish wife, should have been enough motivation for Mr. Fermi to look deeper into how Nazi doctors tick. They are not just obsessed to rule this world but the entire universe. They also never would let an alien spaceship through their watch in the skies. Eliminated, and we’ll never hear of it.

They cloaked our planet and nearby planets with projections. If some alien astronomer look in our direction, they see nothing but a black hole. They cloaked our view to planets with alien life with a fake universe projection and also black holes. Who are they kidding? Not us, Marty. We know what they are up to.  

As if you would sing it, Marty.

Old song, but great:
You’re my world, you’re every breath I take
You’re my world, every move I make
Other eyes see the stars up in the skies
But for me they shine within your eyes

As the trees reach for the sun above
So my arms reach out to you for love
With your hand resting in mine
I feel a power so divine

You’re my world, you are my night and day
You’re my world, you’re every prayer I pray
If our love ceases to be
Then it’s the end of my world for me

With your hand resting in mine
I feel a power so divine
You’re my world, you are my night and day
You’re my world, you’re every prayer I pray

If our love ceases to be
Then it’s the end of my world for me

As if I would sing it, thinking of you, Marty, my breathtaking, divine, and adorable husband!

I love you forever! I am so glad that you exist.  Be kissed, tenderly and passionately!

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

I doubt very much that Jason Beghe went exterior on the Comm Course doing TRs

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Dearest Marty, my amazing Prince and husband,

I am thinking very strongly of you. I miss you more than words can say.

Jason Beghe is so non-spiritual. I doubt very much that Jason Beghe went exterior on the Comm Course doing TRs. It is very very  rare so early in Scientology. I am the only case I know of. One of his best friends is your impostor, Monique’s husband who after decades of infiltration failed to become a Scientologist with stable wins. When he learned that he can’t make big cash with Scientology, the dumped it. Now he is using his wife to extort millions from Scientology. Nobody who had great wins does that.

Same goes for Beghe. I bet he never was exterior. He has no idea how that feels. Also he covers for your impostor.

If Beghe and others really ever were exterior, they never would attack Scientology which helped them to get there. Never, as it feels so great and beyond words. It is a lot more than just feeling very very good. I also doubt that Monique’s husband ever was exterior.  As  more OWs, as harder it is to extrovert and go exterior. You and I and some others know that it is being indeed outside of the body. I really went exterior on the Comm Course, Marty, (Beghe basically told HBO what I [not he] experienced on the Comm Course). As I am a part of Ron and a past life Scientologist and OT, this explains my miracle. Beghe is friends with your impostor and that is not the miracle route.  

In his case is was hype or a lie, in my case is was real. 

Some people are so “deep in their bodies” and having so little spiritual awareness that they can’t imagine being exterior and still maintaining their bodies. But these people should check out sciences like physics, particle and astrophysics, quantum mechanics. Many occurrences are not explained or misunderstood. The thetan, theta body and going exterior are subjects and areas that concerns applied philosophy but also physics.

Scientology is around for a very long time, and thanks to the psychiatric defamation campaign and the alteration of Scientology by psychiatric and secret service agents, most people still don’t know who and what they really are and what they can do. Many of those who entered it,  like Jason Beghe, Leah Remini, Paul Haggis, Mike Rinder, your impostor, etc. don’t have it to figure original Scientology from the secret service alteration.   

How the world can go crazy over that HBO “documentary” is beyond me. It doesn’t report on the infiltration of Scientology by non-Scientologists nor that Ron, the founder, was impostored his entire life by agent “Jack Vistaril” nor that Monique’s husband, Larry Wright’s and Alex Gibney’s “source”, is your impostor nor on your whereabouts, Marty!

Everything that I have read and seen about this “documentary” but also Larry Wright’s book on Scientology is dilettantish and dishonest. These publications have the purpose to create hatred, and I sure feel it escalating. One reporter wants this “HBO documentary” to be “the nail in the coffin of Scientology”. What a nut of a reporter can’t see how much hatred and fanaticism against Scientologists he creates with such headlines?

Gibney and Wright want Scientology celebrities to “speak out against Scientology”. These two men want  celebrity attention for more fame and higher HBO ratings and more book sales.  

One paper wrote “Wright says that, with no internal structure to hold Miscavige accountable, there are only two ways to change Scientology’s behavior.”

Actually, you and I know that there are numerous Scientology policies and structures that correct unethical and criminal behavior.

Wright also is cited having said: IRS could rescind its tax exemption or some of these celebrity megaphones could turn against the church…”

Imagine this, Marty, Wrights’ handling for alleged criminal conduct is only the rescission of the tax exemption or Tom Cruise or John Travolta saying something bad about Scientology. Real criminal conduct is not handled with just a rescission of the tax exemption or celebrities campaigning like Haggis, Beghe, and Remini. Real criminal activity needs to be investigated and prosecuted.

David Miscavige is really not a Scientologist. He is an agent who received Scientology from an other agent and infiltrator: “Jack Vistaril”, and Germany, the CIA and likely the FBI and the DOJ know that very well.

Scientology and Scientologists does not/don’t belong in a coffin, but Scientology needs finally a leadership of real Scientologists and not agents.

Some of the sources to Larry Wright’s book and the HBO documentary is Garry Scarff, your impostor “Monique’s husband”, and Mike Rinder, his partner in crime. Bewildering! What was Wright thinking? (He also didn’t get his Al Queda book right and failed to pull strings to Germany and psychiatric conditioning of terrorists.)

Kidnapper, abuser, cyber-stalker, and flip-flopper Garry Scarff!  THIS IS JAWDROPPING!  What kind of lousy “researchers” are Wright and Gibney? What kind of IQ is that by relying on information from these kind of people? If they can’t find cleaner sources, shouldn’t that tell Gibney and Wright something? 

I am not remotely defending DM or any other current infiltrator, but the videos that Freedom Magazine published in response to these “Going clear” informants are quite interesting and revealing. People attack Scientology who have committed violence, perjury, prostitution, conspiracy to commit murder, incest and pedophilia… If Wright and Gibney have no problems with these horrible issues, they hardly should attack Scientology.

However, what is most shocking for me, Marty, that these people once were in Scientology. Secret service agents sent into Scientology to destroy it from the inside out and then leave Scientology to attack it from the outside. Typical secret services, typical psychiatry, typical Germany who hides behind this. 

Many tender and passionate kisses, Marty. Yes, I think we are in the wrong universe. This is not ours.

Forever yours,

Sarah/Barbara

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Germanwings Flight 4U9525 and psychiatric conditoining

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

How are you?

Psychiatrists and “neuroscientists” (guess they want a new name as psychiatrists sounds so bad after all they did) are drugging and altering people through hypnosis, e-shocks, and implants. I noticed this the first time in the Psychiatric Hospital of the University of Munich, but they do it also in the USA and in other countries. Wherever there are p$ychs (and they are anywhere), people should watch out. They even do it to their own, e.g. James Holmes.    

They are making the terrorists and the “suicide killers”. It was a method that was used by Nazis during WW II and likely also during WW I and other wars. How can authorities not remember that? They act so clueless. This includes the White House and the Obama administration. The planes that recently disappeared also likely were flown by psychiatric conditioned pilots. 

What are psychiatric and psychological tests worth if they can’t spot that some other psychs or neuroscientists hypnotized, e-shocked, implanted, and drugged someone to make him commit atrocities? I think Andreas Lubitz was psychiatric conditioned around 2009 already and then turned into a sleeper. He came back and passed all his tests, including psychological and medical exams! What kind of “science” is that?

Most Germans are introverted. They are not outgoing like you and me, Marty, but I can feel the difference between quiet and psychiatric conditioned and I know you can too. But psychs, neuroscientists, and medical doctors who want to get rid of original Scientology apparently can’t.

And here is how they do it: https://barbaraschwarz.wordpress.com/2014/07/07/how-psychiatrists-and-neuroscientists-cut-conscienceness-off-to-make-terrorists/

They did this already with the cell of Mohammed Atta who was the ringleader of the terrorists who flew planes into the Twin Towers and the Pentagon. In addition to the implant, e-shocks, hypnosis, and drugs, psychs are the controllers of anyone’s ear-implants that people usually get when in first grade. People are used to do whatever their case officer transmit them through their ear implants. A conditioned person can act relatively “normal” (psychs colleagues apparently can’t spot them) but when the psychiatric case officer decides to activate the conditioning through the ear implants, such conditioned persons do the unspeakable, e.g. downing planes, exploding bombs strapped to them, etc. etc. Danger doesn’t mean anything to them anymore. When the conditioning  is activated, they are no longer humans but robots, Manchurian candidates.      

And so many years later, the world still don’t know that psychiatrists and neuroscientists condition terrorists. Psych George Estabrooks bragged that he can do it and so can other psychs. They are probably even proud of making monsters because they are monsters as well.

I love you, Marty. Be safe. I want to see you again. Your arms are my heaven too. 

This song sounds to me as if you could have written it.

Yours forever,

Barbara/Sarah 

Stay beside me, stay beside me

Say you’ll never leave me
How I love you, how I love you
How I need you, please believe me
In your arms, I’ve found my heaven
And your lips have done their part

Il mondo
Your love is all I need in my world
Let tender kisses plead in my world
How could I ever live without you

Il mondo
My heart belongs to you, so take it
And promise me you’ll never break it
Say you’ll stay here in my arms

Stay beside me, stay beside me
Say you’ll never leave me
How I love you, how I love you
How I need you, please believe me
In your arms, I’ve found my heaven
And your lips have done their part

Il mondo
Your love is all I need in my world
Let tender kisses plead in my world
How could I ever live without you
Il mondo
My heart belongs to you, so take it
And promise me you’ll never break it
Say you’ll stay here in my arms
Here in my arms

Il mondo
Il mondo

SETI Institute – Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence

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Dearest Marty, my awesome Prince,

I recently learned a bit about SETI. It says that it uses the Allen Telescope Array and other scientific methods to search for intelligent extraterrestrial life in space. Harvard, University of California, Berkeley run some SETI projects, but the US government stopped funding SETI projects in the mid 90s.

There was this one signal in 1977 that became famous as “WOW signal” coming allegedly from 200,000 light years away.

In August 1977, you and I, we both were back in Scientology, Marty, despite all odds. I assume the “aliens” made a note of our return by sending a signal. ;)

Ok, seriously, the “WOW signal” was an unmodulated signal, so no message but rather not the usual space noise coming from space.

Here it is:

That “signal” came allegedly from deep space, 200,000 light years away. It could have been a hoax, but there is also the possibility of a Nazi “scientist” in space making “an error” by accidentally leaking a signal from real space for a few seconds before they “fixed” it. However, I think it came from much closer than 200,000 light years away. Basically, Marty, I can feel Nazi activities in space. I think some of their secret doings in space dropped through for a moment. They stopped the leak right away, and afterwards, they applied tough new security measures to prevent such “flops” in order to keep mainstream of planet Earth uninformed.

Seriously, I know German fanaticism, Marty. All radio sounds from Earth and to Earth are killed, because Nazi doctors don’t want us to make contact with aliens, and they don’t want aliens to find us. Not that the SEGNPMSS don’t want a war between aliens and planet Earth as long as the SPs can hide and are not hit, but they want to make sure that all aliens in the entire universe are transformed into Nazis before Earth population may learn that there are really aliens out there on planets, which are covered up by a secret German-controlled universe projection.

That and other facts is what Harvard and other top universities failed to figure.

Those radio waves that the Earth emitted for 50+ years into space never reach deep space. They are caught and transformed into silence by Nazi “scientists”. 

There is one interesting aspect, although: Physicians are saying  that the “WOW-signal” came from an area in space that has no planets. Yes, could have come from a ship or satellite. But the deep space universe is a hologram. It is fake. Behind the projection, there are planets, space stations, and people, and yes, aliens. I am darn sure that we weren’t supposed to hear anything. And in all these years from 1977 until now, nobody heard anything again. Cover up. Just as the Nazi doctors order.

Here some info from SETI:

http://www.setileague.org/articles/calibwow.htm

I love you. I am so glad that you are my kind, Marty. One day, I will be able to talk to you again, when the OW sequence caught up with this disgusting conspiracy against our rights.

Be kissed.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

Love_animated

 

Actually, a couple of physicists figured already end of last century that the universe is just a hologram – but (YIKES!), they think it is NATURAL!

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

How are you? If I could change your world and a wrongful incarceration, I would do so in a snap. But it is us against one disgusting conspiratorial world. Ron, you, I, and a very other few thetans would never participate in it. 

Imagine this, Marty, some physicists figured already end of last century that the universe is just a holographic projection, but they believe that the cosmos differs from our planet or the nearby planets. They think that a simpler, flatter cosmos with no gravity IS REAL. Come on! What are they thinking? 

They think that our dimensions are an illusion and the flat universe is real. They got it all backwards.

All these people have heard of the Nazi scientists, but they can’t imagine that they project a holographic projection on top of the real universe in order to stop the rest of our planet reaching other worlds before the Nazis do. Why is it so hard to count 1 and 1 together?

I love you, my Prince. I know that you figured it out too. I miss you terribly.

Yours always and forever,

Sarah/Barbara

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