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Some more of my thoughts, this time about legal actions against your impostor, Marty

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Marty, my dearest, my Prince, my husband, my soulmate, how are your days and nights?

You can lean on me. I can read personalities and yours is awesome . Can’t say that about the personalities of the rest of the population in this universe. Love is such a corny word, yet, the monsters against us can’t break our love.

Who wouldn’t like to move objects with the mind or fly with the body. But there is another superpower and this is our love. After all these years, after millions of lies and plots to break our love, nothing has succeeded, and nothing ever will.

Even if psychiatrists would steal my memory to you again, Marty. In the moment, I lie eyes on you again, I love you again. Because what is emanating from your personality is so special and amazing that I can’t and don’t want differently than loving you. The universal price of the most irresistible man goes to you, Marty.

And impostors don’t have it. They are other people and emanate something else but your personality. I could also see that Ron was personalized. Guess one of my superpowers is being a seer. And it comes easy to me. Or in other words, I am an original Scientologist, and that is why I can do what I can do.   

Your impostor claimed on numerous times that he is you. I also think that he always was a “Mark” and became a “Marty” only and first after he decided to impersonate you, after Germany told Spain to arrest you to prevent you seeing me in Germany. I posted numerous times, and now again, that I still have no thread evidence that Germany filed a case against you, e.g. using RB, alleging (deliberately but very wrongfully!) that you caused harm to me when we last saw each other. However, I never was able to ditch this feeling. It is thetan basically knows. Another thing the German-ordered and -controlled conspiracy can’t do anything about it. 

I was thinking that you sued Monique’s husband for being your impostor and painting a completely wrong picture of you. And you have very much the right to do this. How dare him to claim that he is you. You and he could not be more different. With his remarks about your legacy in Scientology, all you did before he showed up around 1990, he ruins your legacy.

You were not an enforcer and a bully. You were an ethical and lawful person and staff member. I saw you in operation. Completely different from what Monique’s husband did. He and Germany, and the psychs behind him and this set up… All really stupid to think that I fall for it. But it tells me that they can’t read personalities at all, otherwise they wouldn’t use impostors. They would know that we don’t fall for this and such lawless acts come back to bite them. 

I am living in a remote part of the world, waiting for this conspiracy to trap itself completely and for you to contact me, Marty. And even here, with just few people living here, there is a doppelganger of me, so I’ve heard. Ridiculous. As if you would fall for one. The moment we see each other again, we know it is us, as the essential personality can’t be impersonated. Also, people who take jobs to impersonate others to conspire against them are low on the tonescale. It always shows. We can see it.

So, it is possible that you filed legal actions against your impostor, Monique’s husband, who suddenly showed up in Scientology, taking over your Inspector General for Ethics position, who (unlike you) committed unlawful acts, who then left Scientology to become an alleged “independent” Scientologist, then “no Scientologist”, then a Scientology hater, and now a pro Miscavologist.

To me it seems that Monique’s husband “bonded” again over legal steps that you filed against your impostor. The recent pro Miscavology videos with Monique’s husband are taped apparently in a law firm. I bet it is a law firm of attorneys who represent David Miscavige and the “Church of Scientology”, which is rather the Church of Miscavology these days.

Most people who watch your impostor (but conceal that he is your impostor) think that he got big amounts of money from David Miscavige. And some of this cash is probably used by your impostor to defend himself against the legal steps that you took against your impostor. Maybe David Miscavige and Mike Rinder are also a part of this legal case, after all, it is impossible that they didn’t knew and approved of Monique’s husband (back then, nobody’s husband, then Cheray’s husband, then Anne’s husband) who has taken over your life in a big-bang-stupid move trying to mislead me that he is you. They are such idiots. They would fall for it, if it would be done to them, but never I! 

In other words: You, the innocent, took the fall of the orgs in Spain, and you were wrongfully accused of having harmed me. David Miscavige bails his father out who was accused of rape (and has a person who he thinks is a rapist live in the Sea Org!) but they don’t help you out. DM and his people think that Miscavige Sr. is guilty of rape, nevertheless, DM bailed him out and bought him a house. You are innocent and you are not being helped. They disgust me, Marty. From the bottom of my heart. 


Also strange is the behavior of the attorneys who represented Monique “Mosey” Rathbun Banks in her case against Scientology who she suddenly withdrew after her attorneys allegedly put work in their case for a million Dollars. They seem to think that Monique and her husband made a deal with David Miscavige and that they should be their legal work but don’t.

The justification of Ray Jeffrey not collecting fees from Monique and her husband (at least at the moment) is because he has someone new in his life or something like. This is ridiculous. I believe he did a Facebook posting on this. Gee! One matter is business, one matter is private. No reason not to go after them legally. If a lawyer can’t concentrate on his work because having a new relationship, he can’t be a qualified attorney. The other attorneys, e.g. Leslie Hyman, also spare Monique and her husband, at least at the moment. Or do they also have a new relationship that stops them from collecting what they allegedly worked for?

It is as if these attorneys don’t want your above the law impostor cave under more legal the pressure that your legal action already does to him. Despite that he doesn’t want them to get paid. Or they are afraid to end up in your legal actions as co-conspirators?

Whatever is being plotted, I noticed that you and me, Marty, we are those who are conspired against most. Because we are the absolute anti-Nazis and anti-psychs.

Former “friends” become suddenly enemies, and enemies suddenly make u-turns and work again together with former enemies as long as the truth is further concealed. 

Agents, is the word. No, stupid agents, is the better word. 

The Scientology TV station is schedule to start soon with much delay:

Again, I am anything but in awe with David Miscavige. The money for a Scientology TV station was there for many decades. He held the expansion down by not having a TV channel already over 30 years ago!

As far as his justification is concerned that the MEST is not good enough: the Munich org boomed when it just had wooden chairs and desk and they didn’t even fit together in style. It was clean but very modest. However, people came because of the wisdom of Scientology. Besides, if he would not have held back the TV channel for more than three decades, there would be a large number of Scientologists, groups, missions, and orgs all over the planet that would have invested in really neat MEST.

It is just the justification of a non-Scientologist,  actually a SP, first MEST, then expansion, if ever. 

Why a TV channel now? Because David Miscavige, His Cobness, wants to better his reputation in the world. That’s all to it. Otherwise, there still wouldn’t be one.

There is one concern that I am having with this TV station, Marty. Numerous Scientologists still don’t approve of psychiatry. The psychiatric campaign that started when Tom Cruise criticized psychiatry on national TV on the Internet and in the media against Scientology and to improve the reputation of psychiatry was very obvious, at least to you and me. Their disgusting ear-implants rule.

I am afraid that p$ychs plan an atrocity to stop the expansion of Scientology through a TV station. They want to prevent this TV station and this is also why it takes so long to get it going. Ear implants.

I feel something more than just a campaign in the media against Scientology like after the Tom Cruise and Matt Lauer discussion. It is again: thetan basically know. I don’t know how to prevent it without any evidence and just having the feeling. On top, DM hires a professional service to keep my blog down in the search engines. The FBI and the police doesn’t even act if there is concrete evidence as you have read in the atrocity in Parkland. Scientologists should watch out for robotic people among them. They are psychiatric-conditioned. The problem is however, that original Scientologists are rare. The secret German-infiltration turned the next generation into Vistarologists (Ron’s impostor) and again another generation into Miscavologists. The latter two generations are much blinder than the original Scientologists as we are.        

I love you, Marty.

Yours forever,


I am very happily stuck 😉 on you, Marty!






How can these be truthful statements if your impostor wasn’t even in the Scientology picture in 1985?

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Dearest Marty, my amazing husband and hero,

Besides, what is said by Monique’s husband, your impostor (who was before close to Mike Rinder and now seems to be again close to Miscavige) IS CONSTANTLY  OUT OF CHARACTER FOR YOU. 

This is a sentence of Tony Ortega’s hateblog:

“…Mark “Marty” Rathbun, then a member of the All Clear Unit, later recalled: “Miscavige and I directed a couple dozen staff, frenetically working through each and every night to provide Earle [Cooley, Scientology’s lead attorney] with material to discredit each witness on cross examination … We liberally used material from the ethics records from their days in the church, even copying internal records on the cross [examination].”

Hmm, what about Larry Brennan, the later Denise? He was the one who David Miscavige made to be your senior (one of the many “smart” moves of DM). If the statement above is true, how come there is no mention of Brennan????? As far as the hierarchic order are concerned, His Cobness would have ordered Brennan and not you.  

Your impostor is an agent. So is David Miscavige who denied in a narrative that the CIA was/is running Scientology. So who high-jacked Scientology except Germany and its international p$ychs? (I am not implying that the CIA is not also involved as Germany’s and international psychs’ poodle.)

Scieentology always was the target of p$ychs. Reason for them to infiltrate Scientology. But briefly after Tom Cruise criticized psychiatry on national TV talking to Matt Lauer, ten years ago, the attacks increased: Anonymous started to attack Scientology and the media increased its attacks against Scientology. Infiltrators were told by their ordered to break away and attack Scientology, and the reputation of Scientology sunk more than ever in the eyes of the public. Can anymore spell psychiatry and Germany? 

I love you, Marty.

Yours always and forever,


P.S. I never read your impostors books, Marty. But it seems that this agent smears your legacy in Scientology by telling readers in his books wrongfully that he is you. Typically for a German-p$ych-oriented and run agent. I too think that he was paid by DM and that other infiltrators of the C of S and the attorneys involved don’t mind paying large sums to an impostor. How rotten can it get?



Forger Paul Horner is dead

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Dearest Marty, my one and only, 

During his life, Scientology-hating Horner did nothing but causing problems and misinforming people. He was a liar through and through. I didn’t wish him to die, but he should have known why some people are saying that “Karma is a bitch”. If he would have understood the SCN OW sequence as a fact and not having tried to destroy and forge about SCN all the time, I bet he still would be alive. He wasn’t even 40. 

The Internet is not the highway of information because there is so much fake information on it. Horner helped to make it worse by misinforming people.   

No signs of foul play?

I see something different, I see: The Moor has done his duty, the Moor can go. Should be a warning for anyone who does SEGNPMSS dirty work. Then they get rid of the people and have them overdose or “commit suicide” once they feel they can’t use them anymore. 

And people like him are attacking Scientology and promoting psychiatry and the pharma industry and then they die by taking their “products”. Can anyone of them spell the word idiots?

I ran into Paul Horner on Usenet one day. He did not just forge me and defame my state of mind, he also committed crimes against you, Marty.

Paul Horner aka Fred Durks aka Darude al Ungar (using all kinds of fake posting names). He used to rip off websites of others. Amazon and Microsoft filed complaints against him. Links:

He ripped off the too and webbed the with very altered context, making the religious extremists look very good and registered this rip off website in my and your (Marty Rathbun’s) name. They were on the net for a long time and then he finally took them down or he sold them to somebody else.

There are some people who think that Monique’s husband never commented on me. But they are wrong. He e-mailed Paul Horner on me (not clarifying that he isn’t you) and Paul published his message to rub it in my face. Horner was very interested getting between us, Marty. 

His brother thinks that Paul is now out there somewhere. Yet, Paul attacked Scientology that approaches in scientific away that people don’t cease to exist after physical death.

Sending you tender and passionate kisses, Marty. Keep on surviving. Unless Horner, you are worth the universe!

Yours always,


                                                                                                                                                                   “Good for nothing” soundtrack is good



So, who met Ford Greene on June 15, 1989 in the USA if you were wrongfully arrested by the Spaniards upon secret German orders in November 1988 in Madrid?

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Dearest Marty, my awesome soulmate and husband, how are you?

It is a shame that Emmys are awarded to people (Mike Rinder and Leah Remini) who conceal in their A&E TV show that Scientology is infiltrated by non-Scientologists and agents and that even the founder of Scientology and you were replaced by impostors.  

Also what is all that smooching and cuddling between Mike Rinder and Leah Remini who are married to other people? More than one picture of that around on the net. Looks like “some ethics”.  There were outraged posts and threads about David Miscavige’s assistants hand (Laurisse) resting possessively on His Cobness shoulder who is also married to someone else. And yes, no professional assistant does that to her married boss. And no married boss allows it.  DM did. But are Remini and Rinder any better? Their pictures are even more revealing imo and don’t show a professional relationship.  

Forde Greene got some 15 minutes fame on Remini’s and Rinder’s “documentary”. (Some “documentary”!)  There is still RFW info on Greene on the net:

According to them, Greene was psychiatric committed and later had  been involved in “deprogramming” people including his own sister. Yikes! My “kind of person”. Having being kidnapped myself and being put through this ordeal, I have no sympathy at all for people who cannot convince others with normal 2-way communication and without kidnappings of their allegedly better ways. 

Anyway, Tony Ortega (who I think knows very well that the founder and you were/are were replaced by impostors and withholds those facts from his cool-aide drinking flock) takes issue with Monique’s husband having stated on a recent video that he never met Forde Greene.

Greene (who in my opinion knows too of the impostors and also is quiet about this disgusting psychiatric secret service activity)  provided “proof” that a “Mr. Rathbun” was present during the deposition of Aznaran and that he lied never have met him. She and her husband Richard were non-Scientologists and gold-diggers imo. Anyway, here is an excerpt of a transcript that Greene provided:    


According to Ortega, Vicki Aznaran was disposed on June 15, 1989. But according to my intuition, you were wrongfully arrested in Spain around November 21, 1988. Which means that the “Mr. Rathbun” was your impostor who possibly was present during the deposition. That means that he was active on your org post just 6 months after your wrongful arrest! (Likely much sooner but this could be the first legal record of it.) You were the ethical Inspector General for Ethics and then suddenly, there was “the enforcer”, not your personality but that one of your impostor.

What’s chilling is that the SEGNPMSS and agents David Miscavige, Mike Rinder, and who else was at it taking over Scientology around that time, hurried to let you down, leave you behind (blatant violation of the Code of a Scientologists) by hiring your impostor probably immediately after your wrongful arrest so that I and no other decent person can’t claim that you are missing. And it turned out to be the ultimate psychiatric loser action, because I noticed right away that he is not you, Marty. I have no doubt that he mainly was hired for me to think you are free and happy and that you don’t need or want me.  Shame, shame, shame on Germany, psychs, the secret services, the current and former infiltrators in the orgs, and the outside “critics” who all avoid by all means talking about the elephants (not just one) in the elevator.  

I read Ortega’s blog (on the rarest occasions some of the retarded comments on his blog) since years. He thinks he “brings Scientology down” but his postings didn’t change my opinions and attitude on Scientology, the real founder Ron, or you in the slightest. That means that he is not capable to bring Scientology down. A man who sweeps so much under the carpet as he does will not succeed as many people knows that he does exactly that. Same goes for what Leah Remini and Mike Rinder are doing. People are fed with something else but the true story about Scientology. Those who know the true story will never fall for their crap or lies. By ignoring the elephants in the elevator they just fed the uninformed with misinformation. 

How do you feel, Marty, having done ethical and lawful work in Scientology and therefore being targeted by Germany and its German and international secret service p$ychs who control Spanish and US authorities (and all other authorities on the planet) to leave you behind in rough prisons were you are tortured for decades? What a betrayal! What an inhuman thing to do! They are having human bodies but are they human beings? Nobody who leaves an innocent man like you behind has human qualifications. And they all know that you are innocent but were framed.

The day you come free, Marty, I wonder to where non-Scientologists David Miscavige, Mike Rinder, Monique’s husband, and anyone involved in those psychiatric German set-ups will flee and hide. And they are idiots if they think they will get away with it. As we ever would stop bringing them to justice in courts of law. What they did and do can’t be forgiven. One forgives people who forget one’s birthday but not monsters. As monsters think that crime pays and they continue to be monsters also in future lifetimes and this world never gets better.  

Was Mike Rinder directed by DM to hire the man who is today Monique’s husband to replace you? If yes, how come he still keeps it a secret as alleged opponent of DM? Doesn’t that mean that he still works with DM and the impostor together to bring Scientology down but the public should never know?  

This is from Ortega’s blog:

But Mike Rinder tells us that the analogy is not perfect. In 1994, the Aznarans approached Rinder, then a top Scientology official in his own right, and Rathbun wasn’t involved in those settlement talks, he tells us. “They did not do any deal with Marty — they disliked him,” Rinder says.

Gee, he calls Rinder a top Scientology official in his own right… What right? Infiltrator right?

If this is true what Rinder says, here is my comment about the Aznarans: How stupid and/or corrupt are these two not seeing/publishing that you were impostored by the man who is today Monique’s husband?  Also: why did the Aznarans not publish that even the founder was illegally replaced by impostor “Jack Vistaril”. What kind of “Scientologists” are those who don’t mind Scientology being re-written and altered by a secret service dude “Jack Vistaril” who is above the law? They are no Scientologists. Nobody who allows this is one.

Anyway, Rinder said over and over that DM micromanages and instructed him very detailed in countless (“many, many”) situations. Besides from that he should notice different personalities on his own, I think it is impossible that married Mr. Rinder (smooch, cuddle Remini, not his wife) wasn’t/isn’t involved in covering up that Ron, the founder was “replaced” and that you are impostored by Monique’s husband. I bet he was a key person in hiring your impostor on the Inspector General for Ethics job and leaving you behind. 

Besides of a secret settlement between MonHus and His Cobness, these three still conspire together, keeping the impostors a secret. “Fine people”, all three of them.

I love you, Marty. Thinking and dreaming of you. And I believe in you. From the first glance. 🙂    

Yours always, Sarah/Barbara



Your impostor, David Miscavige, and Mike Rinder continue to conspire together despite their public dispute by keeping a huge psychiatric (German-controlled) secret

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And that secret is that Germany “replaces” good originals (the founder and you) with impostors to take over and change Scientology and to take over your life as free man. And this happens also outside of Scientology as high up as in the White House. Ike was replaced with a doppelganger. CIA and other intelligence agencies are still keeping this secret.

Dearest Marty, my magnificent husband and soulmate, I am thinking of you and how you days and nights are. If my intuition is correct, you are now longer incarcerated than Nelson Mandela without being guilty of anything but an absolutely decent and sane person who is in the way of the corruption of Germany and its international psychiatrists.

How anyone can live with being a conspirator by keeping a good and innocent person wrongfully locked up for decades IS BEYOND ME. How can they call themselves humans if they have no human qualifications?!

They all know that you have to suffer MORE than any other prisoner as Germany and its international psychiatrists radio in the ear-implants of their puppet inmates and prison personnel to torture you. They want you to be murdered or you committing suicide. You and I, we know them, Marty.  What stalkers and torturer don’t understand is that they are leaving their “calling cards” during their inhuman actions. Their ACTIONS show us what low life forms they are, who they are (p$ychs and medical doctor$) and what kind of tools they operate to torture, drive people into suicide, and kill. The word “monsters” is not even strong enough to describe this kind of scum.

And the United States, representatives, judges, agencies, officials, prosecutors, the “intelligence” community covers for them, being too blind to notice how that is in their own disadvantage at the end. Whatever their case officers promises them as a reward for keeping us apart, Marty, it is not worth it. Even if some are offered to live in secret outposts where they don’t get sick and age (which they built with stolen technology that they withhold from mainstream), they are not safe there as one kills off the other one.  They are bad people and also bad to their agents and their peers. We would offer anyone a safe beautiful place where they don’t get sick and age by prosecuting those who kill. With us, they could have the real paradise forever. With their case officer masters, the paradise is short-lived. They are fools. And their crimes are making them blinder and dumber by the minute.

Back to your impostor, David Miscavige, and Mike Rinder. Your impostor first attacked DM together with Mike Rinder. And we can assume a financial deal that he now defends DM and attacks Mike Rinder. They said horrible things of each other, and Scientology is smeared one or the other way in the public. Mike Rinder attacked recently back but still keeps the biggest secret of all: Monique’s husband is NOT you. He was hired to take over your life and it is impossible that DM, Mike Rinder, and other executive in Scientology didn’t notice. They are all in it, and they also know that the man who died in 1986 with Vistaril in his behind was not Ron, the founder of Scientology, but a German/CIA double agent who left Scientology to His Cobness. Mike Rinder accuses Scientology of all kinds of stuff on TV and his blog, yet, he and Leah Remini are quiet on these kind of secret service activities (which have nothing to do with original Scientology). He is also a hypocrite, accusing Scientology on asking for donations and has himself a donation button on his blog.

Their non-Scientologist case officers are controlling all their “disputes” and actions. That is the only way to explain what’s going on. (Your impostor tried to down my blog. Miscavige hired a company to keep my blog low in the search engines, and due to my critical postings of Mike Rinder, I bet he approves of what his co-conspirators did and do.) 

It is non-Scientologists against non-Scientologists, and we, the real Scientologists are kept outside as we are in the way of them destroying Scientology and turning it into Miscavology or whatever Germany and international psychs and medical doctors approve of. They don’t approve anything that keeps people young, sane, and healthy. They just want this for themselves. BUT THEY DON’T GET IT FOR LONG AND CERTAINLY NOT FOREVER, BECAUSE THE MOTIVATOR WILL HIT THEM HARD, in the words of mainstream: BECAUSE KARMA IS A BITCH, THEY WON’T GET IT.  

Another thing is that Germany (the men behind Merkel – and I roll my eyes at her, whenever I read something about her) and its international psychiatrists and medical doctors have an international campaign running giving conspiracy theorists a bad reputation. Easy to figure out why: because they don’t want anyone to figure them and their doings out. They even run agents who talk conspiracy nonsense to make other people not want to be conspiracy theorists.  For us original Scientologists, the SPs, the men behind Germany, international psychs, and medical doctors are an open book, but unfortunately, others cannot see what we are seeing.    

I got carried away. I just wanted to state today that Mike Rinder hit back against Monique’s husband in a blog posting some days ago without publishing that he is an impostor and without telling who hired him to take over your life. Typically, isn’t it? These non-Scientologists, your impostor, David Miscavige, Mike Rinder, and others, keep on conspiring against original Scientology, the real founder, and you, and me. They are disgusting. They conspire against us and wonder why we are not found of them. Sheesh! 

Come rain or shine, I love you, Marty. There is no flip-flopping in our world. While agents behave like the corrupt idiots that they are, we stay the same and are going strong into one direction: the truth and end of the conspiracies.

Sending you many tender and passionate kisses. I never give up wanting to see you again. Soulmates don’t give up on each other. People who have no soulmates don’t understand this. Otherwise, they would know that separating us just adds enormously to their rap sheets but is will not result in us letting us down. They let each other down all the time. But we are another kind of beings.  And I never want to become like them.

Yours forever and always,




   Some of the lyrics:

Now Daddy didn’t like trouble, but if it came along
Everyone that knew him knew which side that he’d be on
He never was a hero, or this county’s shinin’ light
But you could always find him standing up
For what he thought was right
He’d say you’ve got to stand for something or you’ll fall for anything
You’ve got to be your own man not a puppet on a string
Never compromise what’s right and uphold your family name
You’ve got to stand for something or you’ll fall for anything



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Dearest Marty, my one and only, how are your days and nights?

I am so glad that you exist. I love you, Marty, and it will never change. And it all is because I was able to read your personality. Your real OT abilities, your decency, your courage, your intellect, that and so much more emanated to the outside. Just as I can see if somebody is not worth much, I was able to see your worth and that you are one of a kind.

Rod Keller (he posted on ARS when it was the center of the anti-Scientology world) published something about Spain on Tony Ortega’s blog. I don’t know where Rod Keller gets his info from and how reliable it is:    

“OSA turned up the pressure on the court, flooding them with cables and messages of support for Jentzsch. Behind the scenes Humberto Fontana was running a program to investigate public officials including District Court Judge Jose Maria Vazquez Honrubia and member of the Spanish Parliament Pilar Salarullana. He was caught and arrested in possession of dossiers on the two containing confidential information…” And “None of the defendants were ever found guilty and Scientology prevailed…”

Even today, I have no shred evidence that you, Marty, were of those 71 Scientologists who were arrested (upon secret German order) by their poodle Spain. However, as you are my soulmate, I FELT IT AND I STILL FEEL IT TODAY. I hope I err. I hope so very much. But I simply can’t shake it, and I am so sorry as to how this rotten universe treats you. Good people never should suffer as you had and have to. Makes one want to move to another universe, not just to another planet, doesn’t it? 

I also feel that David Miscavige, Mike Rinder, and others, left you behind and “replaced” you with Monique’s husband (back then, nobody’s husband, then Cheray’s husband, then Anne’s husband and now Monique’s husband). They helped Heber out but left you behind. Not just that. An impostor should make me think that you are fine and don’t need or want me. IT IS SO DISGUSTING. No real Scientologist would participate in this. Code of Honor of a Scientologist means nothing to them because they are no Scientologists. 

But you never surfaced. Instead of you, Monique’s husband showed up in the orgs, as “Indie”, as enemy of Scientology and now suddenly again pro DM. 

I wrote to the Spanish government years ago, trying to find out if they arrested you and if they extradited you to the USA. They never admitted it. But the letters that I received felt withholdy. I always had the feelings that Spanish officials lied to me because Germany put them up to.

Of course, there is no word in Rod Keller’s or Tony Ortega’s publications as to that you were left behind. These guys beat up on Scientology but they don’t research and publishing the truth. Be kissed, my darling. I don’t flip and flop. My opinions are steady. I am still the same as in 1983/84, except wiser. And my  English is better. 🙂 Otherwise, nothing has changed and will not change.    

 And our love is like a rock.

Something else: I take magnesium now and I feel better since I did that. I also can sleep better at night.  I had a real problem falling asleep for a while. One time, I was awake for three nights. I felt horrible. Valerian tea or drops didn’t help much and I don’t want to take sleeping pills. They feel so creepy and artificial, etc. I also tried homeopathic remedies. My sister swears on them and sent me all kinds of remedies. They helped a bit but I still couldn’t go to sleep and that takes a toll on the heart and anything else. Secret service doctors have all kinds of human remote-controlled tricks to rob our sleep. However, magnesium and sometimes melatonin helped me back to become a person who can sleep at night.    

Yours always and forever,


This song takes me right back to us…

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I’ve found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I’m feeling for you
Let ’em say we’re crazy, I don’t care about that
Put your hand in my hand baby don’t ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if we’re heart to heart
And we can build this thing together
Stand this stormy weather
Nothings gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We’ll still have each other
Nothing’s gonna stop us
Nothing’s gonna stop us now
I’m so glad I found you, I’m not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you

1) Mike Rinder’s blog and pictures of violence are absolutely disturbing and suspicious to me 2) North Korea

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Dearest Marty, my awesome soulmate and husband, 

I rarely visit Mike Rinder’s blog because he boring and scum. However, today I ended up on Rinder’s blog and found disturbing pictures of violence there. Rinder knows very well that Scientologists are not trigger-happy (which even was confirmed by John Brousseau as well as others, wasn’t it?) yet, Rinder tries to position Scientologists with producing terrorists and with people who put guns to the heads of others. How dare agent Rinder to imply this! Infiltrators and secret service agents are the problem of Scientology.  Scientologists and Scientology is not the problem!

So, what is going on with Rinder by even pushing violent content and pictures against Scientology on his blog? Does he have secret information that Scientologists or others will be attacked? What made him post these violent images that have nothing to do with Scientology? Is Scientology to be set up by Germany, its secret services, international psychiatrists, their agents, and infiltrators, etc. for violence? If yes, did he inform the authorities (recently – if ever) with this information so that Scientologists and others can be protected? And I don’t mean producing TV shows that result in more hatred and in possible violence. Or, is it Rinder’s goal to “inspire” Scientology haters and infiltrators currently still in Scientology to become violent by posting such content and pictures?

Mike Rinder and his doings are CREEPY. There is no other word for it. 

Rinder and Leah Remini didn’t search Scientology on his own (neither DM). They were kids who likely never would have searched and studied spiritual knowledge to gain spiritual improvement and abilities if their parents wouldn’t have hung out in Scientology. That makes it so easy for them not only to discard Scientology but also attack it. Scientology so richly awarded me (and others) with knowledge and skills. I pity Remini, Rinder, and the likes for not having my abilities and knowledge. They have nobody to blame but their own ignorance. So, DM stepped on their toes or didn’t pay them attention. So what? DM isn’t Scientology. They should not blame Scientology on what a man did and does who got Scientology from the founder’s impostor. 

Anyway, as gun violence and terror is not even remotely a part of Scientology and Scientology being completely and entirely opposed to it, I wonder, does Mike Rinder have secret information that a terror act is in the making against Scientology and Scientologists or people who are online in Scientology? I try to explain why he pushes images of guns and terror on his blog and tries to position Scientology with it.  There is something really evil behind that Santa Claus look of his.

Rinder promotes psychiatry despite that he knows what this “profession” did in the past and what it still does in present time. Despicable. He does what all psychiatric agents do: as soon as one is critical of him, he claims that person has mental problems and should “seek professional help”. But him posting violent images on his blog is “sanity” of course.  

Your impostor says that the “Troika” is Mike Rinder, Leah Remini, and Tony Ortega, and that they do whatever they do for cash. That would be their motivations. That could be very well so but so does he. And no word about who the drivers (secret case officers) of the “Troika” are. Ortega calls them “we” on his blog but no other details emerge.

Another matter: After 17 months of detention in North Korea, American student Otto Warmbier was returned to the USA as a vegetable and died briefly afterwards. No sign of outside violence but with extensive loss of brain tissue. Has psychs written all over it, if you ask me, Marty. E-shocks kill brain issue. And one really has to wonder how stupid one has to be to visit North Korea. If someone wants the thrill of danger, he can stay right here in the west.

Each visitor of North Korea adds to the regime by leaving money there. And how stupid is North Korea by treating tourists that way and scaring other tourists away. Didn’t Kim Jong Un set a target of attracting millions of tourists? Isn’t tourism is a significant source of currency for this regime?

Another odd thing is the poster. Warmbier confessed that he tried to steal it but it is not clear if he said it under pressure. He said a lot that sounded odd. Reports say the poster contained this text: “Let’s arm ourselves strongly with Kim Jong Il’s patriotism!” Warmbier said he stole it for the mother of a friend who wanted it as a souvenir to be hung on the wall of a Methodist church in his hometown of Wyoming, Ohio. 

Huh? What kind of people are the Methodists if they want North Korea’s propaganda hanging in their church? Not sure if they acknowledge or deny it, but good grief!

Also, isn’t that poster a promotion for North Korea? If they would slap someone with a financial fine for trying to take the poster, ok, that would be acceptable, but jailing him for 15 years and making him into a vegetable for nothing else but actually doing North Korea’s job of carrying their propaganda into the world… That is very suspicious.  

As you know, Kim Jong Un was educated in Switzerland, another German poodle. They failed to raise humanity within North Korea’s current leader. How can they miss the characters of people? This is the first thing that teachers should try to better in students. 

Already in the Nazi time, Switzerland was not really neutral. Germany allowed them to be “neutral” for no other reasons but Jews banking their money and values in Switzerland and not in the USA so that Germany has again easy access to all that cash in Europe even of Jews who manage to escape. And how difficult did they make it for the surviving members of Jewish families to get to their values back!

A Munich appeals ruled that the Jewish paintings worth a Billion dollars stolen by German Nazis in the possession of Cornelius Gurlitt should be given to a museum in Switzerland. Again, close to Germany so that they really don’t have to give it back as Germany runs Switzerland tightly. Hail ear-implants. 

 Be kissed my darling. You are wonderful. Courageous, one of a kind. You are the legend, Marty. Your willpower is not from this world. You are the Blue Mauritius in a world of worthless stickers. I love you, Marty. Take it from me who can read personalities. 

  If people would be just a bit like you, we would have heaven on Earth not the hell that we are having instead.

Yours forever,