Pope Benedict: “…the Lord seemed to sleep…” How about rather: the Lord doesn’t want to help the Church of Pedophiles??

Dearest Marty, my hero,

In an unusually personal message, the Pope said there had been “many days of sunshine” but also “times when the water was rough … and the Lord seemed to sleep.”  He sure  is one who knows God, doesn’t he? That is what I call having no line to God at all.   

He calls the Cardinals “princes” of the church!  Cardinal Keith O’Brien and other dirty priests are then princes too. Yuk!

He says he will pay “unconditional reverence and obedience” to his successor. That sounds like a cult, doesn’t it?

Pope Benedict says he won’t tell the new Pope what to say but he hushed up the SEGNPMSS who are through ear implants at home in the ears of just about anyone and that is the reason why this planet is such a disgusting pig stable.

I bet the true reason why Benedict resigned is that something could be probably revealed about Cardinal Josef Ratzinger that the world doesn’t yet know about him.     

Miss you every day, Marty, and I am sending you millions of kisses. I’ll never stop loving you.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

There is no greater love
Than what I feel for you
No greater love,
No heart so true

There is no greater thrill
Than what you bring to me
No sweeter song
Than what you sing to me

You’re the sweetest prince
I have ever known
And to think that
You are mine alone.

There is no greater love
In all the world, it’s true
No greater love
Than what I feel for you

You’re the sweetest prince
I have ever known,
And to think that
You are mine alone.

There is no greater love
In all the world, it’s true
No greater love
Than what I feel for you

I am sorry, but don’t believe Allen Barton’s story…

Dearest Marty, my soul mate,

Of course, nobody should be ordered to disconnect from anyone he or she does not want to disconnect, and only non-Scientologists would order this or accept such an order as it is anti-Scientology. But Scientologists should not be forced to stay together with people who attack them or their points of view and make their lives miserable. (RB even woke me in the middle of the night and disturbed my sleep to tell me  anti-Scientology stories! How can one stay healthy when having to live like that?)  

Scientologists should have the right like anyone else to choose their own company.

However, people who really love each other do not disconnect, it doesn’t matter who says so. When people disconnect within a family, something is wrong with that family to begin with that has nothing to do with Scientology. When families are breaking apart, it is because Scientology was not applied in the first place.

And now to Allen Barton’s story. I think he pulled this story out of his sleeve to get media attention. These days, it is “in” to hate Scientology. Much has to do with DM’s incapability to be a good  and wise leader.

But before I believe Barton anything, I want to see his  financial statements that shows that Mario Feninger cashed his small checks for food and utilities.  And I want to hear what Mario Feninger replies. 

Odd is also that Mario Feninger has no Wikipedia page but many complete zeros (like Tilman Hausherr and other nobodies) have them.  Wikipiggy is very weird and unprofessional to say the least.

Mario Feninger still plays the piano, works on music research, and sells records.  He also must have social security  income, a pension, and other funds. If he is a real Scientologist, he plans his personal finances too and doesn’t depend on handouts. If some kind of reg comes to him/her and he/she can’t afford it at the moment, a real Scientologist says: “Sorry, dear, not this time.” A person who applies Scientology manages also his/her finances well.    

http://mariofeninger.com/video.htm

Apparently, he enjoys still playing.

 http://www.facebook.com/events/105319216170758/

If he can afford to allow certain people to attend  his concerts for free, he can’t be desperate for money as Barton is trying to make him look.

Does he look like needing Barton’s help? Is say no. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cP5Sgin0U8g

He plays effortless and doesn’t seem to be in pain. With each concert, he probably earns more than what Barton earns in weeks.

It is the old story: people who never were Scientologists (Barton) but just used Scientology for their careers are trying to bury it now. How disgusting!

I wouldn’t want to hang out with Barton, why would Mario Feninger? Did Barton ever think that his public allegations and the shame that he brings on Mario Feninger could cause somebody 90 years old distress and problems to his health? Is that what Barton wants?    

Love you bunches, Marty. Miss you every minute of the day and night.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

How to deal with squirrels… One has to be better than they are and delivering nothing else but original Scientology…

 

Dearest Marty, my magnificent soul mate, how are you? 

I can’t complain that I don’t have enough snow to build snow men this year… But it sure looks nice, all that white fluffy stuff and it makes the world so quiet.

There is no doubt that Ron said that Scientology shouldn’t be altered but kept original. Nevertheless, the alteration happened inside the orgs and outside. But when somebody squirrels, what is the right solution? Going after him like the idiotic squirrel busters in a way that the public doesn’t understand and appreciates and in a way that helps the squirrel to a victim status? Non-Scientologists don’t understand why DM goes after “squirrels”. They think, these squirrels believe in the same scriptures and  don’t understand why DM goes after them and why they can’t exist together, after all, there is no shortage of non-Scientologists. They don’t understand why DM thinks that these squirrels are such a danger for his movement. 

The best solution for everything, and the solution that Ron would have applied: being better than anyone else, delivering better products than anyone who splintered away or uses Dianetics and Scientology unauthorized. That word will get around too. But it won’t get around when orgs squirrel as well. Than the word will get around that the orgs squirrel too.  

There are more than six billion people on this planet. Thanks to the German-organized and secret service psych-supervised infiltration of Scientology, most of these six billion people have no first hand experience with Scientology, and heard just bad rumors.  They have no clue of what original Scientology can do for individuals and mankind. People are thinking that if so-called Scientologists have to fight people who splinter away about not taking its staff or public, Scientology orgs can’t be that impressive and are not very self-confident in getting new people. I bet DM never thought about that. 

Alright, I noticed that there are some actions by the orgs to reach new people (and none by Mosey’s husband and anyone else of the Indie’s or Freezone as far as I can see).  But Vistarology, Miscavology, Indieology, Freezonology is already squirrel and none will solve the problems of the planet. Only original Scientology has this capacity.  Instead of restoring the name of L. Ron Hubbard and Scientology, by publishing his/its true story, everything goes downhill.

There is no big expansion with Vistarology, Miscavology, Indieology, and Freezonology. One has to study between the lines to grasp as much original Scientology as possible. One has to KNOW the real founder and constantly ask the question: is that within the character of Ron? Would he come up with a finding or conclusion or solution like this?  And many people don’t know how to do it or don’t do it. Or  have no clue who and how the founder of Scientology really was. So, at a certain point, they leave and some of them attack or open their own little operation. As Vistarology and Miscavology is already squirrel, it is the ideal platform for more squirrel when these people splinter off.

Mosey’s husband, Mike Rinder, and some of their supporters posted on occasions that DM “milks always the same cows”. But what about their movement? Don’t they do the same with the very few people who joined them? Mosey’s husband indicated that they can’t make a living… Mosey can’t audit and has to work again in the medical sector. Is that really such a surprise?

These “Indies” don’t bring Scientology to new people. They live of the “crumbs” that fall from DM’s table which isn’t full these days either! The Indies try to rip off the staff and public from the orgs as they are unable to interest new people in Scientology. What a shame for them! Mosey is the ONLY known person that allegedly became a Scientologist through Mosey’s husband’s movement of several years. What a poor statistic that is! 

Public Regges in the Munich org started hundreds of new people PER WEEK. And Mosey and her husband can’t make a living. How can this be competent? I don’t see Scientology applied.

And what Mosey’s husband and his supporters don’t get this: By working hand in hand with Scientology haters, they don’t get Scientologists and they don’t get new people either. Most Scientologists’ stomachs turn when they learn about the connections  to anti-Scientologists of the “Indies” in the news, and new people are getting scared and don’t want to be involved in these fights. 

In other words: if Scientology doesn’t get a better reputation, neither the orgs nor the Indies will be on a survival track. If so-called Scientologists are fighting among themselves, it is the best method to KEEP INTERESTED INDIVIDUALS AND FUTURE SCIENTOLOGISTS AWAY.

A German proverb says: When two are fighting, the third is enjoying it. You and me, Marty, we know who the third party is. Those who came up with that proverb.

I love you, Marty. I know that I don’t have to lecture you. Wish others would be able to think straight like you.

Many kisses.

Yours forever

Sarah/Barbara 

 

 

Pope Benedict made of course another German national in charge of the Vatican bank…

Dearest Marty, my wonderful Prince, how are you?

I had a quiet Sunday, but most of the time, my weekends are not lazy. This weekend, I just talked to my family, and that was it. Wish I would have a quiet Sunday – no, a quiet any day with you. I also would take loud and noisy and action packed days as long as they are with you. 

I learned that Pope Benedict (former German Cardinal Ratzinger) appointed on February 15,  Ernst von Freyberg, a German industrialist as the new director of the Vatican Bank, a move that experts said was aimed at weakening the Italian influence at the institution. The pope resigns but before he goes, he quickly helps Germany to get officially overall control over the money of the Vatican.

(At least 5 German Marks of that cash is mine, Marty. Catholic Church cashed it from my payroll taxes in Germany without me ever being Catholic. They never gave it back to me, those cheats.)     

 Greedy Germans try to grab anything. They made laws that if I ever want to retire one day that I never will see any cent of retirement money  that I ever paid into German Social Security in earlier years. The entire country and government is one complete fraud institution!  

Sea Org Reserves of Scientology should be in the USA, but no, they are in Europe as Germany want all serious Scientology cash in their neighborhood  ready to grab it. They want anything except that anyone puts real justice on them.

This is about the Catholic Church:

http://www.nytimes.com/2013/02/24/world/europe/shadows-accompany-gathering-to-pick-pope.html?_r=0

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2013/feb/21/pope-retired-amid-gay-bishop-blackmail-inquiry

The documents alleged corruption in the Vatican and infighting over the running of its bank, which has been at the heart of a series of scandals in past decades. In 2010 a chorister was dismissed for allegedly procuring male prostitutes for a papal gentleman-in-waiting. A few months later a weekly news magazine used hidden cameras to record priests visiting gay clubs and bars and having sex.

They are such hypocrites, are they? 

When you look around, you see all these paintings of naked people in the Vatican. Yes, I know, they are considered invaluable  pieces of art but are these the right paintings if a church wants people to be celibate and devote their lives to spiritual matters only? 

School of Athens is not that “fleshy” as the pictures in the Sistine Chapel but anywhere else in the Vatican is naked flesh. Maybe former Attorney General John Ashcroft  should become Pope. Remember when he covered half-naked female statute in the DOJ that represents the Spirit of Justice with USD 8000 robe? They disrobed her again after he was gone. Maybe because a Catholic became Attorney General.  Have to check this out. 😉      

Allegedly: 1: Zeno of Citium 2: Epicurus Possibly, the image of two philosophers, who were typically shown in pairs during the Renaissance: Heraclitus, the “weeping” philosopher, and Democritus, the “laughing” philosopher. 3: unknown (believed to be Raphael) 4: Boethius or Anaximander or Empedocles? 5: Averroes 6: Pythagoras 7: Alcibiades or Alexander the Great? 8: Antisthenes or Xenophon or Timon? 9: Raphael 10: Aeschines or Xenophon? 11: Parmenides? (Leonardo da Vinci) 12: Socrates 13: Heraclitus (Michelangelo) 14: Plato (Leonardo da Vinci)(Archimedes) (thought to be an amalgamation of the three) 15: Aristotle (Giuliano da Sangallo) 16: Diogenes 17: Plotinus (Donatello?) 18: Euclid or Archimedes with students (Bramante?) 19: Zoroaster (Baldassare Castiglione) 20: Ptolemy? R: Apelles (Raphael) 21: Protogenes (Il Sodoma, Perugino, or Timoteo Viti)

Marty, take a look at the alleged  Raphael: No. 9. Looks like girl and not a male to me. And she isn’t the only girl in that picture. Same as the girl in Da Vinci’s Last Supper.

Honestly, I think twisted Christians gave some historic persons a sex change by simply claiming that they were male.  There are some others in the School of Athens paintings who look rather like females than men too. 

Many kisses, Marty, I love you so very much. Wish I would hear from you. 

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

Girl in the black dress with the red wrap:

Crop circles…

Dearest Marty, my one and only,

There are a lot of theories about crop circles and who made them, from aliens to neighborhood pranksters, but no real explanations how these pranksters entered the fields without leaving  foot prints. A helicopter could drop them and pick them up without landing – but the wind of the helicopter might batter the rest of the field around the crop circles and the neighborhood would hear the noise of the helicopter. 

http://www.connecttristates.com/news/story.aspx?id=637520#.USgMFDCG2dc

Crop circles showed up in Oregon in the 60s. There is a Oregon professor who says that a microwave can bend grains and one can form a pattern in crops using a microwave. He says he is sure that those doing it are artists.

Gee, doesn’t need a rocket scientist to figure out that an artful crop circle pattern is designed by a person with artistic skills. But who in the 60s had microwaves? And who has now microwaves so strong that they can create that such pattern in the middle of large fields?

He didn’t explain how the people got into the fields without leaving a trace. He didn’t explain what power source they used for their  microwaves. Besides, all these crop circles look to me done from above not within.  

    http://www.kval.com/news/entertainment/127480568.html

Who are they kidding with this stuff?

A person (alien-wannabe artist and secret service guy) sits in a room on Earth but operates a weather satellite with multiple function in the skies. Microwaves and lasers might be one of the functions of such a weather satellite. Many people might not think about multi-functional devices but Germany is known for producing multi-functional devices that can cause great harm:  In 1998 Iraq ordered from a German company six lithotripsy devices, very expensive machines that treat kidney stones without surgery. The double function of this medical device:  lithotripter is an incredibly high-speed switch for atomic warheads too. A German company sold eight of such possible mass murder devices to Saddam Hussein. Yes, they are such “peace-loving” folks, the Germans, aren’t they?

What I am saying is that crop circles look nice and often are artful. So, I understand that people are rather amused than concerned, but the thing is, I bet not just pretty patterns can be created from a weather satellite with lasers or microwaves but also disasters. People can be tortured and killed with those instruments and law enforcement would likely rule it a “natural” death or a disease or a “mental illness”.  And this kind of terrorism isn’t investigated. It is not the crop circles that concern me but the silence of the government agents and the guys who make the circles in regards to that their crop circle tool, their multi-function weather satellite can not just to watch the weather but also influence it and to cause multiple forms of weather disasters and kill people from miles away.

So, what I am saying is somebody can drop dead and the can be miles away. (Hey officer, I have an alibi, was the entire time in my office, miles away, ask my colleague.)

Somebody miles away can use a strong laser to cause tornadoes. hurricanes, mudslides, fires, anything. And the government is not protecting the people by being quiet about it. Any official  who knows about it and doesn’t say anything about it needs his/her behind kicked.        

So, my problem is not that artistic skilled people make crop circles but that they are silent about what harmful so-called “natural disasters” can be done and is done with the same method or instrument that they are using.

I love you, Marty, many tender and passionate kisses. Wish we could be together. We could create the nicest crop circles together. 😉

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

P.S. I think this crop circle maker is reading my blog! 

     

How I would like to spent my time online…

Dearest Marty, my thoughts are with you, my Prince,

Guess anyone knows what a waste the Internet can be. One is bombarded with insignificant information and even outrage lies and advertisement slows everything down too. Whatever truth is out there is buried under tons of crap and lies. No, I am not proposing to get rid of it. But one day I will only more use it as a research tool for certain things. Guess everything gets boring in this world except you and Scientology. Remember the times when it was completely new to make a comment to the article of a newspaper online? Looks like people got tired of this too and you see less and less of these commands.   

Marty, what I would enjoy however would be an at least four-dimensional or multidimensional kind of Google Earth in real-time. For example,  one can wander through the bazaar of Tehran  and look at what they offer in their glasses, jars, and sacks on their counters, or one walk through a little fisher village in Scotland and watch them in real life clip sheep, or one can interact with them or even order something that one wants to buy. So, if somebody walks around there, he really walks there in the real world but it is not like a webcam but multidimensional for the visitor.  It would be like travelling just not with one’s body. It really should be multidimensional because just looking through a webcam is not like really feeling being there.  One could see the vegetation, the tradition, and even learn a thing or two from these visits.  One would have all except the immediate touch of things or the  smells but I bet even that can be technically solved in the future. 

It would be also interesting if this multidimensional world could be reconstructed anywhere in the world on how it was in each century there. This can’t be in real-time because past is past but would make history really interesting. 

Anyway, just a few thought about what I would like to do on the Internet.

Just a few words today, have work to do. I miss you like crazy, Marty. Wish I could be with you. Many kisses my hero.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

We don’t, Marty, we got the perfect lover and created the perfect love! 🙂

Can a thetan without body enter deep space? Theoretically yes, practically not…

Dearest Marty,  my other half and soul mate, how are you?

I don’t know if you see much changing seasons where you are but I can see it on my vegetation that spring would like to come.

I sure hope to find you finally. It is a disgrace for mankind to plot against us and keep us apart. And for that they want to be blessed? Some kind of insane nerve!

Can a thetan enter deep space? This is what I figured, Marty: theoretically yes, practically no – unless it has no theta body anymore.

As you know, the theta body consists of a bit of material, which slows a thetan down when travelling even if he flies really really fast. I believe that the theta  body, that cloudy milky oval that the thetan keeps after death of the human body, doesn’t allow a thetan to have no space in time and to be instantly anywhere. The thetan can assume any viewpoint in space. It spans all over space but the theta body keeps it pretty much grounded. It consists of a little bit of MEST that can’t be seen with the bare eye but with modern technology. Most alleged Scientologists of today can’t even explain what the theta body is and does because Scientology is altered (on SEGNPMSS orders) from what it was under the real founder.

(By the way, Marty, David Miscavige hired at least one company if not more to suppress my blog to the bottom of the search engines. He is afraid others could learn the truth.) 

It seems getting rid of theta bodies is not a part of today’s C of S auditing anymore. And that goes for the orgs as much as for the “Independents” or the “Freezone”. Instead, they try use auditing as psychotherapy or to get rid of body thetans, which are something else but theta bodies.

Some attackers of Scientology say that people who are in need of help are joining Scientology.  We didn’t. We joined to get answers to the secrets of the universe, questions that these attacking and defaming idiots never asked and never tried to find. 

According to my observation, Marty, a body thetan is a germ. They are thetans too. They are animals, they can hear, can do certain things and have offsprings. SEGNPMSS and some university folks train germs and control them via remote control.  A germ attaches to a human body. Washing off doesn’t kill all, particularly not that are inside of the body. They make sick, cause pain and kill a human body, so it is better that the germs leave the human body and getting higher consciousness so that they want to become something else but germs.

The other kind of body thetan are SEGNPMSS case officers, despicable people with human bodies who send silent sounds in anyone’s ear drums to bring persons down. They make people believe that the strange ideas that they are getting are their own ideas and not ideas sent by these silent sounds producers. Those are also thetans with body: body thetans. Finally, there are the thetans with theta bodies who blanket other persons or move into a belly of a pregnant woman to be born again as baby. A family who wants a baby most certainly doesn’t want to get rid of these most precious thetans. On the other hand, I met really really creepy thetans in old German houses, basements and attics. But you know what? I shook them off just a few minutes after I felt that they were throwing themselves over me. And they retreated back in their dark spaces. How about thetans implanted together? There are no experiments that SEGNPMSS psychs did or do to thetans with and without bodies. Including splitting thetans. But it didn’t happen 250 billion years ago but much more recently. OT III handwriting is a forgery. It is not by the founder. OT III as under Jack Vistaril and DM does not tell the real story anymore. It was re-written to make Ron look unscientific and ridiculous.  

 Scientology makes a lot of sense for people who think  for themselves, as Ron wanted it.

My highest priority a Scientologist on the first Dynamic is getting rid of the theta body as this is how thetans are being tracked by the SEGNPMSS  in the afterlife. And altered Scientology as per Jack Vistaril and David Miscavige won’t help me much with this one, right, DM and Ray Mithoff?

Let’s say, there is a thetan who plans to leave this planet after dropping its body. It might not even know that it has a theta body and it is likely not as easy as throwing an old coat away and operate without. It is also possible that it thinks it is this theta body as some people think they are their flesh bodies. Anyway, thetan with theta body arrives at the Earth Atmosphere. In order to leave the planet by travelling with a theta body, it has to get through the Earth atmosphere. Particularly the mesophere is very tricky as it burns things up. So, there is another wall of fire. Without a theta body, a thetan has no position in time and space, which means it spans over all already and  is instantly anywhere. It can put its attention to some planet on the other end of this universe and would be there instantly and could hang out there as a spirit or could pick up a body there. But a theta body keeps a thetan grounded where it dropped the old flesh body, unless there is something that I haven’t figured out yet.

As far as I know, Scientology is so altered that theta bodies are not getting any attention anymore.  THETA BODY, a thetan very often carries with him a theta body which he mocked up on the past track and which is a number of facsimiles of old bodies… says Ron. So, a theta body is not necessary for a thetan to exist but makes it visible and traceable and if thetan thinks he needs this theta body or is this theta body, it will stop latest in front of the mesophere, afraid it (the thetan) will be destroyed. I have seen films of orbs (thetans with theta bodies), and I noticed that they fly around things not through things. I have seen an orb flying fast and making a turn when a person walked in its way, like a driver on the highway avoiding a coalition.

And I was thinking, with this theta body, they behave as they still have a flesh body, they never fly through the mesophere.  They would be afraid to be damaged.       

http://www.windows2universe.org/earth/Atmosphere/layers.html

Some person might think, hey, I am not so stupid, I use modern technology. I avoid the mesophere by climbing on board of a space shuttle and ride with them as far as they go and then I continue my journey to far galaxies myself.  

Germans (particularly) are afraid that people out in space are just as bad as they are and that they would come and take them over and do to them what they do to others. That is why I bet the content of the world bank – if it would be mine 😉 – that they not just cloaked this sun system (projected black mass around this sun system in which they reside too) so that it is not visible to extraterrestrials (which they have already discovered but that they withhold from the Earth population) but they also screen, measure,  investigate, and stop anything that tried to go in and out of certain boundaries around this sun system. It is like the Berlin wall, nobody gets in or out or else! 

So, with a theta body, one can never leave this corner of the universe. (I am not implying that life on other planets would be wonderful. Not just this galaxy has pretty messed up thetans.) However, only without theta body and with the awareness what a thetan is and what’s out there, one can leave, as that will outsmart the Germans. But  as they altered Scientology into a Vistaril/Miscavige cult that ignores the theta body, and I bet all these alleged OTs can be spotted right away with modern technology on the screens by the men behind Hitler.  (No, these psychs are not smart by not bettering the world. They sit in the same trap as those who they are trapping.)

And they pull anyone’s leg by letting people believe that it is difficult to cloak and that isn’t done already since a long time. What is so difficult about producing particularly blackness before objects even large objects as a planet to make it invisible? 

As I said, I know the typical German mind, and the creepiest of all are the typical Bavarians. The history books really left out a huge event. The worst and most primitive Suppressive Persons landed once in Bavaria and establishing their home there. So, when somebody tells me that he or she after physical death plans to venture out in space, he or she has no clue what is waiting for her or him. Besides, a thetan takes its mind with it, which could be questioned and examined on other planets and lead aliens here where also the top SEGNPMSS officers are hiding. These past live butchers, barbers, psychs and medical doctors are so afraid of running into others who are as bad as they are and doing with them what they want. I know that what I am writing about is no material for fearful people who are afraid to check reality and live in trance and think that this planet is all there is and that secret service play just a little foul and not spacewide foul. But you’ll understand me, Marty. I am sure of that.  

With their satellites, they can vaporize huge meteoroids but they also can drop them exactly on selected Earth  population. And they do that as well as other atrocities as they switched off any humanity. I also don’t believe in the coincidental asteroid “approach”: another asteroid almost hit the Earth at the same time as that one that did hit Russia. It reminded me rather to the 7/11 strategy to hit several targets at the same time to make people freak out and panic. It doesn’t matter how far they were apart. It just indicates that not just Russians are the target but any one on Earth. Even if those meteors were not “related”, in other words from the same block. The lunatics who use lasers to send space debris on Earth to hurt people and to make people afraid and panic are from the same German cult: SEGNPMSS. And as they run the world’s “scientists” robotic with ear implants, the crazy top SEGNPMSS terrorists always are getting away. 

People who think that the afterlife is free never met a real Bavarian SP. They HAVE to control anybody. They HAVE to. They driven by MUST HAVE TOTAL CONTROL OF ANYTHING. Yes, it is insane, but this is how they are. I once asked one of these SPs (who apparently lost his SEGNPMSS position of controlling the world  and was downgraded because they are  plotting against  and killing and implanting themselves as they can’t trust anyone within their own rotten system) why she can’t let go of having to control everything under the sun and beyond and finding something else to do. I never got an answer. I looked in eyes who didn’t understand what was wrong HAVING TO CONTROL EVERYTHING.

Anyway, for all these non-original Scientologists who think that they can leave into deep space after they dropped their MEST bodies, I got to tell this: with a theta body, you will not get far. German secret service doctors keep you grounded and determine your future lifetime, even your gender and the family you will be born in or in which country you are being kidnapped (your alleged nationality and also religion). 

So, what about Ron? He knew most of all. He researched everything there is to know. Well, Ron never would leave without his family: us. He is here too. The lie that DM read saying that Ron left this planet was originated by the SEGNPMSS. Scientologists should not look out for Ron. And when he comes back, he should be stopped by org security and reported as a crazy guy or squirrel, so that he can’t  continue where he left off. 

Many kisses, Marty, I love you. I wish you could speak. I know your speeches can wake people out off their trance better than I can.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

 

 

Isn’t a Pope to be supposed to have the best line to God/Jesus by being their alleged vicar on Earth? So, I ask the Catholics: if Pope Benedict XVI is Jesus’ representative (yeah right) on Earth and so clean and close to Jesus/God, why does he feel the need to ask people to pray for him and the next Pope?

Dearest Marty, my wonderful Prince, 

I read today that German Cardinal Ratzinger asks people to pray for him and the future pope. I find this really very odd because the Catholics say that  The Holy Father’s role is to be Christ’s Vicar on earth, as in St. Matthew 16:17-19. Based on that, the Pope should have the best line to Jesus and God and should do the praying for the people not the other way around. In other words: not just DM is a fraud.

What makes Ratzinger think that the prayer of other people are heard more than his own prayers and the prayers of the future pope?

I’d say his overts.

The Pope knows that Jesus and God condemn his activities and those of others in his “church” and that prayers of bad people who do not come clean remain unanswered, so he needs better people (who do not know the half of him and the likes) to do the praying for him, hoping to get on God’s  and Jesus’ good side. Which makes me think that the Pope is completely clueless about God. God can’t be fooled like people. He knows what this Pope and others are responsible for. He won’t accept prayers of people who do not know what this Pope has done and not done to be a clean and good person. It is all so simple with honesty.

This is not the first time that this Pope asks people to pray for him. It should really rise a red flag with the Catholics: a vicar is a deputy, a  representative, a  substitute, one  acting “in the person of”. If that vicar needs 1.6 Billion Catholics to pray for him to the one or two above him with which the vicar should have the best of relationship, it is a clear indicator that there is no such a relationship.

Instead of praying for the pope, the Catholics should ask the pope and all other Catholic leaders to publish truthful and completely OW write ups and to become clean. Otherwise they don’t even know who that person really is who  they are praying for.

Love you bunches, Marty.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

 

Illegal secret German medical/psych exchange program: Where are the charismatic and able Americans who died? (Answer: Those thetans are secretly kidnapped to Germany…)

 

Dearest Marty, most special Prince in the universe,

How are you?

We all lived lifetimes before. It is a fact that can be scientific proven with original Scientology. But where are they now, these charismatic and able Americans who died? The answer: kidnapped to Germany. (The same goes also with charismatic and able nationals of other countries who are not Germans.)

You and I and maybe some other smart people know that the SEGNPMSS does not want to have people look seriously for their deceased relatives and friends. They want to do with these thetans who dropped their bodies what they want. They don’t want thetans after death having any rights. And Germany wants to decorate itself with feathers that are not German while lying to them and others that they are German.

How do they do that? You know it, I know it, and some other bright people might figure it out too: They trap and steal the thetans (which they can see emerging in form of a spiritual orb from the dying body), embryo, fetus or the baby, whatever they can get their hands on without the parents noticing. In exchange, they are planting rotten thetans with  the typical German/Bavarian tonelevel and timetrack in the USA. Exactly, Germany is stealing able and charismatic thetans from the USA and other countries and they deport their own evil thetans to the USA and plant them in America!

I bet all my possessions that they (first) allowed Hitler to escape, and after he had a long life with another ID, they decided to kill him after all and planted him in the USA in a new baby body. And he isn’t the only rotten creature they planted here. I know the German medical mind. I know what they are capable of doing. Why are they doing it? Because they want the USA degraded and looking up to Germany and accept their German lead. They are complete zeros who can’t win in fair competition. Stealing, plotting, conspiring, murdering, that is what they are best in.

Somebody said to me recently that he admires Germany as it has so many scientists. Bull! History is completely re-written, and I bet that many of the “historical German people” never lived. They were made up. But what about the work or findings or writings of them?  Stolen from foreign and of course Jewish sources. The notorious German (particularly Bavarian) is an insane butcher and a barber who “elevated” himself to become a medical doctor and/or psychiatrist. If I would be told that I am a German, I would do exactly what I did: seeking my Jewish/American roots, find them, and behaving accordingly. If somebody calls me German, I feel insulted. And I wish, Marty, I could get rid of my accent. 

But as you see, Marty, I am sure not one of their success story. They never should have kidnapped me. It was a huge mistake to “take the Miss”. I studied their minds and behaviors during the time I was there. Whenever I ran into a less gruesome person in Germany,  I could indeed tell that I am dealing with a past life Jewish person, e.g. gassed by the Germans after the Bavarians helped the Nazis to power. I know that you understand what I mean, but it is really hard to explain to people who haven’t analyzed the typical Bavarian person as I did. 

I remember being a teenager sitting in a train travelling in Germany. There was a young Bavarian man and his friend who tried to get a reaction out of me. Instead approaching me and engaging me in a conversation like a normal young man would do, he lit a cigarette and discovered a beetle in train. He burned that beetle with the cigarette over a long time over and over to cause it pain. He didn’t kill it fast but as slowly as possible and as painfully as possible. I am not a friend of  bugs but that man was an animal himself. And his kind of tonelevel, I discovered OVER AND OVER in Germany, particularly Bavaria. The word Schadenfreude is also German. That is really their invention: enjoying it when others suffer and experiencing pain.  Germany is the country with the highest SP rate on the planet.

Instead of changing and bettering their disgusting low tonelevels, they kidnap good and able beings, steal their memories to their past lives and have them grow up in Germany and claim them as Germans. Ron was a person non grata in Germany just because he tried to get his own daughter (me) back. But I know that they kidnapped him to Germany in his new lifetime and that shows what disgusting hypocrites they are. And they did and do this also with other charismatic or able Americans or other nations.

This is some of what they plot when they are stealing thetans, fetuses, embryos, babies or children: 1) That person must be under our control and should grow up thinking it is German  2) If this person makes it again to fame against all odds, it will be fame for Germany not for the USA or other countries 3) However, we do not want the person to be recognized as the famous person he or she once was because that wasn’t a German; besides we can’t do what we want to do to that person or at least influence that person, if its  former nation, country and family is looking for it and wants this person back; That is one reason why we will continue to suppress the fact of past lives and radio our international agents thru their ear implants that there are no past and future lifetimes   4) We plant our rotten, brutal and unable typical German/Bavarian people as  babies into the USA and other countries and have these trashy people to bring these countries down. If they do what they did in their last lifetimes, the USA (and other countries) will be ashamed of “their” citizen. 5) …followed by insane medical/psych laughter…

As far as the able, charismatic, skilled, and positively famous persons (of any race) are concerned who have forgotten who they were in their former lifetimes and who live now in Germany: do they make it to big fame? I don’t think so because Germany feels paralyzing for thetans who has a  non-German timetrack. I know this of own experience,  and I bet that is the reason why Ron isn’t back either. Germany cuts your wings and works hard on degrading self-confidence if you are not a psychiatrist or medical doctor. However, besides the SEGNPMSS controls also the USA and  all other countries, I feel a lot more home here than in Germany where I asked myself a billion times: how did I ever land in this country being so non-German in each fiber of my being?

I want to let all able, skilled, charismatic and positively famous people to know one thing: You are on their kidnap list too. And then you are a kid in Germany, wondering what the hell you are doing there and you feel being paralyzed and won’t reach the heights that you did in your former lifetimes or higher.  If you stay a small unknown number under German suppression and don’t earn fame for Germany, SEGNPMSS still considers this at a win because at least the USA or other countries should not have you…  And they think by not appearing again, people do away with the “ridiculous” fact of having lived before that life. One major reason why Germany infiltrated Scientology on international level is to make it unbelievable and hated by the world as it contained so much truth, and the last the SEGNPMSS wants is people learning  the truth.

Nobody should get that the Germans are still thetan and baby snatchers who once spoke loud through Himmler:  From the speech of Reichsführer-SS Himmler, speaking to SS Major-Generals, Poznan, October 4, 1943 (Nazi Conspiracy and Aggression– Washington, U.S Govt. Print. Off., 1946, Vol. IV, p. 559):

 

One basic principal must be the absolute rule for the SS man: we must be honest, decent, loyal, and comradely to members of our own blood and to nobody else. What happens to a Russian, to a Czech, does not interest me in the slightest. What the nations can offer in good blood of our type, we will take, if necessary by kidnapping their children and raising them with us. Whether nations live in prosperity or starve to death interests me only in so far as we need them as slaves for our culture; otherwise, it is of no interest to me. Whether 10,000 Russian females fall down from exhaustion while digging an anti-tank ditch interest me only in so far as the anti-tank ditch for Germany is finished. We shall never be rough and heartless when it is not necessary, that is clear. We Germans, who are the only people in the world who have a decent attitude towards animals, will also assume a decent attitude towards these human animals. But it is a crime against our own blood to worry about them and give them ideals, thus causing our sons and grandsons to have a more difficult time with them. When someone comes to me and says, “I cannot dig the anti-tank ditch with women and children, it is inhuman, for it will kill them”, then I would have to say, “you are a murderer of your own blood because if the anti-tank ditch is not dug, German soldiers will die, and they are the sons of German mothers. They are our own blood”.

In short: where are America’s big beings (states men, philosophers, inventors, artists, scientists, etc.) after they died? They are in Germany feeling paralyzed and wondering how the hell they were “born” in this country. Where are Germany’s and other countries bad apples? They are planted in the USA to harm the USA and to make Germany world power no.1.

And I am saying: only over my dead body! I have no intentions to let them get away with it. 

I love you very much, Marty.  I know you made your own observations which are very much like mine.

Many kisses, my eternal rock star.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

  

Making love stay…

Happy Valentines day, Marty, my soul mate,

Growing up in Germany, I am not used to any Valentines day. It wasn’t celebrated there (not a big surprise) so for me, Valentines day is just a day. You and me finally together again… With a love that strong and eternal, any day will be Valentines day. There will be 365 days like Valentine Days for the both of us.
We are not tempted by other people, and by loving and treating each other honestly and with respect and by not doing what we don’t want to be done to ourselves (which is the typical fair attitude that we are having), we will keep this love and the passion alive for all times to come.
Amazing, isn’t it? All people want true and passionate love, the butterflies in the stomach, the elevated heartbeat, the excitement, the feeling of being in love but when you listen to them or read what they experienced, they are saying that the Honeymoon ended fast and what stays is some sort of (economic) partnership or a divorce. That is not what I want. I don’t want routine. And I know you don’t either. Our values are very much the same, Marty. I would never allow romance to leave our marriage. After being married, one has to keep on dating, but the person who one married.
Many people want their partner to be romantic and passionate and they themselves don’t do much to keep it up. That is not what I have planned for us, Marty. And you don’t have this planned for me. If there are not two determined romantics, the real romantic will burn out at a certain point. But this will be never a problem between us. We are two determined romantics. After being many years together and it doesn’t mind how old we are, even thousands of years and more together, I will be still excited just looking in your eyes, the eyes of a real OT. And I REFUSE to let this feeling go, because it feels so wonderful. It makes the entire 2nd dynamic not a duty but breathtakingly exciting. And I refuse to settle for anything less.

On the other side, Marty, I am not even high maintenance. I don’t want designer clothes, jewelry and a house in Beverly Hills. I also don’t expect you to dedicate all your attention to me. When we are back together, there will be also the other dynamics that will scream for our attention, particularly the 4th D, and I know how much needs to be handled for a truly better planet. But always to be honest with each other, never collecting withholds or overts, always communicating when there is a problem, never being rude, always treating the other one as one wants to be treated herself, will cause that our love will stay fresh and passionate and will stay the cherry on the cake of our lives.
In doubt as to what is the right thing to do, I apply the simple question: is that what I plan to do and how I want to be treated? If the answer is truly and completely yes, it is fine. If not, this thing will be not carried out.
There is also the way of communicating. Some people may are making an honest approach, but they are rude and that does kill love and affection too. If something is not said with empathy, it really can damage a 2D. The brief thought: how would I feel if someone said something to me that brutally… can make all the difference and love stays.
During the course of my life, I often heard that I am being loved. But what was missing in almost all cases was respect. And love without respect just hurts. This is when people are forcing (or are trying to force) their ways onto you without considering your feelings because “they mean well”, and they know everything better than you do without even hearing you out, or they throw things at you which they don’t want to be thrown at themselves. Then, I prefer not to be loved at all.

When we are back together, and when we continue our marriage, I don’t want to repair. I want to make it right from the start. (Somebody once gave me his OW write-up to read to get rid of his OWs. I actually was shocked that he did what he had written down there. Maybe he felt relieved but it didn’t make me love him.) So, what I am saying, I PREFER THE OWs THAT NEVER HAPPEN, and when I just take some time to think about my ACTIONS in ADVANCE, I can avoid them all. Or alternatively, I can talk about this and explain the situation before it turns into an OW against someone who needs to know with greatly considering his feelings. I am sure that you understand what I mean.
I remember a talk that I once had with a female staff in the Munich org about OWs. Her attitude was that they happen and one can simply run them out in auditing. But this is not how I want to live my life. I want to live my life in a way that I don’t need to write OW write ups because there is nothing to report. And if there is a situation that needs to be cleared, it should be said in the beginning stages so that it does not evolve into OWs. I find prevention so much better than repair.
Besides, I don’t believe that a simple OW write-up or running these things in auditing does cut it. In order to make an overt disappear, it needs amends and the absolution of the person who was harmed. And the 2nd D is not a good dynamic to place OWs on. If there is not two of the same kind of ethic levels, one is thinking: if you were capable of this, shouldn’t you rather be together with an ape instead of me? Lucky for us, Marty, WE both are of the same kind, and I know that you prefer ethical conduct before OWs.

However, I don’t expect perfection of you either, Marty. You should never think that you are not allowed to make any error and I don’t want you to live at my side without being relaxed. What really counts is your whole heart in it and seeing our 2D as a treasure, and I know WE BOTH HAVE THIS ATTITUDE. I know you think about how to make this incredible love that we feel for each other stay, and so do I. And I have a very good premonition that we both will make this happen again. It won’t fade away and it will be not replaced by routine.
We both did it right, Marty. This lifetime, and all the timetrack back, we were there for each other, we could count on each other, we were helping each other, we didn’t betray each other, we committed no OWs and considered our feelings, we loved each other with enormous respect, we were exuberantly happy if not one was killed or otherwise ripped apart by jealous folks who failed to build for themselves what we had created for us.
And we will do it right again because I get your thoughts and they equal mine in so many points because we are truly soul mates, thetans who are searching each other and are finding each other to be back together.
With all my heart, I love you.
Yours forever,
Sarah/Barbara

You will be at ease in my arms, Marty. It is a place that will never hurt you. 

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