Germany and Scientology: The Long Shadows of Past Mistakes by Massimo Introvigne

Germany and Scientology: The Long Shadows of Past Mistakes
by Massimo Introvigne | Jun 9, 2026 | Op-eds Global

The end of federal monitoring raises questions about the legacy of a faulty policy that shaped institutional practices for decades.

Germany and Scientology: The Long Shadows of Past Mistakes

Overview

For nearly thirty years, Germany’s domestic intelligence service (Bundesamt für Verfassungsschutz) kept the Church of Scientology under active surveillance, operating under the claim that the group held “anti-constitutional aims”. The federal agency quietly closed its national Scientology file, stepping back from a decades-long apparatus that consumed extensive resources without yielding concrete evidence of illegal or anti-constitutional threats.

The article examines the long-term institutional momentum that kept this policy alive and the human toll left in its wake.

A summary:

Three Decades Without a “Smoking Gun”

Despite decades of wiretaps, undercover agents, and public warning campaigns, intelligence agencies failed to produce validated evidence that members were plotting against the democratic state. Bureaucratic inertia, fear of political embarrassment, and pressure from anti-cult organizations kept the surveillance machinery running long after initial security fears faded.

3. Real Human and Economic Toll

Being flagged as a security target by the state had severe real-world repercussions:

• Institutional Exclusion: Authorities required “sect filters”—questionnaires forcing individuals and local businesses to declare non-affiliation with Scientology to apply for public contracts, employment, or even mundane municipal subsidies (such as e-bike grants).
• Social Stigma: Adherents faced career loss, commercial boycotts, social isolation, and hostility toward their families and worse.

4. Judicial Pushback and International Criticism

German courts repeatedly stepped in to protect freedom of belief under Article 4 of Germany’s Basic Law, ruling against arbitrary exclusions and banning invasive tactics like undercover agents when no evidence of wrongdoing existed. International watchdogs—including the U.S. State Department and human rights organizations—frequently criticized Germany for treating a religious minority as a hostile security threat.

5. A Gradual Shift

While the federal intelligence office has shuttered its nationwide file to reprioritize actual security threats (such as foreign espionage, violent extremism, and cyberattacks), local resistance remains in certain regions like Hamburg. The retreat highlights a fundamental lesson for democratic security policy: extraordinary state surveillance cannot become permanent without evidence, and over time, a total lack of proof becomes proof of absence.

My last posting

Dearest Marty, my one and only, my Prince, my husband, my soulmate, and love of my life,

Deep down, I know that you will not read this posting as SEGNPMSS murdered you medically with remote controlled germs. Even if your body is no more, I also know that you, your wonderful, captivating, warm, and unforgettable personality still exist. So, one day, in another lifetime, there is a chance that you will remember me and read this.

Until the last minute before I left the U.S., I was still hoping to see you again, even though I felt somehow that you were gone. I didn’t want it to be true. But when I sat in the plane to Europe, it really hit me. I wanted to scream and cry as loud as I could but how can I, sitting between strangers who want to do small talk? When the lights went out in the plane and people dozed off, I finally could cry silently and I do it ever since.

I am devastated on the inside. You being gone is the worst loss of my life. I don’t even know how to live with knowing that I won’t see you again in this lifetime and when and where I can see you again in a future life.

It is the ultimate cruelty by the SEGNPMSS and the rest of manunkind that our love story had no happy ending. In all eternity, I will never forgive anyone involved in keeping us apart. I absolutely mean it.

SEGNPMSS’s logic (or whatever they call their diabolic medieval movement) is unbelievably flawed. What’s the worst that could have happened if we had lived happily ever after? Everyone would have benefited from it. We would have improved morals on this planet, giving everyone a chance to live in environmentally protected villages, free from aging and diseases. What is so horrible about it? Them losing their free hands to torture and kill everyone including their own agents with remote controlled germs or otherwise, is what they don’t want. We are the main obstacle standing in the way of them getting away with it.

They are too dumb to realize that by keeping these horrible secrets, they themselves will become victims of their despicable system and their own peer will conspire against them. Evil is also evil to evil, not just evil to good people. They rather sit in their own trap and suffer later but giving us a chance.

I remember the first time when I saw the lower part of the tonescale. First, I wondered: What?? Today, I know it is very well researched. SPs indeed are having the tonelevel of controlling and penalizing bodies. It absolutely explains the horrors of this world.

Also, was it their jealousy that kept us apart? Because we truly love each other, but nobody loves them? How can they expect someone to ever love them if they are cruel? A cruel person will never find a soulmate. Everyone wants to get away from them.

I could not have loved you anymore, Marty. And I still love you and I always will. My love is not restricted to one lifetime. I loved you in former lifetimes, and I will love you in all future lifetimes.
As SEGNPMSS wants us separated by all means, I worry about what they might do to prevent us to be together in a future life. Will they manage to pull off the same or similar inhumane acts as they did against us next time around?

Falling again deeply in love with you, even if they steal our memory to this lifetime, will be a piece of cake. It will be again love at first sight. Because we wished so fiercely to be together in this lifetime, our love will only deepen. These conspiring lunatics (using anyone on Earth and beyond with ear-implants for their dirty plans) can murder us but they can’t stop our love.

From the moment I saw you again end of 1983 in Los Angeles, I knew that you were the one for me. It wasn’t just your handsome physical looks. There were a number of tall and handsome men around but none had your personality. You were impressive and formidable, and when you looked at me or approached me, I discovered the deep tenderness and care that you had for me, right behind your irresistible blue eyes. That is why you had me at hello, you really did. And nobody else did, because you, Marty, you are one of a kind and absolutely irreplaceable. Nobody in the entire universe is like you.

I am in DEEP MOURNING that you are gone. I could not be sadder. My stomach is a knot. I cry every night. And I am not a person that cries easily. I can count the times that I have cried in my life.

There are also moments when I have thoughts that I never thought I would have: Was if God is too busy with other matters to help us back together? On the other side, I can’t demand that he disposes of all those in SEGNPMSS and their agents as God isn’t a murderer and that would probably leave the planet pretty much unpopulated.

Of course, I know that thetans come back and live again, but you being gone is the cruelest moment ever for me. I always thought that two people who truly and deeply love each other, who have suffered through so much hardship and separation, and who have the best intentions for others in mind, deserve a happy ending. It’s so incredibly unjust and gruesome that we did not get this chance. Governments, heads of states, judges, officials, mail deliverers, legislators, diplomats, law enforcement, medical doctors, psychs, infiltrators in Scientology, and everyone else in between conspired against us. They want to be happy, so why not grant us the same right? Disgusting hypocrites. I damn and curse them all. Really, I do.

I once prayed for everyone, every single person, and every animal in the world. I did this every night for years as I wanted everyone protected and happy. No longer, Marty. Now, I could not despise and hate SEGNPMSS and their agents more. I postulate the worst penalties on them for conspiring against us and having prevented our happiness and taking you from me.

Even after they murdered you (for example, by remotely activating cancer cells in your body or killing you with other medical secret service methods and devices), I still got no message on your behalf. If God wouldn’t drop some answers in my mind, I would be completely uninformed.

I love my family very much, Marty, but I want to be with you. I want to be with YOU in my next lifetime. Although you would be the perfect father, brother, or any other relative, I want to be your wife instead. I don’t want to be too young for you in our next lifetime. If you have a new body now, the time is again ticking. I want to be in your age group for our next lifetime and not related to you so that we finally can be married. As closer I am in your age group, as better the chances that we can marry in our next lifetime, although, we have to find each other first.

Knowing the SEGNPMSS beasts and monsters, I am very high on the list of being next to be killed with their remote-controlled germs anyway. My family loves me a lot but for myself, I am not sad at all about dying.

Another problem is that SEGNPMSS does not become better. What if they do the same cruel thing to us all over and separate us or prevent by all means that we can come together? What if they do not just destroy our bodies but also have means to destroy our personalities? I am not a Christian but I know that the bible says that the soul can be destroyed. There is a grain of truth in it. Death of a body doesn’t mean that the thetan is home free.

SEGNPMSS is aware that people lived before and are born again. They just keep it from mainstream that it’s a scientific fact. They follow the theta body (spirit orb body) that a person still had after she died around and know where the theta body goes. It means that they know where you are now, if you decided to pick up a new baby body for yourself and your future life.

They will also follow me around and know where I will be after my physical death. What a nightmare. We are then again defenseless kids at the mercy of these Dorian Greys who are insane and obsessed with destroying our lives, abusing us and stealing our rights. How can we ever live in peace if they don’t stop plotting and conspiring against us? How can we ever be happy when SEGNPMSS plots and destroys any happiness for us?

After my physical death, I hope I have the chance to talk to God without SEGNPMSS listening in. They listen to every word I say and every thought, I think. I hate this because it complicates my conversations with God. If you ask me, God does not want SEGNPMSS to know that he is in contact with me. I think he does it for me that they don’t torture me even more or kidnap me in the basement of a psychiatric institution to “study” my mind, which would be of course horror.

They kidnap us, steal our memories, our identities, our families, our birthrights, our citizenship, our language, our religion, our way of life, our heritage, our skills, our properties, EVERYTHING, because, these Dorian Greys think they have the right to do so as no government is above them but they are over all governments instead. So, no rules for them, just for others.

Of course, I wonder where you are now, Marty. I hope they didn’t kidnap you to Germany to make you grow up German. After my physical death, I want to fight my way out of Germany and I hope God helps me. I don’t want another German “upbringing” and life. This one was more than enough.
I think that Ourverse, our own universe in another dimension to which SEGNPMSS never gains access to, would be what we need and the only way ever to get our rights granted. Our next or any future lifetime in the universe will be likely a horrible ride and bust too.

So, instead of rushing into a new baby body I want to postulate myself so far out of the universe, into another dimension, and hopefully meet God there and talk all matters over with him and make him create Ourverse for us, so that we have a game without entering the universe. SEGNPMSS most certainly has other plans, e.g. when I should be in the process of dying in a hospital, in an unconscious state, they might use holograms and implants to trick me into a body in Germany. I feel panicky just thinking of this. This thought terrorizes me. If they want to kill me in Germany, fine, they can go ahead. But I don’t want to be born in Germany. UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES.

My family is often sick and that is why I called GERMany Krankland. I got immediately the flu too after I stepped on German ground. I didn’t have the flu in the USA for decades. The German bureaucracy also is SUFFOCATING.

My sister and all my family members are kind and helpful, but all I am thinking is leaving Germany again.

I met M’s son N. He is wonderful. When I entered her apartment, he hid behind her. I then hid behind my sister’s back and peeked out and by doing so, I got his first smile. He explained his drawings to me, then I shopped in his toy shop, and he sold veggies to me. He still was somehow shy and reserved. Just a few minutes later on the couch, I threw a pillow at him. That broke the ice. He had a lot of fun, throwing pillows back at me. Now we are best of friends. During dinner, he insisted that I sit next to him. He invited me to his birthday party too. When I left, he gave me one of his drawings as a gift, but added that it would be “a loan”. Despite my deep grief over your passing, I couldn’t help but smile.

About my records: I threw away all state records relating to my search for you while I was still in the USA. I still kept the federal records and emailed Ryan if he wants to have them. If not, I’ll ask Todd to get rid of them. With you no longer alive, maybe they are worthless now.

Thanks also to all members of your family and what they have done for you and me. Officially, I know nothing but thetan basically knows. I wish them all the love and happiness in the world.

I love you, Marty, eternally, with all my heart and all fiber of my being. In a heartbeat, I would have traded countless years of my life or the rest of my life for just a brief life together with you. I am so sorry for any mistake I made during this lifetime for which you possibly had to suffer. I think constantly of you and will do so until SEGNPMSS pulls the plug on me.

And I hope that I have the wisdom and the opportunity to make the right decision for us for what comes next.

One thing is clear: I don’t want any lifetime in which I can’t be married to you. I would do anything to hold you tight in my arms. I adore, cherish and worship you endlessy. You mean more than the entire universe to me, Marty.

Yours for ALL ETERNITY to come,

Sarah/Barbara

I am leaving tomorrow morning

Dearest Marty, my unforgettable soulmate,

How are you?

I am leaving tomorrow morning for Germany. My layover is in Charlotte, just 35 minutes to get on the other plane to Munich. If the plane from KC is delayed, I have to spent the entire day in Charlotte, riddled with ICE and protesters. “Great place and time” to be stuck.

I am anything but happy. I don’t want to leave but have no other options. There was no message or letter or anything by you for me or on your behalf. It seems as we don’t see each other again, but somewhen in the future, in another universe but this hell hole.

I don’t think that I ever can come back to the USA, however. I bet Americans with German-controlled ear-implants will never allow me in. In the moment my plane leaves, that is it.

I will always love you.

Yours,
Sarah/Barbara

P.S.
A few days ago, I sent three parcels containing items my sister wanted to have to her in Germany with UPS. They are stuck in German customs, and the bureaucracy is unbelievable. Rather than simply opening the packages to check that the contents do not violate any laws, they have kept my sister busy for days. They won’t deliver them unless I, as the sender, am back in Germany and registered there. Huh? Right? The contents are photo albums, books, etc., which my sister wanted; nothing of value. The questions they ask are also complete violations of privacy. Has nothing to do with forwarding or inspecting parcels. We might even have to pay rent to customs or UPS Germany for them holding the parcels and not delivering them. I am not in Germany and I already want to leave it so badly, Marty. It is not my kind of country at all.

No reason to procrastinate anything any longer…

Dearest Marty, my unforgetable soulmate,

I booked a one-way flight. I will leave the USA this November 19 around noon. I know that you are not Mosey’s husband but for the love of God, I can’t figure out what happened to you. I analyzed three possibilities but they all add up to this: I won’t see you again.

In all these past decades, I have heard NOTHING from anyone regarding your whereabouts. No card, no private letter, no letter by an attorney, detective, governmental agency, congress, UN, no written or verbal information info from a socalled friend or neighbor, no email, no message, no text, no call, no subpoena — absolutely freaking NOTHING. As everyone has ear-implants and obeys the SEGNPMSS (whatever they call the criminal organization they do the dirty work for), their whispers and commands, the odds that I ever will ever hear from you or on your behalf, seems absolutely ZERO.

I soon will start throwing all the documents I thought you might need into the trash. Maybe they are worthless after all? If you should need them and they will be destroyed or lost, blame anyone who you possibly hired as they INTENTIONALLY don’t relay any info about you to me.

If you hired someone to provide a message to me, Marty, you should sue them for all they got for taking your money and not doing what you hired them for. All they have done is send me people who have never provided me with anything on your behalf. Why doesn’t the boss of this operation comes by personally and explains his compeltely unprofessional operation to me? I am so angry! Beyond words angry! THEY DID INTENTIONALLY NOTHING TO REACH ME. ANYTHING THEY DID WAS JUST FOR THEIR ABILI THAT THEY SENT SOMEONE TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE THAT THEY DID THEIR JOB, THAT I AM NOT INTERESTED OR THAT I AM THE WRONG PERSON. THEY WANT ME TO LEAVE TO EUROPE AND NEVER COME BACK IN THE USA TO HELP YOU. IF YOU SHOULD NEED MY TESTIMONY AND THESE PEOPLE WERE HIRED BY YOU TO REACH ME, THEN THESE PEOPLE ARE FROM HELL AND NOT ON YOUR SIDE. SATAN WOULD DO THE SAME THING THEY ARE DOING: DELIBERATELY MISINFORMING YOU AND ME SO THAT WE CAN’T SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN. AND I DAMN AND CURSE THEM IN ALL ETERNITY TO COME.

And don’t even get me started on Scientologists or should I say alleged Scientologists? Are there even Scientologists despite Ron? Where the hell are Scientolgists, those who promised to build a better world? Code of Honor is just a piece of paper? It sure seems so.

I talked to God, Marty. After this body is no longer, I will NOT come back to Earth or any planet in this universe. I am leaving the universe FOREVER, because I am sick and tired of the entire thing populated people who are COMPLETELY WORTHLESS.

Besides, in the current and likely future climate in the USA, I probably never will be allowed again in the country anyway. And if you are no longer alive or don’t need me, there is no reason for me to ever wanting to come back. Trying to reach me in Germany is just as fruitless as in the USA. The USA turned into Germany, so what is the difference? No rights, lies, hostilities, violence, and pains, I can get this anywhere. I don’t have to live in the USA for that.

If you really want me to stay and need me, you have to think of something now and to act now. On November 19, it will be too late. If you hired detectives, don’t use them. Fire them. They are lying pieces of shit. And it seems that socalled Scientologists are not better. Never desert a comrade in need, in danger or in trouble, yeah right! It looks as if we wasted a lot of time trying to find each other. But Ron wasted his time too with creating Scientology. It was altered and the socalled Scientologists are as worthless and incapable as the rest of the people.

I will always love you Marty, but on my side, it feels as if I am waiting for a ghost who never will show up. And I am leaving the USA forever on October 19.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

P.S. THANKS TO THE WORLD FOR NOTHING. The world can go to hell for all I care.

Lunacy from the past

Dearest Marty, my hero and soulmate,

I always will be thinking of you. You will always be in my heart. I feel like one of the Baldwin ladies, the one who hoped for Ashley Longworth to come back to her in the TV show The Waltons. Her father, a judge, hid his love letter to her. She waited forever for him. They never found their way to each other. Fiction? Nope. Not for me. For me it is brutal reality and inhumanity.

I will leave the USA in a very few weeks. I tried to delay it in the hope someone will tell me about your whereabouts but it seems that I am kidding myself. If you are still there, nothing comes through to me. And as it seems now, it never will. I am packing and I am looking at places to live in Italy. I never leave the USA if I would hear from you or your behalf. Never! I am just leaving as you vanished into thin air. As nothing arrives, it is senseless to stick around here waiting for a ghost.

I can’t take my documents with me. I am looking through them and have to destroy them or throw them away as it seems that there is no interest on your side in getting them. There was still no letter or message or anything from you for me or on your behalf.

Before RB died, she sent me loads of papers and letters, most with her lunacy ideas about my life. I always had told her to mind her own business, that I wasn’t tortured and mind-controlled in Scientology and most certainly not by you. It doesn’t matter what I said. She wasn’t a quiet systematical SP. (Not that those are not crazy as hell too.) She was the kind of raving lunatic SP who scratched blackboards with her fingernails. On top of it, she was little educated but knew everything better.

And this was not all. She most certainly was run through ear-implants in her past lives. Apparently, the code never dies. When they are born in their next lifetimes, people like her are already remote-controlled robots. Anyone who had her code could make her jump and deny my rights. Just for the records: In all eternity, I never will forgive anyone who was involved in having me kidnapped and handing me to this German lunatic as her daughter and who seperated us, Marty. Never ever, till the end of time, and I am dead serious about this. It was such a horror! It was a horror beyond words. A lunatic who doesn’t know where she ends and where “her daughter” begin? No respect for my rights. Running after me like an aggressive German Shepherd. She wasn’t like a woman at all. She had no female traits. She had no hobby whatsoever. I (despite legally an adult) was her hobby and better don’t ask me how my childhood was. What kind of mother yells at her daughter: “Are you feeling too well or what?” What real mother doesn’t want her child feeling well? What kind of mother is happy when her child doesn’t feel well?

On top of it, she tried to get attention from others by running after me. She tried to get me under her control using all kinds of governmental agencies and also psychs. In Germany, sworn enemies of Scientology, welcomed and supported her. Isn’t Munchausen syndrome a psychiatric definition? Yet, German psychs didn’t lock this raving lunatic up because they knew that she caused me great harm.

She is dead for 20 years. And still, whenever I think of her, my blood starts boiling. Her letters tell the same story. She was a raving lunatic. Convoluted sentences, crossed out, underlined, in different colored, nonsensical, full of crazy fantasies and accusations, nothing realistic at all, and miles away from what I really experienced. And these stories she sold to others.

Before she died and could no longer force her way into my life, she sent me lots of letters full of her nonsense. If I would stand on her grave, I would spit on it.

I told her several times, that with a crazy mind as hers, the German government, its psychs, and other creeps with an agenda against Scientology or you or me, could easily use her by filing a court case (against you – not just behind my back but also her back) and then get rid of her.

When she visited Cynthia Kisser from the Cult Awareness Network – without announcing her visit in advance – somewhere in the late 80s or early 90s, RB had a small cognition. She told me that this woman panicked when she saw her and that she thinks that Kisser was hiding something from her.

Unfortunately, whenever RB had a slight cognition, she let go of it and devoted herself again to 99.9% craziness of her own and trying to steal my life from me.

Germany, the German government, its secret services, Interpol, police, psychs, and so many others knew that RB was a world-class nut. She was so obsessed with me, yelled at me, and exploded so often in unfounded accusations. If they filed a fabricated lawsuit against you, Marty, then they would not tell RB about it. Not because she wouldn’t have conspired with them, but because they knew she was absolutely insane and could have accidentally revealed something during her hysterical outbursts to me. They also knew that I was very suspicious of their activities behind my back and would never let you suffer for something you never did.

Im short: I found nothing sane in her letters to me. But there was something interesting. While she followed me to the USA in 1990 like a dog, she lived at an address of someone named Craig Hoffmann and maybe his spouse at N. Harvard Blvd. in Los Angeles or got her mail sent there. No idea who this dude and spouse is. They can’t be good people by assisting RB to persecute me.

Anyway, as you can see on the images below, RB sent certified mail with return receipt to authorities in California. Not quite sure what she sent to DA Reiners in LA, but she wrote also one to AG van de Kamp in Sacramento. I attach an image of her letters below. Her English is lousy (what the hell is a “clamp” in this context?). She was asking him to send her “re-information” about the case RB v. C of S Int and Mark Rathbun. She would not know this court case number but she knows that he knows this case very well. That she is ready to speak out in this case. She wants to know if this case is part of another court case in the US. There is also a handwritten note in German by her, meant for me. She wrote that she was just “bluffing” mentioning a court case to find out if there was indeed such a court case.

Her other letter, also written in 1990, is addressed to US Attorney Levi in Sacramento. It has the same text, except two handwritten notes, one in English, the other one in German. Not sure when she wrote the English handwritten note but in her lousy English, she was saying that she didn’t file any case (against C of S Int or you) but perhaps the Germans (government or psychs or whoever German) filed one without her “acknowledgement” (knowledge). At the end she wrote as a note in German for me. The meaning: “All I could do here was trying to find out something.”

On the back of this letter, in her handwriting, it says “District Attorney IRS Reiners, personal, Criminal Courthouse (yikes!) 210 West Temple, LA CA 90012, C. Bolen, October 1, 1990, signed, article no. R 25767 / 2 / 3.

I checked AI, what code this is and got this answer: R 25767 / 2 / 3 Scientology
The alphanumeric code “R 25767 / 2 / 3” appears to be a reference to specific documents or materials related to the Church of Scientology, most likely court records or internal church documents. This type of numbering system was used for internal files and in legal cases involving the church.
Based on legal and archival context, the number likely refers to one of the following:
The Fishman Papers: This is a collection of court documents from the case Church of Scientology International v. Steven Fishman and Uwe Geertz. The files include declarations and exhibits that detail high-level and confidential Scientology materials.
Operating Thetan (OT) levels: The code may reference an Operating Thetan (OT) level, a highly confidential and advanced level of auditing within Scientology. The notation “OT2 and OT3 portions” is specifically mentioned in relation to the Fishman Papers, which include these materials.
Specific evidence in a court case: The number may also reference specific pages, exhibits, or declarations from one of the numerous court cases involving Scientology. For instance, the case Church of Scientology of California v. Commissioner dealt with the church’s tax-exempt status and generated extensive legal records.
Without more context, the exact document associated with the code is not specified in the search results, but it is clear the code is from Scientology’s extensive legal and archival records.

Well, these documents don’t seem having anything to do with you and me.

The final attachment is a letter by US Attorney Eastern District of California to RB c/o Craig Hoffman, dated July 24, 1990. It acknowledges her letter dated July 8, 1990, saying that they are unable to identify the info that she has requested. They asked her to write again or call if she thinks they can be of further assistance. Letter is by David F. Levi, signed by Helene J. Tenette.

Knowing RB, I am certain, that she didn’t give up addressing them. She lived for the attention of others, butting into my life.

I am still suspicious that the German government and its psychs fabricated a case against you, behind my back, Marty.

For decades, I felt that you are there but in the last few years, it feels as if you are not more. It is a horrible feeling. If you are alive and if you need my help or my documents, please find a way to reach me, SOON! Otherwise, I am gone to Europe, and the documents will be destroyed. (Trump or any similar USA as we have it now, likely never would allow me to enter the USA again.)

I love you.
Yours always,
Sarah/Barbara

My passport arrived today

Dearest Marty, love of my life,

It is here. If any German government administration declared me dead, it is not so. My German valid passport arrived today and my family urges me to return to Germany.

What now? Should I still hang around in the USA or leave? Does it help you if I stay? Or not? Did they murder you? Are you still alive? Should I book my flight to Europe and throw my collected papers away as you don’t need them?

I can’t live in limbo anymore. If you need me to stay or my documents, someone finally has to tell me that very soon. What should I think if I hear nothing from you since 1984? If you are not here or no longer here, nothing here makes sense here anymore, Marty.

I love you.

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

“Satoshi Nakamoto”

Dearest Marty, my unforgetable soulmate and husband,

I am thinking of you.

What is so suspicious about “Satoshi Nakamoto” is when “he” appeared and disappeared. The 2008 financial crisis and the creation of Bitcoin happened almost simultaneously. Gavin Andresen was like Satoshi’s “right-hand man”, but he never met the “Japanese”. He never spoke to Satoshi Nakamoto by phone, video or in person. That’s weird, right? Bitcoin wants people to invest money in it, yet its promoters have no idea who they are dealing with.

If Bitcoin is harmless and nothing nefarious behind it, why didn’t “Satoshi Nakamoto” stand publicly behind this idea and system?

The name seems to be choosen to manipulate people. They call themselves Satoshi, translated as “wise,” “intelligent,” or “clear-thinking”. (So, he, or they are wise and that is why people should buy bitcoins.) Nakamoto seems to be a common Japanese surname meaning “central origin”, “living in the middle of the village” or “central source”. Could indeed also stand for a secret service, couldn’t it?

In 2011, “Nakamoto” turns everything over to Andresen and disappears. His worth is estimated today $129 billion and he never touched one coin. If he would be a real person and not just a secret service computer program or AI, he would have at least cashed a bit of it.

That silence is intentionally and seen as a kind of moral authority or commitment by bitcoin buyers.

Although Andresen is an American living in the USA, I believe that “Satoshi Nakamoto” and the idea behind Bitcoin had just one purpose. It is not to save people from bank fees. I am sure that the Satoshi Nakamoto project was created to undermine the USD. The promise that there will only ever be 21 million bitcoins can (and likely will) be changed at any time. My intuition tells me that those behind it want absolute power over money and to see the USD disappear.

In public interviews, Gavin Andresen said that “Satoshi Nakamoto” was always careful and anonymous, never giving away personal details. Gee, why that? And that should make everyone suspicious about the intentions and control behind Bitcoin or other such currency. Why not getting credited with when it is a good idea or invention?

In April 2011, shortly after Gavin Andresen announced he was meeting with the CIA to talk about Bitcoin, Satoshi vanished and stopped replying.

Yeah, there you have it. I don’t endorse the CIA. But I wouldn’t vanish when the CIA wants to talk to me and stop corresponding with my friends, contacts, coworkers, investors, or whatever. “Satoshi Nakamoto” most certainly is not Japanese but was/is an anti-American initiative.

BTW, the CIA should have figured out who hides behind “Satoshi Nakamoto”, and they apparently failed. Heil ear-implants.

Bitcoin and other such currency are promising decentralization as in no single authority controls it. How can that be true when people all over the planet have ear-implants and are run by SEGNPMSS case officers? What free world? Ear-implants control the masses and what people do and don’t do.

If more people trust Bitcoin or other digital currency over dollars, it weakens the USA’s authority over money, interest rates, and inflation, and that is what the idea behind this currency (or other such electronic currencies incl. Stablecoin) is all about. And that is why “Nakamoto” ran and hides.

I’m not fond of bank fees or bureaucracy either, Marty. Far from it. However, the bank crisis in 2008, the sudden “invention” of Bitcoin in 2008, and everything about “Satoshi Nakamoto” appearance, disapparance, and behavior is very suspicious to say the least, and also that the CIA didn’t find out who hides behind this initiative. They must have had some reason to contact Andresen.

I think of you, Marty. I love you.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

Another message in a bottle thrown in the ocean… without a reply

Dearest Marty, my wonderful soulmate,

How are you?

Nothing new here.

As always, the news is bad. I often think that if the world wouldn’t conspire against us and keep us separated, we could do so much for it and for everyone living in it.

My young friend moved away. He often interrupted my workflow over the last ten years to play or talk at all hours of the day, rain or shine. I often had a hard time meeting my deadlines, because he didn’t want to go home, but I miss him. Neighborhood feels strange without him running over my lawn or sitting on my deck.

I haven’t told him yet that I’m moving soon, too—much farther away than he is—to not make things worse for him right now. He has lost something too. I was always there for him when he had a problem or felt lonely, but now it will take much longer to get to my house.

When he was 6, he asked me to be his aunt. So, we had a nephew-aunt relationship all these years.
He wanted to give me a gift, but he doesn’t have any money. He wanted to give me his old schoolbooks as gifts, but I told him I didn’t need them. (I got rid of most of my books because I’m moving, but he doesn’t know that yet.) Finally, he gave me back the animal dictionary that I had given him many years ago for Christmas because he was so interested in animals. He treasured it for years, and his friends could look at it but never touch it. I asked him what he would do if he had a son who wanted it. He said he will come back to my house and get it then. Sigh.

He dialed his mom several times on his phone, put her on loudspeaker, asking her if she has something to say to me, but her answer was always no. This was strange on her part, considering that we were friends too.

And I miss you, Marty. More than I can ever express in words. My family wants me to finally be with them (and I with them too) and without any word from anyone that you even want me to stay, and the climate in the USA getting more hostile and difficult for me, it makes no sense anymore to hang around here.

If you should be around and want me to stay, I need to know it. Once I’m back in Europe, I’m sure it’ll be absolutely impossible to ever reach me. If it doesn’t work in the USA, it won’t work anywhere.

It will feel like a funeral, sitting in a plane to Europe and thinking that in this lifetime, I won’t see you again.

I love you.
Yours always and forever,
Sarah/Barbara

The economy down the road

How is your life?

Most Americans are concerned about the economy as they want to be as secure as possible and having enough cash living their lives as comfortable as possible. Building our roofed villages would not only significantly improve the health of people and increase people’s lifespan, but also help many companies to grow considerably. After all, these villages need to be built all over the USA and the world.

However, there may be companies whose products do not fit this wonderful way of life. Would the economy crash if these companies went bankrupt? Not necessarily. Not if they are smart and flexible enough to adapt their products or produce different ones that align with this incredible way of life, in which everyone wins.

Even if I had bought an expensive piece of property and then learned that living in a roofed village like ours protects health, expands lifespan and stops ageing, I would still be a winner if I kissed the property goodbye and moved to a village.

What do you think, Marty?

Be kissed. I love you.

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

P.S. The Bundesdruckerei seems to be printing my passport now. The German embassy in Chicago emailed me that I can count with receiving the passport by the end of July or the beginning of August.

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Blues makes me think of you, Marty. Bitter sweet. Sweet that I indeed found you, but bitter that nothing worked out as it should have.

I am thinking of you, Marty

I still wonder every day about what became of you and why you were replaced my a ringer. I am certain that one of approx. four main scenaries in my head is the correct one, just which one is the question.

I heard back from the German embassy in Chicago. They have received my new “bio data”. I asked them when I can count with my passport and got no reply.

I miss you, Marty.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara