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Lying, corrupt officials…

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Dearest Marty, my hero, how are you?

Former FBI agent Bob Fitzpatrick  was now charged with lying at the trial of  Whitey Bulger. I am not surprised to learn this of FBI agents.

Not related to the Bulger case, the FBI conducted inadequate FOIA/PA searches, covered up FOIA/PA records before me, provided very objectionable affidavit for the court, and I bet they did/do the same to you. So, I am not surprised when FBI officials are convicted of being organized crime figures.  But unlike others, I think they behave above the law because Germany (German secret services as the SEGNPMSS) controls their ear implants. How does Germany make sure not being busted? It attaches those people to their systems whose jobs it would be to bust such corrupt systems. So, if all are attached and are mind-controlled to cover for them, who will bust the SEGNPMSS? (Some call them Bavarian Illuminati. David Icke and some in his forum think they still exist.)  

The way the FBI acted in regards to the “death” of “Jack Vistaril” was so suspicious.  They KNEW that the man who died on January 24, 1986 with Vistaril in his body was not Ron, the founder of Scientology but secret service agent “Jack Vistaril”, the imposter who worked for Germany, a German-controlled CIA and likely for a German-controlled FBI. It was the impostor and agent who introduced secret service behavior and secrecy into Scientology. It was not part of original Scientology. He altered Scientology as ordered by German secret service psychiatrists, medical doctors, and neuro-“scientists” and US agencies are their secret servants by betraying  the USA. 

What made my jaw drop is that the FBI just called the coroner to “confirm that the fingerprints match”. Los Angeles FBI never sent any official to San Obispo to check out what was going on. The fact that the FBI just called, tells me that they knew that the dead man was not the founder. They thought it is safer for the FBI and the cover up not sending somebody to “investigate” the circumstances. Because the world should never know that good originals disappear and are replaced with corrupt doppelgangers, a very German secret service  strategy. Sometimes, omissions are very revealing.


The death of the impostor was on January 24. It was kept quiet for several days and announced on January 27. And in order to prevent reporters and anyone looking into the death of the suspicious person or preventing that papers having enough room for other stories, the SEGNPMSS blew up the Space Shuttle Challenger on January 28, 1986. What a disaster, what a busy news day! 


The world was just thinking and writing about this horrible space shuttle “accident” (one can bring down just about anything with lasers), and after many days of shock , “L. Ron Hubbard’s death” was “old news” and the media moved onto other things.


Amy Scoobee’s uncle, Francis R. Scobee was the commander of this shuttle. But I guess she never figured out what the real reason was for this explosion and that it wasn’t an accident.

The United States does not really have any defense, except us, Marty. Officials, representatives, senators, judges, law enforcement, university professors, and the American public allow Germany and its secret services to step all over the USA.  How does Germany do it? German secret service psychiatrists and neuro”scientists” control their minds and their thinking with loud and silent sounds. Germany and psychs are getting away with it because everyone is controlled to think that their secret case officer means well. It is a supercomputer who runs them and nobody wins with this system. Without it, all would be better off. Agents conspire also against agents. How can anyone not figure that?

Germany wants the entire universe, any living creature attached to their psychiatric supercomputer and controlled by them. The ultimate nightmare. A universe in the hands of monsters who show their true colors always again when they think they are getting away with it.

They can’t fool us, Marty, the question is only, how to prevent a German universe with just about anyone mind-controlled to allow and support it?  It is like mankind made the postulate to be enslaved for all eternity by closing their eyes and allowing Germany (still existing Nazis behind the present Germany and the rest of the world) to get away with everything.  

I love you, Marty. I choose you and never regretted it ever.

Yours always,




You are the Captain of my Heart, Marty… Thanks for being you! Thanks for being so unique, good, and strong!

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Marty, dearest and love of my life, how are you?

This is what love on the first sight is all about: soulmates recognizing each other from before and no impostor can fake soulmate love. A thetan high on the tonescale will not fall for a fake.

In all that mudslinging and oceans of lies, we continue to be those who we always were: proud Scientologists and soulmates.

You have my whole heart for all eternity because I know your character, the most important possession of a thetan. The world is full with dishonest people looking for advantages and material gains. But looking at you, I knew right away that you are different. You are a gem, Marty. Nothing is more attractive than a man who is truthful and being ethical, and fair means everything to you. You have a real conscience! How could I not lose my heart to you? Impossible! Besides you are also so bright and genius. 

The best parts of my love was meeting you. How horrible it would be if you and me would have not met in Scientology. I am aware that Scientology is infiltrated and altered, but I often think that a plaque should go up at the place of the old SU where we met again. This plaque should say: The greatest love story of all times re-awoke here.

Looking in your eyes was the start for my memories to come back. By stealing our memories, p$ychs thought they have successfully separated two people who love each other honestly and so deeply. But we OTs are still stronger. We are finding our ways back to each other, recognize each other and love each other again.

They don’t love the way we do, Marty. If they would, they would have known that they can’t steal or alter the feelings we have for each other. Psychiatry or neuro”science” really is a failure. They can’t figure us out. What they don’t get is that we made the postulate since the beginning of the time to be the best we can be, and that includes the way we love. They don’t understand that nothing is more important to us than treating good people well and being fair. They don’t understand that we don’t do rotten things because if we would, we would feel that we do it against ourselves. We don’t do to others what we don’t want to be done to us. They don’t understand that we don’t want to become like them. They don’t understand how utterly appalled we are of their tonelevels and how attractive it is to find someone on our own tonelevel.

All about you means happiness for me, Marty. You can change anything negative for me in a snap just by being you. I can’t image life with a soulmate. Must be a drag being with someone who isn’t the soulmate or settling for somebody who isn’t the soulmate. It is an overt beyond belief, separating us, Marty. But I don’t regret having waited for you. There is simply nobody who could replace you. You are irreplaceable. Because nobody is like you. Nobody but you can fill that space in my heart. You are one of a kind.

I don’t ask you to be perfect, Marty. Even if you would make a mistake, it would be a perfect mistake. Understand what I mean? You are completely good, you have no evil intentions, you are not having a degraded or suppressive character, and that is what counts for me.

Besides, you are a stable part of my timetrack. There was likely no lifetime of mine to which you did not belong. Based on this, we know each other better than anyone, Marty. No wonder that we trust each other. All timetrack back, we were helping each other. And this will never change.

Psychiatrists and their agents are really monsters by separating loving and peaceful people like us. And why did they do it? Because they are jealous. Instead of trying to destroy this wonderful love, they should better their characters and create a soulmate relationship of their own. Then they would have it to with somebody.  

I send you billions of kisses, my hero. You are so worth everything. We came out stronger than ever. Our love is so special that it can’t be destroyed by anyone. It is a passionate divine love that will survive in all eternity.

For better and for worse but never for granted…

Yours and yours alone,






Written by Barbara Schwarz

April 27, 2015 at 7:07 am

Nearly every examiner in an elite FBI forensic unit gave flawed testimony in almost all trials?

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful hero,

I worked all weekend, so here just a short posting:

This story is unbelievable. People were convicted but hairs presented at trial came from a dog?

I feel that Germany fabricated a case against you and that the USA covers for Germany. German-controlled ear implants make it possible.

Be kissed, my love. Will be back soon.
Yours always,

Without doubt, the Armenian Massacre was genocide, but Germany (particularly Bavaria) controlled the Young Turks through ear implants…

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Armenian woman… IMO, she could also pass for Jewish.  


Dearest Marty, my amazing Prince and soulmate,

I am thinking of you. Wish I could be with you. I also worry about your well-being with Nazis still having control over everything.

Turks don’t want to be compared to German-like brutality, and the massacre of 300,000 to 2 million Armenians between 1914 and 1923  has German brutality written all over it. Germany likes not being accused of being  the “inventors of  genocide”. They like the world to think that without the turks, Germany would be squeaky clean. Yeah right!

The people behind it who brought out the worst in the Young Turks should be investigated very carefully. Germany was more than just an ally of the Young Turks during this genocide. Germany “apologized” for being an ally in the annihilation of the Armenians. Gee, apology really just cut it if somebody steps accidental on someone’s foot but not for massmurder. BESIDES, GERMANY DIDN’T JUST PARTICIPATE IN THE ARMENIAN GENOCIDE. IT COOKED IT OUT AND HAD THE OTTOMAN TURKS EXECUTED IT.  

It took Germany hundred years to call it a genocide because they were the force behind it and they know it. 

Germany secretly run the turks, those who committed the genocide. Germany (particularly Bavarian psychiatrists and medical doctors) controlled the Young Turks into inhumanity with loud and silent sounds. I am not saying that the turks were innocent. But Germany was behind it. If I would be Turkish, I would not deny the genocide, but I would prove to the world that Germany (particularly Bavaria) used our country for their purposes so that it never will happen again in Turkey or anywhere else on this planet or universe.

I know the Germans, Marty, particularly the Bavarians. They had genocide of Jews and other nationals on their dirty minds long before they picked Hitler. The genocide in the Ottoman empire was a “German test” as to if  millions of people can be eradicated and the rest of the world forgetting it quickly. Hitler spoke it out loud:  “Who, after all, speaks today of the annihilation of the Armenians?” 

The world thinks that the Armenian genocide served Adolf Hitler and his Nazis as a blueprint for the Holocaust. The medical/psychiatric minds of Germany (particularly Bavarians) were  also the monster minds behind the Ottoman Empire. As they were behind slavery, and the KKK, and today’s terrorism, and so much more inhumanity.  They bring out the worst in any nation.   

BTW, I read that the Nazis under Hitler used some Armenians to eradicate Jews. The Nazi snake kills and then uses. There is compelling evidence that Hitler and many leading Nazis were homosexuals, yet they killed other homosexuals. He didn’t marry Eva Braun sooner so that he didn’t have to spend a wedding night with her. 

Many people think that Hitler and the Nazis were no homosexuals because homosexuals were murdered by the Nazis. But Nazis were insane and nothing much of what they did made sense. The Medical/psychiatric secret service minds of Germany (particularly Bavarians) are insane monsters and mainly interested in these things: controlling, infiltrating, ruling, torturing, and penalizing bodies, killing, causing incredible pain, tearing apart, keeping everyone down, trying to pervert but at the same time wanting to be adored and worshiped as most advanced people ever.


They are cowards. So, the Armenian “test genocide” worked in the minds of German (particularly Bavarian) SPs  because most people didn’t suspect Germany, and the ear-implanted world didn’t speak anymore of what happened to the poor Armenians. With a psych-case hired, Austrian (Hitler),  they figured they can do some more genocide in Germany and get away with it. It will be forgotten and if not, Germany will blame Austria or even the Jews or killing themselves. Considering that Germany is again on top of the EU if not the entire world, they did get way with it. Billions of high-crimes were conducted by Germany having the overall control of each ear-implant on the planet and the fact that one conspires against the other. And as people are having them, they are protecting this psychiatric system instead of busting it.  

Hitler said: “I consider only the moslims [sic] to be reliable…All others I deem unreliable.” But the world keeps their mouth shut on the ear implants that Germany’s psychiatrists and secret services as the SEGNPMSS controls. 

Easy to figure who runs in present time the terrorists who are in or come from Islamic States or claim to be Muslims: still existing German Nazis talk into their ear implants and are bringing out the worst in them.

The best that Turkey but also other Muslim states can do is: no longer being reliable for Nazis, not doing their dirty work any longer, not allowing Germany to bring out the worst in people but being peaceful, open, responsible, and fair. Instead of trying to deny the genocide, Turkey should say to Germany/Bavaria: How dare you having used our county for your test genocide!

Should Turkey or Islamic states retaliate with violence against Germany? Of course not, besides, those who hold the strings would get away as they always did. But Turkey or Islamic states could help to make the world alert to what the medical/psychiatric minds of Germany (particularly Bavarians) whisper in the ears and minds of other nationals and even their own so that it can’t happen again.

How is it that Germany can conduct the worst crimes in any country and gets away all the time or ends up on top of the world again? Ear implants. People don’t turn them in because they foolishly think they need those implants instead of building a good world in which all people have rights. 

The world is a German (particularly Bavarian) pig stable.

I love you, Marty. Wish we would be in another universe. A fair and decent one where good people have rights, away from the horrible Germany/Bavarian medical/psych stench of this universe. I find this so disgusting that I don’t plan another lifetime here once this body is worn out. But I sure want to be with you, my soulmate. 

Be kissed, my darling.

Yours forever,




Some thoughts about Loch Ness

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Dearest Marty, my one and only, 

No, I actually don’t believe that there is/was a monster down there. I came to the conclusion that the lake was made world-famous because of the name Loch Ness. Officially, Loch is Irish or Gaelic but it is also German and means a hole.

If you change just one letter in that name, you get “Loch nass”, which means “wet hole” in German. A “wet hole” in a lake will not make sense to most people, except, what when “wet” is a lie (typical SPs) and it is actually a dry hole?

What does a dry hole in a lake mean? What I am looking for: an elevator going down in an underwater (dry) village, the beautiful village that I remember from my childhood.

Likely, there is no underwater village in Loch Ness, but there is at least one in an US lake, and I still believe that it is in the GSL, Marty.

Allegedly, the Nessie rumor started in 565, but it looks like that particularly since 1871, medical doctors, the cousins of p$ychs are interested in that one should make the association of a wet hole and a monster rather than a dry hole and a beautiful and peaceful village when thinking of a lake. One doctor even forged a Nessie picture.

They are so stupid, Marty. They will never succeed running us. Just because they have simple minds who can’t look through things, they think we have them too.  If they would be in our situations, they would be LOST and easy manipulated. But we are not. They need high-tech devices and supercomputers to read all our thoughts, and they still don’t get us. We just look at their actions and have them completely figured out in a snap.               

I love you, my Prince, and I am proud of you. Just the thought of you makes me happy.

Yours forever.




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Dearest Marty, my noble Prince and wonderful husband,

How are you? My thoughts are with you.

Ron, the real founder (not the impostor) was very clear on abortions. He wrote that parents who abort are on 1.1 and thetans who are aborted are damaged by engrams. A person low on the tonescale might say that engrams can be run and handled, but real Scientologists don’t think that way. We want to prevent pain before it happens. We want a better world in which such acts don’t happen at all. Most thetans dive into a body ( incl. embryo/fetus state) early, so it is not just “tissue” that is aborted. Who doesn’t want babies should take precautions but not abort.   

Just like the “Disconnection Policy”, His Cobness David Miscavige didn’t think his “No kids in the Sea Org” through. Or he doesn’t care what the consequences are. After all, he isn’t a Scientologist.

However, ultimately, it is the parents’ responsibility not to abort. Sea Org members as Laura DeCrescenzo / Laura Dieckman and Claire Headley could have routed out of the Sea Org and worked in a Scientology Class IV Org. I remember the many babies in my Class IV Org and that I was approached by other female staffmembers to get pregnant too.           

“They made me do it” is the ultimate non-responsibility for their own OWs and actions.

SEGNPMSS doctors aborted our baby against our will, Marty, when I was UNCONSCIOUS. This is a situation where we could not stop it, but if some Sea Org infiltrator suggests it or even tries to convince someone, it is VERY EASY to say: “Abortion is off policy. I will keep this baby and find a replacement for my current job. I’ll work in a Class VI org instead.”  If the Sea Org infiltrator(s) continues to propose or suggest abortion, TR3: “Abortion is off policy. I will keep this baby and find a replacement for my current job. I’ll work in a Class VI org instead.”  

Period, case solved. If any person in Scientology would be a real Scientologist and apply Scientology, abortion wouldn’t be a problem and unheard of in Scientology. 

Laura and Claire were old enough to marry. They made TRs. They knew how to stand their grounds, like: “Abortion is off policy. I will keep this baby and find a replacement for my current job. I’ll work in a Class VI org instead.”  Besides, offering a replacement for the handles any personal problem in the Sea Org. For example, Laura and Claire could have switched posts with non-pregnant Sea Org members in a Class IV Org. I know many Class IV Org staffmembers wanted to join the Sea Org and were looking for a replacement. Problem solved, case closed.    

It is typical for unethical people to take no responsibilities for their acts. I am not impressed by women like Claire and Laura. They whitewash their own non-Scientology-activities and are blaming it on Scientology, which is anti-abortion. What they are doing is outrageous. Their abortions happened because they agreed. Nobody kidnapped them like the German secret service and anti-Scientologist RB kidnapped me and conducted a forceful abortion and even eradicated my memory, which came back because thanks to Scientology.

I love you, Marty. Many tender and passionate kisses. My life is incomplete without you. I am so glad that I found you again. Scientology is beaten up by former infiltrators, anti-Scientologists and reporters who can’t think, but Scientology is also the place of miracles, winning against all odds, and the greatest love story of all times: OURS!

Yours always and forever,




Getting a Pulitzer Price for infiltrating the Secret Service?

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Marty, my dear and amazing husband and Prince,

The Washington Post reported yesterday that their reporter Carol D. Leonnig infiltrated the Secret Service for months and exposed Secret Service lapses. She received a Pulitzer Price for it.  Half of those elite secret service agents were allegedly fired based on what she reported. She started “infiltrating” after she learned reporting on the aftermath of a scandal involving 12 Secret Service agents, e.g. hiring prostitutes. 

However, she didn’t reveal and report that not just the CIA but also the  Secret Service agents (those who are allegedly protecting US Presidents) have ear implants and that German secret service psychiatrists have the overall control over those ear implants and control all ear implant carriers with loud commands and silent sounds to make them do what Germany wants.


Any news reports, documentation or non-fiction book that ignores or protects this fact, is a waste of time as it will not make the world better. This secret allows Germany to continue to conspire and use the USA and other countries for their low purposes.

I know that you see it this way too, Marty. Like me, you have x-ray vision.

I miss you and think of you all the time.

Always yours and forever, my love.