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What’s up with all that booze under David Miscavige?

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Dearest Marty, my darling… My thoughts always find you again.

I was looking at the photos of Miscavige senior in the Sea Org or on the Freewinds. Here they are:

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Looks he had an easy life and took advantage that his son David Miscavige got Scientology from Ron’s impostor, German/CIA double agent “Jack Vistaril”. Look at this booze on the Freewinds and Miscavige senior with two women in his arms and none of them is his wife. Beer, big cigars, women, wine, Dom Perignon, bought by David Miscavige. It is a far cry from the real founder Ron’s Sea Org. 

The pictures show no dungeons but booze and low morals. One can find such a bar at any non-Scientology corner in the world.  What do those infiltrator apes to Scientology?  Certainly not applying it or saving the world.

Reminds me to the song: what shall we do with the drunken sailor. Look at the hits of that one! Gee, I heard first time today that they want to put him in the bed with the Captain’s daughter. Nobody would have dared that on our ship.

They they ever hear from drugs does to the mind? They have heard it but don’t apply Scientology: infiltrators.

I love you, Marty.

Yours always, be kissed.

Sarah/Barbara

 

 

 

 

 

What Louis Theroux who made a movie for the BBC on what is NOT Scientology told Alex Ritman from the Hollywood Reporter (published today!)

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful Prince,

Louis Theroux who made a movie for the BBC on what is NOT Scientology, featuring your impostor (Mosey’s husband), told Alex Ritman from the Hollywood Reporter that it took one year of “legal” until the attorneys approved his “movie”…

Can you believe it? One year of alleged research and legal consideration and no word that the Church of Scientology is infiltrated by non-Scientologists (incl. His Cobness) and no word that “Mister Fixit” (Monique’s husband) is not you but your impostor and a German-orientated secret service agent  and also no word that even the founder of Scientology was replaced by an impostor “Jack Vistaril”!

These reporters and attorneys are making the world dumber not smarter by withholding information that particularly Germany wants to conceal.
Truth will come out anyway, Marty, any moment…
I love you, my sweet and special husband, and we are already married. But because marrying feels so good, we should exchange our vows again, what do you think, my rockstar and soulmate?  
Yours always and with kisses
Sarah/Barbara
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Didn’t know that Mosey’s father is a psych…

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 Yikes, another cross!!  

Marty, my sweet prince,

I can’t help it but psychology seems to me psychiatry having used some Scientology wisdom (tracing problems back to the roots) but still not getting it right. Ron said that he researched Dianetics and Scientology a long time before he ever published something. They spied on him.

I didn’t know that Mosey’s father is a psych. What do I conclude? Behind the scene, SEGNPMSS brought your impostor together with Mosey so that the “Independent Scientologists” (yeah right!) become psych-friendly dupes by turning Mosey’s husband into the opinion leader of the “Indies” and their movement.

P$ychs are so transparent and predictable, at least for a mind of a real Scientologist, a mind like mine and yours, Marty.

Mosey’s dad is a psych but he doesn’t get that Mosey’s husband is an impostor? Or does Mosey’s dad and also Mosey know but they are not talking about it?

If the pro-DM websites would be worth a cent, they would have mentioned that clearly, but no, that is too much to ask… I just read one comment somewhere that Mosey’s husband might be hypnotized by Mosey’s father but no clear hint that he is a psych.  No, I had to fish that information to make above conclusion from Tony Ortega’s long and often biased ramblings. Yes, that Backpage guy who probably was/is married to a Muslim woman but probably now lives together with a Jewish woman. That might be his contribution to the “peace” in the Middle East.

I meet a certified nurse and medical therapist recently, Marty. Never discussed Scientology with her. She is retired now, but she told me that ALL psychiatrists and psychologists who she met became psychiatrists and psychologists to be able to handle their own mental problems. ALL of them became psychiatrists or psychologists for exactly that reason.  Shocking, isn’t it? She said that she never met just one without mental problems. Not one!  Does that not mean that crazy guys are asking people to lie down on that couch? 

Remember that boy who did lie on the couch and the psych asked: “Tell me about your mother…”. And the boy answered: “She wants you to stop calling her!”

Or that one where a patient tells the psych that he has no mental problems, and the psych says that he will treat him with the “Mental Disease Deficiency Disorder”.

However, if psychs wouldn’t do anything  but just giving “advice” (even if  the advice is not much if worth anything) to people who like voluntarily blowing their money on them and pay their excessive fees, they  wouldn’t be that dangerous to mankind. But the problem are the dangerous drugs they prescribe, involuntary commitment, e-shocks, hypnosis, implants,  making of terrorists, set ups, infiltrations,  infiltration of governments, crimes, murders, secrets, conspiracies, and numerous other secret service methods that are enslaving mankind.

You understand the problem. Miss you more than words can say, Marty.

Love you forever, my dashing hero and one and only!

Barbara/Sarah

Are there really good bacteria? (I don’t think so.)

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Dearest Marty, my awesome Prince and hero,

I am thinking of you, and I wish I would know your whereabouts (not just knowing basically your whereabouts).

This summer seems dryer than others, and I try to water whatever I planted. So far, it seems that all plants are making it.

A garden really brings joy. It is wonderful nice to see my plants and trees growing. However, I can also see that planting directly on the surface on the Earth is not the wisest idea. And even less wise is that farmers spray their crops against bugs instead of planting their crops under roofs so that bugs don’t get in them.

What a beautiful and intelligent world it could be, unfortunately, it is not.  

I read a couple of article written by medical people (who else?) that we need good bacteria to fight the bad bacteria. They make it sound as if we need germs, which I think is the ultimate leg pulling and lies. 

My proposal would be living without being objected to bad bacteria so that we don’t need good bacteria to fight the bad bacteria. I believe that secret service doctors can and do change good bacteria into bad bacteria. Recently, I took a spoonful of yogurt (allegedly very healthy stuff) and rubbed it on my skin.  The bacteria in yogurt are supposed to be the good bacteria. A short time after, I felt that yogurt treated spot became itchy and painful. Apparently, the “good” bacteria did not just attack any “bad bacteria” left on my skin but also my skin and nerves, and likely anything underneath it, in other words, they were attacking my body.

It felt as if these “good” bacteria were biting right into my flesh. You can imagine what happens when these “good” bacteria are eaten.  I rinsed the yogurt off and it felt better.

My point is: a dog might be tame but can be turned into a pitch bull. This can be done with any animal, and bacteria are microorganism, a tiny animal. In other words: under certain circumstances, with microwaves or silent sounds, secret service doctors know how to use not just the bad bacteria to attack and they can also turn the “good bacteria” into bad attackers to attack a body.  Doesn’t osteoporosis look like under extreme bacteria attack? As if they bite right through the bones and make them brittle. Some people swallow the alleged good bacteria in form of  lactobacillus acidophilus pills. That is so gross! And I think it is really stupid because what is allegedly good can go bad.

We better live in a world without the germs, then we need no “good” bacteria to “defend us against the bad bacteria”.

Infiltrated Scientology and Ron’s impostor sure did a lot to change original OT levels. Whatever the orgs, the Freezone, or the so-called “Independents” think that they are having, I am convinced that only the secret services and psychs have original Scientology and the original OT levels (stolen from Ron and then altered for the rest of the people).  

Body thetans are ridiculed by many, and they call them “space aliens”. In view of that a being lives forever, one can conclude that forever was also before this Earth as we know it was populated, in other words: it is highly unlikely that immortal beings never lived on other planets, thus, anyone is an alien, also those who think that aliens don’t and never existed. Yes, what an irony. As you know, Mormon believe that people came from planet Kolob, thus, Mormons are aliens, are they? The Garden of Eden was/is allegedly not on Earth either, which means logically that any being that was and is there is an alien too.  

There can be thetans who attach themselves to human or animal bodies or to other’s thetans theta body or in form of theta bodies to a thetan. I can feel that they are there and “blanket” a person, e.g. in old buildings. I felt them in old German flats, basements and attics! There are some very creepy thetans hanging around. Doing the OT levels to get rid of them is not a bad idea, but I think we have bigger problems than them.

Finally there are bacteria, viruses, and germs that attach themselves to anyone’s body because they are anywhere in this dirty world. They make people sick and kill them. These critters are beings too and it would be better for people, if they would not invade human bodies. If these germs would leave our bodies, we all would be more healthy, right?

If a Scientologist would swallow lactobacillus acidophilus pills, he has in my opinion gazillions more body thetans to get rid of than he already has. Unless one thinks that germs and viruses are no thetans. But what else should it be? Animals are thetans too. 

So, I asked myself: what kind of  body thetans Ron wanted to leave the human body and other thetans. My answer is: all of them. He wanted us bothered by nobody and by no other thetans.

I can’t say how effective altered OT levels are, but if they don’t take care of ALL these above named problems, they are not the original OT levels. I am sure Ron had considered everything in his processing and rundowns.

Can’t wait to study the real and original OT levels. Must feel like being finally home again, Marty. Ron was spied on his entire life. Secret service have all these OT levels. But I doubt their own OT abilities. They started out as dishonest spies with withholds and overts. Under these condition, nobody can become a real OT. They don’t believe that ethics is the key to anything, but you and I know that it is really so. 

I miss you like the desert misses the rain after years of droughts. I miss you more than words can say.

Yours forever and ever. Many kisses, my love. 

Sarah/Barbara

 

Ron, the true founder of Scientology had no rights in the Scientology orgs… (I am out of line? So, what is it called then when an impostor is accepted instead of the real Ron and when not just people outside but also in the orgs and their representatives conspire against the real Ron, the founder of Dianetics and Scientology?)

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Dearest Marty, most missed person in the universe,

Some people are afraid to say what they think. I don’t. Some people always swim with the stream and just write and say what is political correct. Many people claim only what others claimed before because they are afraid to publish their own ideas. They are insecure. Some people have centuries old, dusty, and false ideas but no own ideas.  We don’t. We speak the truth and we don’t care of nobody ever said the before. You know that if Ron (the real founder) wouldn’t have been his very own person, if he wouldn’t had self-confidence in everything he discovered, wrote, and said, Dianetics and Scientology would have been never written and developed. It is completely unimportant what idiots think of a great person. The only thing that matters is the truth.

I ask myself what all the stat push is worth when it results in problems that set Scientology back for a decade or more? A leadership that wants to stop Scientology just has to do what the leadership of Ron’s impostor but also of His Cobness did: running the orgs with infiltrators and non-Scientologists on a 1.5 tonelevel (invalidations, abuse, beatings, negative control, lies, forgeries, and abortions, etc.) and that means playing in the hands of psychiatrists. Those are not Ron’s orgs. That is German Nazi style.

Marty, I first didn’t believe those who posted that there were beatings in the Sea Org. I knew that the Sea Org was infiltrated and that His Cobness accepted Scientology from an impostor but I still was thinking that the staffs in the orgs were civilized like when we were when we were on staff. When I was the President of the C of S Germany, nobody used violence and nobody blew. They all wanted to stay because I didn’t abuse anybody. Sea Org Finance police came (some of them in German Nazi valence) and kicked some out. These staff refused to leave and requested Comm Evs. (As the removed staffs were former executives, the Comm Evs had to be held in the next higher org, which was FOLO EU, and despite the requests for Comm. Evs were sent right away to them, FOLO EU violated policy by not holding these Comm Evs for weeks. The situation was finally resolved when a CMO INT mission came and offered them a choice.) I had lots of problems with the still existing Nazi German government while I was the President but I had no problem with blowing staffs as His Cobness has. When I heard that people blew from the Apollo, I also knew that it wasn’t Ron on the Apollo but his impostor. HERE IS THE IMPOSTOR, THE GUY WHO BLEW THE REAL RON’S MONEY. WONDER WHAT CRAP ORDERS/POLICIES HE ISSUED WHILE DOING HIS  GERMAN PSYCH ORDERED IMPOSTER “JOB”.

When the real Ron was at St.Hill, it expanded 5.4 times in a very short time period and that happened wherever he was. The 1.5 tonelevel of the Sea Org infiltrators set Scientology’s expansion way back.

You know that nobody wanted to leave Scientology under the real Ron, Marty. When I found Scientology again in spring of 1977, I noticed that Scientologists were so much nicer to each other than Bavarians that had nothing to do with Scientology. Later, when I heard Tommy Davis on tape admitting to the SP Times how 1.5 the tonelevel in the Sea Org was (I don’t care who did it, fact is that it went on for many years and directly under His Cobness’s nose and he didn’t turn criminals over to the authorities) and when I read the information of the coordinated abortions, which is according to Ron’s DMSMH an 1.1 activity, it reminded me of many rough and lowtone non-Scientologists in Bavaria but not Scientology. While there are still data and tech of the real Ron left in the orgs, they are being mixed more and more with p$ychiatric and Nazi-practices. (Freedom Mag. writes psychiatric trash, e.g. that insanity or “mental illness” is “inherited”, and Farrakhan, the anti-Semite is connected with the orgs and  allowed to quite L. Ron Hubbard  in his anti-Semitic speeches.) Today, I am glad that they kicked me out one day after the real Ron was murdered. I don’t want to support this German p$ychiatric movement. They don’t win. Scientology orgs are on the best way to become as non-OT as Christian Churches are away of who Jesus really was and really preached and did.

That is the face of the real Ron, as you know. What a difference between him and his impostor! They are tonelevel-wise billions of light years apart. And Scientologists shouldn’t notice? That’s funny. I know that Ron was impostored in the moment I saw the impostor’s photo in the German magazine Spiegel. I knew that Mosey’s husband wasn’t you, the first moment I saw his first photo in a C of S magazine.


Some people think that David Miscavige means well with Scientology because he wants “ideal orgs” and he buys buildings for Scientology and new uniforms for the staff members. I said it before, these buildings are off policy because Ron didn’t want Scientologists to live on the unprotected surface of the Earth (despite that they are thetans, spiritual beings and are born again) where they age, get sick, and die. It’s all an ego trip for DM because he likes the power and unlimited access to all the cash of Scientology and mingle with the Celebs. His ways are so much different from Ron’s and nobody is being saved. Scientologists give their eternity away by accepting p$ych altered SCN. His Cobness accepted an impostor instead of the real Ron, it told me all I needed to know about His Cobness and how little he is a Scientologist. I think DM is like his father. And I am like mine.

“Minerva” (I don’t believe that she is a woman) posted that people complained about “her” website to “her” ISP and that “she” is forced to close her blog. I didn’t complain to her ISP, I think “her” right of freedom is violated if “she” isn’t allowed to speak out but I am not sad to see “her” p$ychiatric website gone because quoting L.Ron Hubbard on a website and publishing comments of supporters with posting ID “hater” is harming Ron’s and Scientology’s reputation. But infiltrators don’t want to admit this. His Cobness is so much more important to them than L. Ron Hubbard. “Minvera” is no real Scientologist, otherwise she would not publish p$ych trash and comments of people who admit to hate and insult Ron with it. It is easy to oppose Mosey’s husband without having to resort to p$ych crap on a website. It is easy to oppose Mosey’s husband on certain issues as for example his approval of Louis Farrakhan, the “new Hitler” as Whoppie Goldberg describes him according to Arsenio Hall. But they can’t do that because the orgs of His Cobness complain about Arnie Lerma’s Nazi friendliness (and yes, very disgusting, that he is) but they invite Anti-Semite Farrakhan into Scientology and after years being in contact with them, he still talks anti-Semitic race hatred! They did not change that fanatic man to the better. So, what are they saying? If Arnie Lerma is Nazi-friendly, then it’s a crime and when they are doing it, it is alright? What a hypocrisy. Scientologists should wear these when they see Farrakhan:

I never would have thought that the orgs would ever sink that low, Marty! It also confirms what I was saying before, inside and outside extremists and infiltrators play in each others hand, and the purpose is a psychiatric version of Scientology that the real Ron never would have approved of.

“Minvera” gave her writings to somebody else who registered it in Chicago: http://www.markrathbunblog.com/ http://www.martyrathbunblog.com/ http://rottenrat.com/

Guess by not registering these websites and blogs in California, people shouldn’t think that they come from His Cobness’s camp. As they are infiltrators, they don’t believe in “thetan basically knows” and “truth comes out always”. The new website owner kept the psychiatric crap that “she” published on “her” Utah website and  is also on the other new websites. “Rotten rat” is sure again on a “higher ground” isn’t it? They don’t learn from Ron. They are no Scientologists, they are Miscavologists.

What are these anti-Marty blogs good for if they anyway don’t report the truth, that Mosey’s husband and you are two different individuals? Thousands of people know it! Non-Scientologists are asking how two people without great financial resources as Mosey’s husband and Mike Rinder can break the mighty and rich C of S? They cannot unless His Cobness has dirty hands and stays in power. If anything that these two are claiming against His Cobness can be proven and if the authorities act on that, His Cobness might harm our religion Scientology more than anybody else ever before.


Minerva has a friend who is a p$ych and “she” published on August 20, below p$ych crap to dead agent your doppelganger, Marty. They don’t use Obnosis and the tonescale, no, the Miscavologists are into p$ychiarty and so is the Freedom Mag. now.

“Minerva’s high profile professional body language analysis reader, (that is a  psych), wrote this, which I quote under Fair Use Copyright: The individual [Mosey’s husband] appears to have a number of characteristics that are consistent with narcissism. His features of this appear to include: an exaggerated sense of personal importance, a preoccupation with fantasies of success, brilliance and power, a belief that he is special and unique and can only be understood by and associate with other special or high status individuals or groups, a sense of entitlement, a willingness to take advantage and use others for his own ends, a deficit in empathy when it comes to the feelings and needs of others, and an overall underlying arrogance. Such individuals feel they are better than others, entitled to special treatment, and feel that others should cater to and be used by them since they are so important. When frustrated or when feeling attacked, such individuals usually lash out devaluing and demeaning, in their attempt to re-establish their feelings of superiority. Mosey’s husband is oriented towards the external when it comes to validation, personal worth, comfort, and justifying negative events that happen in his life (blaming rather than accepting responsibility).  How people are perceiving him, and what makes him feel good are heavily weighted to such outside factors. There is a paranoid flavor to his perceptions, but ultimately, driving that dynamic is the grandiose sense of self-importance, as the sense that one is important enough to be persecuted is driven by a narcissistic dynamic. One of the more noteworthy themes in this man’s life is the enjoyment and importance he derives over being in a war; that is, in conflict with important others.  This is his apparent forum to demonstrate his superiority and specialness.  It is noted that when one “war” ended, he was propelled into an apparent personal crisis.  Thus, in his case, he may require conflict and battle with others to demonstrate to his real or imagined constituency of admirers or subjects that he is valued, as well as to demonstrate his personal worth and uniqueness to himself. Of note, is the unstable family history, particularly with his mother who was institutionalized repeatedly, had apparent chemical dependency issues, and committed suicide when the subject was five years old (per provided coroners report).  Such events are profoundly impactful on personality development, not to mention the genetic loading for chemical dependency vulnerability. The subject not only has the genetic loading for chemical dependency, but apparently has engaged in problematic drinking on a number of occasions, culminating in an arrest last month (July). The use of alcohol as a maladaptive coping tool is another manifestation of his external orientation; that is, using outside influences to soothe and deal with his internal conflicts. When stressed and overwhelmed, it is one of the solutions he seeks. Given Mosey’s need to be in conflict and at war with an important enemy to fuel his ego and prove himself, it would appear that personal attacks by anyone, serve only to give him what he wants and needs: a war to fight and the prove he is an important person worthy of persecution. There is some likelihood that Mosey’s husband might escalate his complaints and other behaviors to attempt to draw others into the conflict. This is his lifeblood – he thrives on it and its removal would likely precipitate a personal crisis. To not be in conflict or at war is something that this type of person can not do without.”


Isn’t that the ultimate p$ych drivel, Marty? Chemical independency issues! Give me a break. They hire p$ychs now to “analyze” people. Revealing is that this p$ych hasn’t figured out that Mosey’s husband is a doppelganger. “Minerva” is convinced that this p$ych trash is true because “she” is a typical p$ych troll. If “she” would be a real Scientologist, “she” would explain Mosey’s husband’s behavior on the tonescale but “she” can’t because “she” didn’t understand it and never applied it. Ron spoke often about how important self-respect is, and p$ychs usually label that as narcissism. Ron also said that each thetan is special and unique, and that is a good thing.

What will happen if one the p$ych agents that are now in the “Freezone” or with the “Independents” will hire a p$ych to read DM’s body language? That p$ych analysis will probably be identical in text with that of Mosey’s husband.

When I started on staff, Marty, the ethics officer sent Scientologists who had a tough PTS A sit to p$ychs for an evaluation to have something psychiatric to show to a psych institution when their relatives suddenly should decide to institutionalize them. There were two sisters with a PTS A sit that could turn into a PTS C sit. They were ordered by the EO to see a p$ych in Munich. He “examined” the first sister and gave her a clean bill of mental health.

Then the other sister needed a written p$ych evaluation too. She went to the same p$ych. He invalidated the 2nd sister verbally, called her “moon face”  because he didn’t think she was as pretty as the first sister but provided her word for word with the SAME written evaluation as he had given to the 1st sister and just wrote the 2nd sister’s name on it. In other words, according to this p$ych, these two ladies had exactly the same identical personality despite they were no twins and even twins have different personalities! And he charged the 2nd sister as much as the 1rst sister! P$ychs are so “professional”. They do anything for money. Like infiltrators in the orgs and creepy “independents”  kissing up to Farrakhan, the anti-Semite!

They sent me to a p$ych too when RB acted up, Marty. It was with another p$ych, and I had to fill  out long tests, something like the OCA (another p$ych influence in the orgs and not by the real Ron). Anyway, I got an excellent “expertise” of my mental health too but he was very mistrusting. Funny, why he examined my “mental health”, I evaluated him on the tone scale. He was on 1.0. And when other p$ychs actually came for me to “deprogram” me from my religion, nobody used that “expertise”. It was nothing but waste and money in the p$ych pockets.

Anyway, Marty, you know that the orgs are psych and Nazi infiltrated. They demonstrate it rather openly.

I have to finish today, Marty, have some work to do. I miss you so much, my darling, please come soon.

Many kisses. I am so glad that you are real and not a phony. You are my kind of human being.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara


1) The FBI fingerprints of Ron’s impostor match because the FBI had the impostors fingerprints and not Ron, the founder’s fingerprints on file 2) CIA boss Leon E. Panetta should finally order his agency to publish the secret “protective” files on the real Ron and founder of Scientology

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Dearest Marty, my irresistible prince,

I read an article of the Los Angeles Herald Examiners of January 30, 1986 by Karen Cusolito, a Herald staff writer. She wrote that Georg Whiting, the Sheriff and Coroner of San Obispo County said that the FBI in Washington and the Department of Justice in Sacramento compared the fingerprints of the dead body and determined that it were those of L. Ron Hubbard, the founder of Scientology.

(What office of the DOJ in Sacramento was meant? Can it be anymore unclear?)

I know that Jack Vistaril was not Ron, the founder of Scientology, so how come that the fingerprints matched? Not difficult to figure out for two very smart people as you and me, Marty: these agencies had not Ron, the founder’s fingerprints but L. Ron Hubbard, the doppelganger’s fingerprints on file.

Psychs probably plans the same thing with you and Mosey’s husband one day. First they want to kill you and Mosey’s husband briefly after you.

Marty, I know beyond any doubt that the guy who looked like Ron and blew together with Pat and Ann Broeker the real Ron’s money and who called DM his good friend was not Ron, the founder. I recall Ron’s real last name as Eisenhower and that the CIA told him that he has to take a security name as otherwise they would not able to protect him having the name Eisenhower by mingling with international people who show interest in Scientology or Dianetics. I think that the CIA told him that they found a “nice young man whose life was cut short” (Lafayette Ronald Hubbard from Nebraska) who did look a lot like Ron Eisenhower and if Ron want to live to tell people about Dianetics and Scientology, he just can do it under the CIA name Lafayette Ronald Hubbard or he will be murdered before the DMSMH ink is dry. CIA had already demanded from Ike to accept a CIA family to protect his real family if he wants to run for US President. If he would have not done, the CIA felt “unable” to protect the lives of his family from Nazi attacks. CIA should just blow the whistle on the SEGNPMSS and with that, they would protect not just all Americans but the entire world.

I heard once an eyewitness in the White House saying on TV that Ike and Mamie always slept in their own bedrooms and never spent any night together. Some people say that Ike had a secret affair. He had no affair. But after being elected President, he once in a while met at a secret location his real wife that he loved very much.

Ike and Ron hadn’t much of a choice but I know that both had strong reservations but they didn’t want their real family slaughtered, and Ron didn’t want Dianetics and Scientology stay in a drawer and that nobody but us can be OT. They also knew that despite everything, the truth will come out and yes, and they were right, I am publishing it for the world to read. The genie is out of the bottle. SEGNPMSS and CIA poodle just hope that not many people will find it or that their campaign to have their agents spread lies about me will work.


I am sure that they didn’t tell Ron that Lafayette Ronald Hubbard was not dead but that he was hired by SEGNPMSS poodle CIA to impostor Ron, the founder of Scientology. I think that Ron suspected CIA tricks but what could he do? He postulated that the truth will come out nevertheless and his postulates do work.

In other words, the fingerprints are those of the impostor and they did match with the fingerprints on file. My problem with the CIA is that they keep the world further misinformed as to who is who even if somebody is dead and needs no “protection” anymore and even if a U.S. President and his family’s history stays forever wrongfully in the history books. They also think that I am a second class citizen and that I don’t have the rights of other people who are born in the USA, and I have no intention to ever forget or forgive anything of that or ever back down. CIA is such an non-American agency. Leon Panetta should be compelled to publish why Ron and Ike were seen golfing together and that they were father and son.

The article said that Lafayette (the impostor) died on a brain hemorrhage. Guess the SEGNPMSS felt that it is time to get rid of the impostor too, and they had remote controlled germs bite in his brain until it did burst in a hemorrhage. SEGNPMSS isn’t protecting anybody, not even their own agents.

Whiting said that his office would normally not investigate “such a straight forward case”. Straight forward? The real Ron is killed, the impostor and the Broekers blow Ron’s money, the will is constantly changed even three days before the impostor deaths, the impostor is getting rid of too, C of S infiltrators cover up that “Jack Mitchell” was the impostor and nobody of them cares about the real Ron, and the world is being lied to that he was Ron, the founder, and the CIA, the FBI and the DOJ is covering up like German poodles and that is what Whiting calls that a “straight forward case”. It is unbelievable. That is his straight line:


“Church officials failed to notify the authorities until 7:30 am Saturday.” (Very “straight forward”, these infiltrators and non-Scientologists under cover.)

Then they scattered the impostor’s ashes in the ocean. The real Ron wasn’t that lucky. He was murdered two years earlier by doctors barging in on him and they dismantled his body piece by piece in a lab to find out why he was so special, genius,  and unusual. And they missed again his spiritual capacity, e.g. carrying his knowledge right in our minds, Marty. After Ron was murdered  in May of 1984, I felt some kind of merger between his and my mind. Nothing intrusive but I suddenly knew of things from Ron’s life that I didn’t knew before. Yeah, I know, real OT abilities are defamed as nuts these days. Even the Freedom Mag thinks psychiatric now. What a shame. But I know of OT abilities because I got them.


Heber Jentzsch said that a press conference was held to “vindicate L. Ron Hubbard’s good name”. (We need another press conference, Heber, and this time the world has to know who Ron really was and that he was impostored. This is the only way to vindicate Ron and Scientology.)

Marty, I think it will be you, who will shed light on these cover ups. You know how it feels to have a doppelganger take over your legacy. Look around, there are hundreds if not thousand people who met the real Ron and probably the same number that met you, the real Marty, but as the SEGNPMSS has its grip on just about anybody, nobody but me stands up and speaks the truth about this. Even if wrongfully incarcerated, you will make it happen that the truth is documented and published. I know that you will.

My point is: the SEGNPMSS, Germans, agents, psychs, Nazis, impostors, infiltrators changed Scientology and by not telling the true story of Scientology, they are all losing in all eternity. Some think that Ron will show up one day and put everything right. Really? If the real Ron would show up in the orgs and would change what was altered by the psychs or add what is missing, DM and Miscavologists would route him out. It’s like if Jesus would walk in a Christian church today and said: “Hey, its me, Jesus.” Christian security would call psychiatrists to “take care of Jesus”.

I read a posting by somebody about why Jesus didn’t just fly off the cross Jesus, Marty. We as Scientologists understands what Ron wrote about pain and engrams. OT abilities exist but they can be paralyzed under pain.

It is always the same old corrupt song. Everything good gets lost because people are liars and cowards who do not stand up when they should, and they follow anybody who has their ear implant code. The consequence is that there will be never a civilization without insanity, terror, war, and criminality. The planet will be never be OT planet. And it can become even worse. Nazi boots can march again and act up against any race. There will be eternal suffering.

What is most hardest to understand for me is that Scientologists settle with a “Scientology” that is not more the real Ron’s. The Freezone or the “Independents” haven’t original  Scientology either. The SEGNPMSS ordered infiltration from the start and the impostor was there from the start and changed a lot what the real Ron wrote. But real Scientology still could be recovered because I am absolutely certain that the CIA has records of anything that the Ron, the founder, our Ron (not the impostor) ever wrote or said or drew because he was “under protective custody”. Ron with one of his spiritually identities is in me.

That is why I know what I know and the secret services don’t know how I figured it all out. They just know that I did and that they don’t like it and that they want me to shut up but I won’t do them the favor. I’ll be pain in their necks until the truth and nothing but the truth is published for the entire world.

I love you because you are my kind, Marty. I can trust you as I can trust myself. Throw me a rope, let me know where you are, and we make it all go right. We know how.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJEP5sWuDi8&feature=fvw

Many kisses and eternally yours.

Sarah/Barbara


Robert Vaughn Young was also a part of covering up crimes against the real Ron and his estate

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Hello again, Marty, my wonderful Prince,

How are you? I am thinking so much of you.

There was newspaper article of January 30, 1986 in the The County Telegram Tribune also basically wrongfully stating that  Jack Mitchell or “Jack Vistaril” was Ron, the founder of Scientology.

I felt exactly the moment when the real Ron was murdered in the beginning of May 1984 and that article said that the 160-acre real estate was bought two years before Jack Vistaril died. What it means is that the SEGNPMSS informed the impostor and other agents that the real Ron is dead and they immediately started blowing his cash by buying land in other names and asking for millions.

The real Ron never did anything wrong. He didn’t knew Mary Sue, she was the impostor’s wife. He didn’t knew of the GO break-ins or how the impostor changed Scientology behind his back on p$ych orders. He didn’t knew that he was sued because he didn’t do what Jack Vistaril did. Ron didn’t knew of these law suits and in times without the Internet, it was really easy to keep certain information from somebody who has a lot to do and who has to keep up high security because of the SEGNPMSS snipers that were always after him. He could not go near a org without that the snipers shot at him and endangered also anybody else.  The amazing thing is that I know things so certain, as if I would have been personally present. For anybody saying that there are no OTs, they don’t know us, Marty, or they are lying.


Then there is was Nibs, Jack Vistaril’s son not Ron’s son who also tried to cash in. But nobody of these people were entitled to Ron’s money because it wasn’t Jack Vistaril’s money. I am sure that the CIA didn’t tell Ron that his doppelganger who had the legal name Ronald Lafayette Hubbard but who was not the founder of Scientology would steal all his possessions after his death and that infiltrators in the orgs would lie that the impostor would be the real Ron. What a German poodle they are. And any problems arising now out of what Mosey’s husband did and does, that is mixed up with your life, Marty, that is another CIA mess who leave the “thinking” to the SEGNPMSS who are nothing but barbers but no thinkers.


Robert Vaughn Young (the one who died 2003 of prostate cancer) is cited in the article having said that the property was bought under another name but anything was done legal. Yeah right! An impostor and others trying to steal the real Ron’s cash and altering Scientology and also Ron’s fiction! That sounds absolutely “lawful”.

I don’t believe that carrying high amounts of money over state lines was the only problem of Pat and Annie Broeker (Logan / Tidman) aka Mike and Lisa Mitchell. They are reports on that they brought Jack (Mitchell/Vistaril) each week a suit case with a million Dollars and that this went on for several months. It was nothing but millions of dollars THEFT because the impostor wasn’t entitled to a cent of the real Ron’s cash. If the only crime committed was violation of tax regulations, they could have corrected it by reporting to the relevant tax offices what they have done and that they did do it because they didn’t knew those laws but that they want to take the responsibility and pay what they owe including the financial penalty. In other words, DM should have reported it and most certainly, Pat and Annie Broeker (Logan / Tidman) aka Mike and Lisa Mitchell should have reported it. I don’t think that the IRS or state offices would have asked for the arrest of anyone of them if they would have contacted these offices and if they would have reported truthfully what they had done and would have asked how to make that good again.

As I wrote before, there is much more to this story and DM should have turned Pat and Annie Broeker (Logan / Tidman) aka Mike and Lisa Mitchell over to the authorities instead of employing Annie and even calling her back after she left and watching Broeker with PIs for decades. It’s the duty of the authorities to investigate these crimes. If they don’t figure out the crimes, there is still a possibility to support them by hiring additional PIs. But the problem that I am seeing is that nothing was reported to the authorities, which should have been reported, particularly by His Cobness who took over.


Annie is the walking bad conscience, if you ask me. It looks like DM “owns” her. That is why she returned with Mosey’s husband without arguing with him and seeing her Jim in Canada.

By the way, I believe that the USDC, Central Division made so many decisions in which they (deliberately) failed to discover  and judge the Jack Vistaril doppelganger crimes that any decision that they did later are basically cover ups of former false decisions. For decades, this court and the Ninth Circuit court failed slam the book at the doppelgangers and infiltrators in the orgs. The “system” doesn’t work at all. Truth and justice is not of this world.


Anybody’s mailbox on the route is up, except mine. How stupid does the SEGNPMSS think I am not figuring out that they deliberately order the non-delivery of my mail. Besides an attempt to harm me financially by trying to make the delivery of checks impossible, I shouldn’t get YOUR mail or the mail of your representatives of which I absolutely wait. (Maybe you are not allowed to contact me directly due to a SEGNPMSS ordered restraining order that I never filed or approved against you.) No, it is not DM or OSA trying to leave me without mail. They don’t know where I am but I know you know, Marty. Anyway, I asked the post office to hold my mail until the mail box is again up, which could take a month until they are done repairing a road that needed no repairing. I learned that there are people in the east of here, living rather downhill and they have flooding problems all the time when it rains. I am higher up and none of these problems but I am saying that they should rather take care of what’s needed. I hope I won’t get flooding problems after they “repaired” a road that is just used by a few souls and who looked just fine.


I am sure that if I would have hated that old tree that they took down, the SEGNPMSS would have ordered not to take it down. But as I loved that tree, they took it down. Stupid people might think that SEGNPMSS stalking is just my imagination. Anybody smart, who would live with me for a short while would come to the same conclusion that it is exactly as I said. A lot of that happens every day but I can’t write this on a public blog, Marty, because my Internet stalkers just wait for an opportunity to cause me even more troubles. SEGNPMSS runs them too. SEGNPMSS knows where I am but they prefer not telling their agents where I am because you should lose track of me. You won’t lose track of me when my address is plastered all over the net. However, if one of these agent creeps nevertheless traces me too my place, SEGNPMSS wouldn’t stop them either. Whatever hurts and causes harm and pain is a good strategy in the sick minds of the SEGNPMSS barbers and butchers. And this is exactly their biggest error. It is the worst strategy because besides reducing their own self-respect, each crime they committed will be revealed and they will be judged on it. They think that it will not be the case and that they will get away. But you and me, we know that they are dumb and can’t predict the future but we can.


I love you, my sweet Prince. Our lives would be sure a lot easier when we were together but I never surrender to Nazi p$ychs and from their activities against me, I get immediately into what they want to manipulate me and out of principle, I would NEVER do what they want. They lost the entire game when I got suspicious that they are around. People who are unaware can be much easier manipulated than those who know. I oppose them as long as I am alive and even more when I am dead, as thetan without a body. I can’t wait to haunt the hell out of these monsters. Lol.

They can see us when we have a theta body and would try to trap us but without us having a theta body, they are helpless. They are no OTs, just SPs. Ron said that the truth comes out and here I am, doing my best to reconstruct the truth.

Many kisses, and I am back soon!

Love forever,

Sarah/Barbara


People too blind to check the different Sea Org Captain hats

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Dearest Marty, my Prince,
What I find so shocking is the blindness of most people. Chris Owens from the UK, known to be an anti-free speech administrator on Wikipiggy, a Scientology hater who bans people (who want to contribute facts and the truth) wants a non-copyrighted photo of L. Ron Hubbard for that Wikipedia article on L. Ron Hubbard where idiots scribbler melted the real Ron’s life together with that of his doppelganger. I sure hope that the FBI kicks their lawless behinds on whatever grounds.

Somebody suggested that he should use the photo that the Freezone, Michael Moore webbed. Heck, this is not Ron, the founder of Scientology but the doppelganger Jack Mitchell also known as Jack Vistaril!
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Real Ron on the left, the impostor on the right.
However, later in the Granada interview, the impostor did get hold of Ron’s real Captain’s hat but that didn’t make him to be Ron either.  The reporter said that before he was willing to talk, he grabbed his captain’s hat and put it on (and he used deliberately the phrase: “this is very interesting” that the real Ron, the founder used in his only published interview with an English reporter)  because the impostor apparently thought that when he would wear the right Captain’s hat, people will fall for that he is the founder, which he was not. I am sure that you know too that Jack Vistaril was a squirrel, Marty, one of the alterer of original Scientology.

I can see the difference between the tonelevel already on the photos and even more on the videos.
Marty, have also a look at the Captain’s hats. The real Ron’s captain’s hat has the real Sea Org logo in it. And look at the funny logo that his impostor has on his hat. What is that for a thing? Did you ever see that logo anywhere in Scientology, Marty? Not me.
I notice all the important details also that the Sea Org ribbons on your and Mosey’s husband’s Sea Org Uniform differ a lot and besides of different characters and charisma, you both had different wives! And with Ron being impostored by Jack Vistaril, it is basically the same situation.  I’m sure the CIA has an explanation for anything but anything they did so far did just help the SEGNPMSS and their plan to alter and destroy Scientology and to keep us forever apart.

If stupidity would hurt, people would scream all day very loud. Goes also for those who mistake you for Mosey’s husband.

And isn’t it strange that David Miscavige didn’t had Mosey’s husband investigated on the death of Bruce Grenville Rathbun before he hired him in his executive strata and only after he became a critic of His Cobness? Isn’t it strange that David Miscavige knew that Mosey’s husband’s Mom was electroshocked while pregnant with him but that didn’t stop Your Cobness to hire Mosey’s husband as his 2nd in command and that this just became an issue after he became a critic of His Cobness?

I love you, Marty, so much and I kiss you many times and I will be back here very soon!

Yours,

Sarah/Barbara


Doppelganger is a German words and it means that a person who looks the same is walking around at the same time as the original!

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Dearest Marty, my hero,

You probably have heard the famous words: “Tell me whom you love, and I will tell you who you are.”

I love you, Marty, and this indeed who I am.

But these words here should be also famous: “Tell me how you love and I will tell you who you are.”

I love you forever, may it rain or shine. It is really nothing SPs can ever stop. It is stronger than anything. It is stronger than blood, stronger than death. It is within me but it also comes from above, and it is wonderful. The greatest love that ever existed in the universe is happening to the both of us.

Yes, as you know, doppelganger is a German word and means: Doppel means  double and Ganger or Gänger means walker. (It is very revealing that it is a German word!)

I am thinking, Marty… After Mosey’s husband posted that he has PC files of 1981 sessions in which he says, he run his grief and loss of his murdered brother, I was thinking that he may have really joined Scientology in 1977 (and that was exactly the year in which you and I re-joined Scientology again except in different part of the world) but that he was not in the same orgs/places as you were. He is another individual. Jack Mitchull aka Jack Vistaril was simultaneously with Ron, the founder, in Scientology, and I am sure they never met and that you never met Mosey’s husband despite that he was around.

What if the SEGNPMSS killed Mosey’s husband’s brother because they had the plan to pin the murder on YOU? They might have the plan to murder Mosey’s husband too, make him disappear, steal your memory of who you really are so that you think you are him and frame you on his brother Bruce’s murder? I don’t think that they would be successful altering your memory in this regard, Marty, but they might be so stupid to think that they can… Or they might frame you on Bruce’s murder even if they were unable to steal your memory as to that you are not him… If you would say that you are not him, the SEGNPMSS controlled authorities and others would simply say that you are lying not being him or that you are crazy but they still would frame you on this heinous  SEGNPMSS act…

What if they show your or Mosey’s 1981 photos around and suddenly a “witness” comes forward saying that he saw the person on the photos struggling with or murdering Bruce? What if Mosey’s husband claims your alibi? What if the SEGNPMSS plants your DNA around Bruce’s dead body?

If Mosey’s husband claims YOUR alibi because saying that he is YOU is his “CIA job”, then YOU are involved in this murder investigation.

I think it is very important that you establish officially that you are not Mosey’s husband, that you didn’t know this family or Bruce and that you make sure that nobody claims your alibi. I do not believe that Mosey’s husband killed his brother but he better does not claim your alibi but should provide his own. If the CIA is involved in “providing the doppelgangers” allegedly to “protect lives of good and deserving persons” as your’s and Ron’s, then the CIA has to come up with a better plan to protect lives than hiring doppelganger, e.g. busting the SEGNPMSS once for all.

I have doppelgangers too, Marty. But you are like me. If you would be confronted with a doppelganger of mine, you would know too that she is not me. We know our personalities and that is why the SEGNPMSS and their CIA poodle doesn’t win their despicable plans that they have for us.

What a world we are live in! After more than a half a century of Scientology, we are still so far away from: the day we can trust each other, there will be peace on earth.

But the good news, Marty, I trust you completely. You can have your hands around my neck anytime! 🙂


Love and many kisses.


Yours

Sarah/Barbara

WE HAVE SEEN IT, MARTY, WE DID AND WE STILL SEE IT!!

“To love another person is to see the face of God.”
-Les Miserables


Flag Order 3879 “The Sea Org and Future” cancelled – but why is that order so unspecific?

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Dearest Marty, most unusual Prince in the universe,

If we both would sit down together and compare each others memories, I am sure our memories would match.

I puzzle things together while I am writing to you. That means that my blog is a work in progress but I am pretty sure about this here:

1)  Any Scientologist has the right to know the whole truth and nothing but the truth about the story of Scientology and of the real Ron, the founder. 2) I think Tory Christman got her data about the weekly million Dollar drop off from Jesse Prince, who I find even less credible than her but I still think that DM having Pat Broeker under surveillance for almost 3 decades has to do with lots of money that disappeared. 3) Jack Mitchell was the doppelganger not Ron the founder. 4) Truth comes out always.

Without seeing the papers, I can’t say how much money is missing but it seems that a lot of cash disappeared from the real Ron’s personal estate.

Below is Flag Order 3879 “The Sea Org and Future” cancelled. It was originally issued on January 19, 1986, published in March 1986, and cancelled in April 1988. It was allegedly issued by Broeker himself, 5 days before the impostor died. I am absolutely certain that the real Ron died around May 5, 1984, so this original order is a fraud anyway.

The dead man of 1986 was not L. Ron Hubbard but his fingerprints with the FBI did match because the FBI had the fingerprints of the impostor on file not of Ron the founder.


Some of the signatures on the papers on the will look like the signatures of L. Ron Hubbard but with a little bit of exercise anybody can forge any signature. There was an illegal letter writing unit in the SO who forged Ron’s signature on letters. I received many of such personal letters “by Ron”, Marty, with his signature forged on the paper by somebody else. In the early 80s, the unit was dismantled and a rubber stamp was used instead.

The cancellation of Flag Order 3879 says that Pat Broeker and Annie Broeker were involved in a serious out-ethic situation. When it was so serious (and I believe it was) why were they not turned over to the authorities? Pat Broeker left forever but DM doesn’t just keep Annie Broeker (later Annie Logan and now Annie Tidman) he sent your doppelganger after her to get her back. He sure likes staff who were guilty of very serious ethics violations. If I would be in his shoes, I would be glad if they would leave and never come back to lay some more foul eggs.

Perhaps she did the RPF and a more or less complete confessional or OW write ups but I doubt anybody who doesn’t blow the whistle on that Ron was impostored got rid of his or her OWs.  Marty, I am very convinced that Ron’s idea of rehabilitating criminals was done in cooperation with the authorities. They are turned over to the law. The evidence against them is determined, they are fairly judged and sentences and then Crimanon gets in and works with them while they do their amends (RPF) under the supervision of the correctional authorities. He never meant to have law violators on org grounds doing MEST work or whatever.

If Scientology ethics is applied truly, nothing would be better to change somebody’s character to the better but nevertheless, Ron made clear that the law of the lands never shall be broken and if somebody is seriously out ethics as the Flag Order says the Broeker’s were, those ethics violations must have been violations of the law and the Broekers (both) should have been prosecuted and judged for that and should do time with Crimanon helping corrections. Not reporting crimes to the authorities is yet another violations of the law.


Flag Order 3879 wasn’t seen by Ron. (Well, that is very true because Jack Mitchell wasn’t L. Ron Hubbard but an impostor.) The Flag Order says that the rank Loyal Officer is cancelled because there is no such rank in source material. That is true but there is also no such rank as COB in source material.

The cancellation order says: “In a further attempt to boost his status, Broeker has claimed having worked with LRH for several years prior to January 1986. Thorough investigation has since revealed the fact that during the time Pat Broeker asserted he was “working close to LRH”, Broeker was absent for extended periods of time under false pretenses and was in fact almost never at the same location that LRH was.”

Nobody who worked with the impostor should be allowed to say that he worked with the founder or source and that should also apply to the COB. That impostor of Ron seemed really a man who was not able to captivate people. Many people left the Apollo under him and Mike Rinder and Pat Broeker all had something better to do than sticking around him. And why? You know it, Marty, I don’t have to tell you that. But for anybody else who lurks around here (My blog has 10.000 hits now): they knew it wasn’t the real Ron.

The last evidence that I saw of Ron is this photo made in the early 80s while he produced  movies. (Wonder if Scientologists ever saw his movies or just what the impostor did at the same time.) The real Ron, probably the last photo of him:

Somebody montaged this photo on the wall of Ron’s impostor to manipulate people in thinking the real Ron is the impostor.

It is possible that the impostor (on orders of the SEGNPMSS and perhaps also the German poodle CIA) did the same thing at the same time elsewhere so that the two identities can be later put together “seamlessly” and that others buy the impostor story.

Let’s say for the sake of arguments that the Broekers were the people who were around the real Ron before he died. All knew that Ron was the biggest psych target since he dared to publish the DMSMH and if the Broekers were rarely around Ron, that means that anybody could have ambushed him at any deserted place. Question must be raised: from all the Scientologists who truly honored Ron, why were the most out ethics people around him? This has organized crime written all over it.

The order says: when Broeker “was with LRH prior to 1986, he was there only as domestic staff not in any technical or administrative capacity.”

Domestic staff are very important, they can poison ones food or open the door to let killers in or steal property. I am not saying that the Broekers did that but that I am convinced that DM’s PI surveillance of Broeker has to do with missing cash and not just change.


Once again, the data that the Broekers withdrew Millions of Dollars from (the real) Ron’s bank account and dropped it at the desk of the alleged LRH (which wasn’t Ron but the impostor) is from Tory Christman who wasn’t a staffmember. It seems that she got her info from Jesse Prince who was a RTC exec but who apparently was never a Scientologist and had a criminal records before he entered the orgs. It is possible that Jesse Prince knows something but also possible that he lies. He sure covers up like the others that Ron and you, Marty, were replaced by doppelgangers.

Anyway, another look at the Broeker story. The cancellation of the Flag Order 3879 says that Pat Broeker was only a domestic staff. That means that the argument: DM is afraid that domestic staff Pat Broeker without any or much technical and administrative knowledge or praxis will come back to lead Scientology after gone for decades doesn’t make sense. It would be like a maid rarely anybody remembers suddenly want to run the Hilton hotel empire because she worked there 30 years ago.


Also, if DM would suspect Broeker of opening a squirrel group or having still “LRH”-notes and writings in his property, wouldn’t he hear that in the age of the Internet immediately and could then jump on Broeker without having two PIs on him all the time?

The PI surveillance of Broeker for decades makes no sense at all, particularly as Broeker (apparently never a real Scientologist but rather a former infiltrator) doesn’t seem at all interested in Scientology technology. Again, I suspect lots of money and perhaps other property is missing from Ron’s personal estate.

And I want to know why the “serious out-ethic situation” was not reported to the authorities and why no charges where filed against both Broekers and why DM called Annie back to stay in the SO.  I want to know exactly what is missing but again – I don’t want to trust the amounts that Tory or Jesse Prince mentioned and the stories that they are telling. I also want to know why Scientologists were never informed about what the “serious out ethics” was. DM was a lot more detailed about reporting on Amy Scobee, Mosey’s husband and even sleeping on his desk (Mike Rinder) was reported. So, how come no Scientologist should learn what the Broekers did?

The cancellation order says further: “Though LRH” did not write the FO “The Sea Org and Future” his estate planning definitely took into account the future of Scientology and the Sea Org and this is being executed as intended. LRH also made plans for the external existence of Scientology technology, which he commented on in Ron’s Journal 34, THE FUTURE OF SCIENTOLOGY, and these plans have been activated and being carried out for by the appropriate church executives.”

What are the names of these executives? The writer(s) of the cancellation provably never read what the real Ron said about using generalities. The real Ron wants of course Scientology to survive while the impostor apparently was just interested in blowing the real Ron’s money. But no so-called LRH will and testimony after beginning of May 1984 is valid because the impostor survived Ron, the founder until January 24, 1986. It’s all fraud what happened after May 5, 1984 and has secret services and their agents activities written all over it.

F03879 cancelled concludes with these words: “LRH’s intention with regards to what needs to be done in and with Scientology were clearly expressed in his HCOBs, HCOPLs, EDs, tapes and advices, including directions for the issuance of previously unreleased material, which are being complied with.”


Marty, I think the only way to find out what the real Ron wrote and what the impostor or others wrote (on orders of the SEGNPMSS or any other secret service) is to compel American secret services to turn over their records on Ron. Marty, I believe that the real Ron was under “protective surveillance” pretty much all his life and that they have the real data but as they are German p$ych poodles, they haven’t come forward yet.

Some Scientologists might be shocked that I would trust what’s coming for example from the CIA. I wouldn’t trust blindly what’s coming from them and would examine their records again and again beyond any doubt. Also, they should get this: if CIA agents or other US secret service agents were assigned to watch the real Ron for reasons of “protective surveillance” and these agent weren’t full blown SP, they might have become  Scientologists just by watching what the real Ron said and wrote as what he discovered and wrote and spoke about was so genius and so true. However, as longer they take to come forward and tell the true story and back it up with their evidence as less likely they will get away in my book with being on the good  and true side.


I know that that you are constantly working on documenting the truth, Marty, and I know that at the end you and I will succeed.

I love you so much, Marty.

As you, I really want to know the truth. I am tired of all the lies. I want crystal clear established what happened and I don’t buy “all is fine and nobody was or is impostored” story because this is the biggest lie of all.

I miss you, Marty. I hope you come through with your personal mission to reach me beyond all the threats that were made to keep us apart.

Yours forever, and many kisses

Sarah/Barbara