Stalkers are not anonymous – their actions are giving them away – big time

Dearest Marty, my unforgettable Prince, husband, and soulmate,

How are your days and nights?

Today I dreamed of a newspaper article in the SLT of all papers, on the third page, saying that you are wrongfully incarcerated and your parole was denied again. I looked at the date, July 2023. But then, someone took the paper away without that I could read any details. I searched to find the paper again but did not. Then I woke up.

From all those who I met while in Scientology, you and Ron are the only individuals replaced by impostors. The others are either still in “Scientology” or they left by attacking it or leaving it behind. Using ringers is not a normal operation within “Scientology”. I write it in quotes because it is no longer original Scientology.  

Anti-Scientologists, the media, and the internet always brings up that Michelle Miscavige is missing. I don’t think she is. I rather think that Dave and Michelle are divorced and remarried other people. DM could tell Michelle to make a public appearance but imo, he is afraid that she tells people like Remini that he was a bad husband and then it would be all over the internet and in the news. If you ask me, he prefers that nobody asks Michelle about his infidelities as husband. In typical manner of a non-Scientologist, His Cobness gives a rat tail if Scientology’s reputation has to suffer. Covering up his misdeeds is more important to him.

Yet, DM has not replaced her with a ringer. He could make an appearance with a hired Michelle ringer to fool people. Pretty much all would fall for it. They did and do with Ron’s and your impostor. That would get “where is Michelle” out of the way, which really must bug him as it follows him around.

In other words, DM is not calling the highest shots in an infiltrated Scientology. He is just a person who can be run easily by Germany’s secret services, if he knows it or not. However, Germany and its psych-run secret services found it necessary to replace Ron and you with ringers. And His Cobness and other non-Scientologists are helping them by keeping this fact and other facts of infiltration and alteration of Scientology under wraps.

I read Scientology publications in the late 80s and started to wonder why so many people were awarded but you, Marty, so uptone, bright, and diligent, were not mentioned. I also wondered if you were wrongfully arrested in Spain. At the height of me wondering, suddenly, “Scientology” publications like mentioned “you” again. However, as more as I saw of your “doppelganger” as more I knew that Germany replaced you with him, just as they did with Ron. They replaced Ron with impostors to alter Scientology and turned it into a German cult. They replaced you to make me think that you are fine and that I should move on with my life.

German psychs think that they are sooo intelligent and get away with everything. They are not in the least. They think that they are total cause and their stalker victims are total effect. In their typical arrogance, they are forgetting that a person who is stalked can write a very big book about her stalkers. They are not anonymous to the alert person who makes conclusions as to why they are stalking and what their purpose is by interfering in her life. In a way, they are giving themselves up, only not in a way a decent person would do by simply coming forward. They are the most unimpressive creatures ever. And one day, rather sooner than later, they will step in one of their own many traps. Haha. Who says there is no justice?

I love you, Marty, be kissed. Stay alive.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

Unless there is a compelling reason to keep them classified…

Dearest Marty, my hero and wonderful husband and Prince,
How are you?

The US Senate has passed an amendment that would force government agencies to turn over all records on UFOs within 300 days and would mandate that these records be made available to the public unless there is a compelling reason to keep them classified.

Yeah right. As if the government wouldn’t find a way to come up with a “compelling reason” to keep them classified.

Behind much of the classification of any government records and any governmental secrecy is the protection of the SEGNPMSS. It wants Germany to taking over the world and the universe. Makes picking up a body ever again in this universe as unattractive to me as snake slime.

Top classified because nothing should get in this way of the top secret German psych program running the universe by installing all people ear-implants when they are unripe and clueless kids and making them into their submissive robots all through their lives.

And so typically for SEGNPMSS people, it will end bad for anyone, them included. They are just too dumb to get it.

I love and miss you.
Yours always,
Sarah/Barbara

https://www.newsnationnow.com/space/ufo/congress-plan-ufo-disclosure/

Anti-Defamation League published that the leader of a Russian anti-Putin group is a neo-Nazi

Dearest Marty, my hero and wonderful husband, I am thinking of you and how you might be.

The entire Russian/Ukraine war is SEGNPMSS-organized. Russia under Putin acts like a Nazi country going after Ukraine, currently led by someone Jewish and using neo-Nazis as justification for the war, and neo-Nazis against Putin and supposedly pro Ukraine pouring oil on Putin’s and his secret case officers’ campaign that their invasion of Ukraine is justified because of Nazis in Ukraine.

It all boils down to why the SEGNPMSS wants this war.

1. SEGNPMSS wants Germany to get Russia’s natural riches and annex it to its 4th Reich, the EU, this time in form of contracts and women as leaders to dupe fools until they are replaced by male brutals again
2. SEGNPMSS hates that Russia and Ukraine still celebrate Victory Day against the Nazis, so they decided to turn them into Nazis by using ear implants and mind control to make them act like Nazis (invading, on the wrong side of history, brutal, Nazis, incompetent, etc).
3. SEGNPMSS hates that Ukraine has a Jewish president
4. and more German jealousy and hatred

SEGNPMSS is pretty sure that it and Germany will not be found as the instigators. They don’t even hide much in this war. Putin was/is a card-carrying German secret service agent. The Wagner group is named after a German Nazi musician, on which Germany and SEGNPMSS are proud.

Apparently, only the few of us, who did not let our guard down against the SEGNPMSS and Germany, this Russian/Ukrainian war (and also other wars and so much else that is wrong on this lunatic planet) can see the Nazi doctors and psychs behind it all. It is so obvious that it can no longer be called a theory anymore. But as the SEGNPMSS runs the entire planet through ear-implants, they feel safe.

Well, they shouldn’t forget God. They think he doesn’t exist but they are wrong as always. He is going to punish them and despite his handling will be non-violent, these Nazi doctors and their supporters are going to hate it. As far as the eternity is concerned, Marty, I would not want to be in any Nazi doctor’s shoes. No game, no interactions, no activities, just darkness, nothing to look at or watch or read, no music, no approach by anyone, just lonliness, mononony, hopeless, fear, and their own depressed personalities for all eternity to come.

Yes, there are so many of them, but because they are so non-spiritual, they won’t be able to feel each other or be able to communicate with each other. When they run into each other, they won’t recognize that this is one like them. Subconsciously, maybe, but since they are such a downtone bunch, they will just feel more depression from fellow SPs and feel even more depressed. And as far as I am concerned, I wish them all this for all eternity. For all they have done and did to us and others, I will not feel sorry for them. They are asking for it. When I meet God and he asks me what I want for the future of SPs, I’ll tell him this is it.

In short: If they don’t get any bodies anymore, they can’t do no longer harm. Who can’t behave like a human, shouldn’t have a human body and shouldn’t be around humans.

I once read a comment by someone that he felt sorry about the Voyagers flying through space so lonely. This is how SPs will feel at the end. So alone and so deserted and so hopeless for all eternity to come. As I said, I do not want to be in their shoes. They think being SPs pays as they are on top of the world, controlling anyone and causing people greatest pains and physical death whenever they want. But this is not sustainable. They will fall. They will fall deep and eternally. A huge price to pay for not correcting oneself by developing in a decent human being. It is so easy not to do to others what one does not want to be done to oneself. SOOOOOOOOOO EASY!

I love you, Marty, keep on surviving. I still hope to see you again. Be kissed.

Yours in all eternity,

Sarah/Barbara  

SEGNPMSS wants Russian and Ukraine Victory Day on May 9 each year replaced with EU Day on same day

Dearest Marty, my wonderful husband and soulmate,

How are you? My thoughts are with you as always.

German Nazis suffer under their well-deserved bad reputation but don’t change to become better. They are still the same brutal retarded and perverted bastards as they always were.  
Russia’s invasion of Ukraine can’t be justified and it is German. Putin is a card-carrying German secret service agent and he isn’t alone in this. I bet the farm that he has German case officers who run him and his supporting circle. It is also possible that Putin and some in his inner circle were psychiatric-conditioned to act the way they do, which is a typical German tool to turn people into robots. Doesn’t mean that these robots are innocent, it just means that it is easier for the SEGNPMSS to run them.  

As I wrote before, the main reason for the SEGNPMSS-ordered invasion of Ukraine is that Germany want to:
1) Get rid of Germany’s reputation of being Nazis by making other nationals to be the Nazis, in this case the Russians. But they also do this to other countries, incl. the USA
2) Getting rid of Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelenskyy because he is Jewish
3) Germany/EU (basically the same) taking over Russia and its riches
4) Germany/EU taking over Ukraine, after they got rid of President Volodymyr Zelenskyy (and after the USA paid for its reconstruction)
5) Getting rid of Russia’s pride of having defeated the Nazis. They want Russians and Ukraine to rather celebrate EU day, which SEGNPMSS ordered to be celebrated on the same day as Russian victory day, on May 9, 2023. Hey, what a “surprise”, right? Those who celebrate victory over the Nazis simply should drop it and celebrate Germany’s 4th Reich, EU, instead. (And once there is nobody anymore left to stand up to them, Germany will show its true ugly face again. They just say that they are better but are not better. Look at what they did and do to us, long after the Nazis were officially defeated and how they infect other countries incl. the USA with those outrageous violations of human rights.)
6) The corruption and other reasons, which allegedly qualified Russia or Ukraine to join NATO or the EU is of course also SEGNPMSS-ordered as they want these countries defeated so that Germany and EU (which is basically Germany) can inhale these countries after the USA builds these countries up again. All countries incl. the USA falls for it, instead seeing Germany and the SEGNPMSS for what it is. The USA does not need an “ally” from hell. It would win the respect of the entire world if it would stand up to the SEGNPMSS and document its crimes and free the entire world from its secret but very real grip.

 
These are some of the SEGNPMSS reasons for this war. They are playing on both sides. They order and allow corruption in both countries so that NATO and EU can say: You can’t be a member now. Nazis on all sides (SEGNPMSS hiding behind Russian, Ukraine and other nationalities who behave like Nazis and other criminals), provoking those who don’t want them to justify the invasion and war.

Still existing Nazis, the SEGNPMSS, hates that Russia still celebrates Victory Day over the Nazis once a year. (SEGNPMSS made sure that the USA doesn’t celebrate this day every year.)  By having Russians behave like Nazis in this war against Ukraine, the SEGNPMSS take Russian’s pride to celebrate this day and Ukraine’s declination to celebrate their Victory Day.  

Prigozhin, the leader of Wagner group is named after German Nazi Wagner. The German Nazi connection and Wagner is evident by just looking at the name the enterprise has. This guy pretends to be a decent human by yelling that his heart breaks seeing dead soldiers, yet, he runs a company that makes money with killing people.

This mindset is typical SEGNPMSS. Wanting the world believe that they are decent and intelligent but in reality, they are retarded monsters.

I heard an interview in which an ex-Russian official said that he has credible info that the two resent drone attacks against the Kremlin were fired from the “Russian resistance”. First, they planned to fire them on Victory Day but then they decided to fired them before. Typical SEGNPMSS in their ears who hate this celebration. Some “resistance”. They make things worse, e.g. playing in Putin’s hands. He now has a justification to go after the Ukrainian president. Also Putin and his people blaming the USA on it. Such activities by the “resistance” could even result in a world war or nuclear attack. And all of that because SEGNPMSS doesn’t like victory day against the Nazis. The “resistance” should make peace not more war.
 
SEGNPMSS runs the entire planet and beyond with ear-implants and its people do not become better. The opposite. They want to be adored as thinkers, philosophers, scientists, artists but are just idiotic and brutal garbage. The world largely falls for their tricks and mind control. They want to be adored and worshipped for what they are not: Great and advanced. The reality is that they are primitive and retarded.

You and I, we know our stalkers and abusers, Marty.  I am 100%, no, not just a 100%, I am a googol % decided never to pick up a body in this universe, because of them. I cannot and will not live in a SEGNPMSS-ruled universe. After they killed this body of mine, medically or otherwise, I slam the door on them forever. I despise from the bottom of my heart and with each fiber of my being. I am sure that you know that they are not just behind the evilness and pains on this planet but it reaches far beyond. This means, another planet is also out of the question for me. I am eternally sick and tired of them.    

But I eternally love you, Marty. I still hope to see you again, even if nothing, and repeat, nothing at all, points in the direction that it ever will happen.

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

SEGNPMSS plans to win either way the wars go – but there is an Achilles’ heel

If my memory is correct (despite the memories stolen from me by German psychs), you have your birthday around these days, probably around May 8th or so. I wish you all the best and that you finally get the life you deserve. You are amazing. Never forget that.

The world news is like fingernails on a chalkboard.

The plan of the SEGNPMSS is to win either way the wars (which they have secretly organized) – but there is an Achilles heel. Besides the terrible crimes against all kinds of human rights of all human races, their hatred and jealousy of Jews makes them even more vulnerable. They are working to secure the 4th German Reich by being the same anti-Semitic maniacs they have always been. Even if they are currently hiding their anti-Semitic activities behind other countries like Russia.

The “drone attacks” over the Kremlin and the alleged assassination attempt on Putin in the Kremlin are a SEGNPMSS set-up. They want Russia to assassinate Ukraine’s Jewish President Zelenskyy in retaliation. They want Russia to do it for them and claim that Zelenskyy tried to assassinate Putin first. Or they should claim that Russia had to assassinate Zelenskyy because he tried to assassinate Putin and will do it again, even if it is all made up. Since nobody is onto the SEGNPMSS, it is a piece of cake to use other nationals like the Russians to do the dirty work for the SEGNPMSS.

If the US or Ukraine wanted to assassinate Putin or destroy the Kremlin, they would have used missiles. These drones were more like fireworks that did not do much damage. Besides, Putin wasn’t even in the building and doesn’t have his living quarters right under the dome.
SEGNPMSS brought the world to the brink of WWIII. It turned Russia into a German Nazi clone that invaded Ukraine and started that war. Russia is celebrating the defeat of the Nazis. The still existing Nazis, the SEGNPMSS, hate this. They are using mind control, ear implants in people to make the Russians behave like the Nazis did: invading other countries and being irrational, brutal and cruel.

As you know, communism isn’t really Russian, nor is it Chinese. Communism is German. It is a German system of controlling and oppressing people and their freedoms.

There are so many wars, violent uprisings and terror in the world. I don’t see that the Munich Security Conference has ever handled anything. It only serves to deceive people into believing that Germany is for security and peace. SEGNPMSS runs just about all the people with ear implants since way back in history and it’s them who can’t keep peace and murder people as if they were flies.

Here is what I see, Marty: Germany wins one way or another because they run the entire planet by invading people’s minds before they can think for themselves. Nobody suspects the SEGNPMSS because the SEGNPMSS controls people’s minds.

1) If Ukraine wins, the EU, which is firmly in Germany’s hand, will grow larger by adding Ukraine and more countries to the EU, which will be nothing but Germany in the future, with other nations completely destroyed or suppressed. As for the reconstruction of Ukraine (and maybe later a destroyed Russia), US taxpayers will pay most of it, as usual. But Germany will get richer, not the USA.

2) Typical for the SEGNPMSS, they want the Ukrainian president gone because he is Jewish. This may be why they used Putin and his people to invade Ukraine in the first place. Putin or his people may or may not know this.

4) This war is not about a proud Russia winning against Nazis. It is about turning Russia into Nazi Germany. SEGNPMSS wants Russia to shut up and celebrate victory over the Nazis by acting like Nazi Germany.

These are just a few of the ways I see SEGNPMSS thinking their beloved Germany will win. Along the way, they are trying to get some alibis, like blowing up part of the Nord Stream pipeline, so they can say that Germany would never do that, because this gas is meant for Germany. Right now they can’t get the gas from Russia without losing their cover and face, but the pipeline can be repaired quickly and another country will pay for it.

Whatever happens, Germany plans to win and all other countries should lose.

The world has let its guard down as far as Germany and the SEGNPMSS are concerned. Heil German Nazi ear implants and psychiatric mind control. But there is the Achilles heel. They are so crazy that they never know when too much is too much. Three German Reichs already lost.

I love you. Be kissed, Marty. Keep on surviving. You are the love of my life and the life in my love.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

“No clear pattern of adversary’s actions?” – German-controlled ear-implants make such idiotic finding possible

Dearest Marty, my one and only,

How are you?

Did you read or hear about that five of the seven U.S. intelligence agencies came to the conclusion that it is “very unlikely” that a “foreign power was responsible” for the “anomalous health incidents” that afflicted some American diplomats or officials and their families in foreign countries?

When just regular Americans complain, their complaints are getting completely ignored. Or they are told to see a psychiatrist.

They haven’t even figured out what the UFOs or UAPs are that pilots report since a decade flying over the USA. And they are no Chinese balloons or US commercial blimps.

Of course these agencies won’t publish how the SEGNPMSS tortures and kills people. German-controlled ear-implants make this blindness of US intelligence officials/agents possible and their blind trust in their case officers.

The “foreign power”, the “adversary” is not just torturing Americans in Cuba or other countries. The “foreign power and adversary” is right here in the USA torturing us and others towards death or suicide. Yes, these medical doctors and psychiatrists, in other words, monsters, operate energy devices and can beam through walls into the body, causing heart problems/death and are activating viruses and germs, cause cancer, and just about any other torture and disease. It happens to us. We could write a big book about it. They have no conscience. They are still existing Nazi doctors and their agents. Disgusting and a disgrace for the US intelligence that these medical tettorists are not busted and arrested and put on trial.  

The “foreign power or adversary” is the SEGNPMSS, yes, German. Germany, the alleged US ally. The USA is at its best when it has its radar up against Germany and completely gullible when it lets it’s guard down against Germany.

That no “credible evidence” was found that Americans are tortured and killed is because US intelligence officials have freaking German-controlled ear-implants. Although Cuba, Russia or communism (which is also German) and not Germany was susprected, which plays the role of a reformed and international law-abiding advanced country in the current soooooo blind world, these torture and kill devices, together with ear-implants are the holy cows of the SEGNPMSS. They want to protect these devices and methods by all means. That is why US intelligence didn’t find anything. Very active ear-implants not to find anything that could lead to making the world aware of such inhumane inventions and applications. Because the SEGNPMSS never wants to surrender them. They always want to use them, including, at the end, against their own agents.

Americans and other nationals who work for them might think that the SEGNPMSS will protect them if they keep quiet and do what it asks from them. Idiots dream on. Top-SEGNPMSS people are also killing themselves. What goes around comes around. One thing that I notice day by day is that they are unable to learn and evolve and that they are too cowardly to better themselves. Well, by keeping their system under wraps and hiding what devices and methods they have and use to torture and kill, they will become victims of another person with a horrible character like they have. And Marty, I do not feel sorry for them, not for one of them. Who does to others what he/she does not want to be done to him or her, most certainly does not deserve our human compassion as they themselves lack human compassion entirely.

And they made sure that this matter is put to rest: 5 of 7 agencies, how can it be wrong if the majority came to the conclusion? This is typical SEGNPMSS controlled behavior. The mass of ear-implant-controlled people in US intelligence confirms that there is no adversary and nobody works with these methods. The USA is in such bad hands! If it doesn’t get its act together very soon, Germany under the cover of whatever will take all its official power in the near future. There are lots of SEGNPMSS plans for this.

The intelligence community allegedly examed 1,500 cases and found “no clear pattern” of conditions among patients that could tie the symptoms to an adversary’s actions. As I said, Germany is the master of ear-implants in doctors, psychs, and officials. Whatever the SEGNPMSS decides, they carry out. And what does “no clear pattern” means anyway? That there is an “unclear pattern”?

Most fell for the report, but some are not convinced:

https://www.politico.com/newsletters/politico-nightly/2023/03/01/the-havana-syndrome-report-hasnt-convinced-everyone-00085112

Officials and anyone else who is run through ear-implants and trusts his/her case officers make huge mistakes covering them up. At the end, they will become victims of their own system. They became victims in earlier lifetimes and they will become victims in this lifetime again. They will pay a very high price for supporting the SEGNPMSS, it doesn’t matter what name they call their godless psychiatric ear-implant cult.  

You are forever in my heart, Marty.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

A German Nazi strategy: Getting rid of the German Nazi reputation by turning those who defeated the Nazis into Nazis. Secret psychiatric methods and German-oriented ear-implants make it possible

Dearest Marty, my incredible soulmate and hero, how are you?

The costs of repairing the harm that hurricanes and other “natural” disasters are causing are enormous. Lives are lost. Yet, people continue building on the unprotected surface of the world. This is so unwise.

On another topic, I learned that Germany took 2.2 millions of Ukrainians as slave workers during WWII. It is so typically for Germany and the German Nazi mindset is still very much alive. On the surface, it does not look like German Nazis are behind the Russian/Ukraine war but they are, even if Putin and his supporter claim that the war is directed against Nazis. Germany hates that people still bring Nazis up when talking about Germany. So, they hand the German Nazi playbook to other nations, particularly those who are proud having defeated the Nazis, like the USA and Russia. Still existing Nazis in Germany and the SEGNPMSS wants get rid of the Nazi stain and dirty other countries with it by using psychiatric-conditioned people of these countries.

Finland’s president, who met Putin many times, says that he changed that something in Putin had changed since the last time he met him before the invasion of Ukraine. At 1:00

Again, I wonder if he was psychiatric-conditioned to invade Ukraine and threaten with nuclear weapons. Same goes for Russians that commit atrocities against those that they take captive. SEGNPMSS sure brings out the worst in other nationals, not just Germans.

There was still no message for me or anything from you or on behalf of you, Marty.  But I think you know this anyway. Nothing is ever forwarded to me on any way or channel. German-controlled ear-implants rule. Only a kid comes by that wants my attention as usual and a woman who comes by, always uninvited, simply presses her cell phone in my hand and wants me to talk to her German friend, despite that she knows that I am not interested.

Sometimes, I wonder if you or someone on your behalf asked Trump while he was president to declassify records and his answer was that he can’t as they are classified. Yet, he told the press that he can declassify any records easily, even just by thinking of it. Maybe someone planted records against you, Marty. Maybe you claimed that the DOJ and the FBI plays foul. And Trump dismissed all of it. But now, in his own case, Trump claims that records were planted and that the DOJ and the FBI plays foul. Would be the ultimate hypocrisy, wouldn’t it? But again, I have no knowledge of anything, just intuition. It is my only guide. I am still here, still hoping to find you.

I love you.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

All The Things You Are

Time and again I long for adventure

Something to make my heart beat the faster

What did I long for I never really knew

Finding your love I found my adventure

Touching your hand my heart beats the faster

All that I want in all of this world is…

You are the promised kiss of springtime

That makes the lonely winter seem long

You are the breathless hush of evening

That trembles on the brink

Of a lovely song

You are the angel glow that lights a star

The dearest things I’ve known are what you are

Someday my happy arms will hold you

And someday I’ll know that moment divine

When all the things you are, are mine…    

Where are the thinkers?

Dearest Marty, my wonderful husband and soulmate,

How is your life? You are always on my mind.

When the bombing of the Federal Building in Oklahoma City, I thought that people in the USA would finally figure out that psychiatrists’ condition people into becoming/terrorists. Didn’t happen.

When the Columbine shooting happened, I thought that people in the USA would finally figure out that psychiatrists’ are conditioning people into becoming shooters/terrorists. Didn’t happen.

When 7/11 happened, I thought that people in the USA would finally figure out that Germany is behind psychiatrists’ conditioning people into becoming terrorists. Didn’t happen.

With each of the mass shootings in schools, churches, malls, supermarkets, or other places (over 300 already this year), I thought that people in the USA would finally figure out that Germany is behind psychiatrists’ conditioning people into becoming terrorists. Didn’t happen.

(The police response in Uvalde tells particularly the story of what happens when so-called rescuers are controlled via ear-implants.)

And with all those cases, psychiatrists are getting more money from the feds, because people think that they heal shooters and terrorists before they become such and not that they are turning them into killers.

What strikes me most, Marty, is that law enforcement always says: “He acted alone”. People are having ear-implants and case officers. Nobody of these shooters/terrorists acted alone because the case officers knew in advance and supervised the horror. And what is with the psychiatrists who conditioned them secretly into becoming shooters/terrorists? These horrible events do not end because law enforcement does analyses and does not pull strings.

   
The Highland Park shooter targeted Jews. As law enforcement does not go after the SEGNPMSS, the secret movement behind the shooter, the SEGNPMSS feels safe to arrange a new conditioning and setting up a new shooter/terrorists to kill.

 
When the Surfside condominium collapsed, I thought that people in the USA would finally suspect that Germany’s still existing Nazis might have used lasers beams on structural damages to bury Jews. Didn’t happen.

And the list goes on and on. Particularly analysts in the intelligence community should be able to figure out how terrorists and shooters are made and who conditions and runs them. There are just two ways why they don’t. Either they are too dumb for it and never should hold the position as analysts or they have no backbone to report it. Either way, it is a shame beyond words.

The media reported that these shootings are “uniquely American”. The SEGNPMSS targets the United States since its birth. It doesn’t want it to prosper and be safe. These terror acts are really bad for United States tourism and only good for psychiatrists as they get more money from the feds.

Very reavealing: I rarely read that anyone says that psychology, psychiatry or neuroscience failed because the individual case officers of the writers apparently does not allow it. It is true that having guns around are tradegies waiting to happen, particularly when an USA-hating secret service uses them as instruments in the hands of conditioned people. Yes, the gun lobby, state and federal government, local government, parents, police, and courts, they all failed in these cases but nobody speaks about the elephant in the room: psychiatry and hypnotizing and conditioning people into sleepers, which start shooting when activated via their ear-implants.

   
Although such terror happens also sometimes in other countries but not as often. Germany even might plan and execute one against their own people to distract dummies from that they are behind the making of the terrorists/shooters.

And more about the SEGNPMSS:
I can see it clearly behind the war of Russia against the Ukraine. The SEGNPMSS has changed its playbook since the people of the Ukraine decided to vote for a Jewish president, and that is what these old German Nazis can’t stand. They want him to die, or at least to lose, and in any case, go into history as a loser who might have to agree to split the country or give away his country. And why? Because he is Jewish and he is liked.  

In 2014, SEGNPMSS pushed numerous people in the Ukraine to promote their antisemitic hatred, which I found quite concerning. Merkel was there and Ukrainians wanted to be joined at the hip with Germany. Creepy.

When Russia annexed Crimea in 2014, it seemed that the majority people in Crimea appreciated it and objected to the antisemitism in the Ukraine. Back then, it appeared as if Russia did the right thing. It came to help those who wanted its help.

But the situation in 2022 is of course completely different. After Ukraine turned over a new leaf and most Ukrainians wanted a Jewish president, Russia invaded Ukraine, saying that they are Nazis. And why: Because the SEGNPMSS ordered it.

It also always hated that Victory Day, the Russian holiday that commemorates the victory over Nazi Germany in 1945, is such a huge event in Russia. I know the SEGNPMSS mindset. Not just Ukraine should be beaten up because of its Jewish president. Russia too, after all, it is proud of having defeated the Nazis in 1945. Russia having started this war and Russian soldiers behaving badly helps the SEGNPMSS greatly to turn Russia into a less proud and believable nation. The Russians should now look like the Nazis. Russia did not think this war through, even if they should be able to occupy the Ukraine.

Even without talking to you, Marty, I am absolutely sure that you have similar thoughts. Too bad that most other people, particularly those in high places, don’t have them.

I miss you and kiss you.

Yours forever,
Sarah/Barbara    

I still hope I come to your world on time and your to mine on time, Marty:

Oh my soul, it sings its own desires
It stands before the crowd that you lead
So lead me through these waters full of life
Until the other side, until we are a team

Oh baby, come to your world on time
Get there just in time to light a fire
Oh baby, I got what you want all right
‘Cause you came to my world on time

Oh to wander lost is to not be free
Oh my destination is you with me
Oh to wander lost is to not be free
Oh my destination is you

Bipartisan Safer Communities Act

Dearest Marty, incredible hero and my husband,

How is your life? I am thinking of you, even if I am not every day on my blog.  

President Biden signed the Bipartisan Safer Communities Act into law. If you ask me, it is a drop on a hot stone. The ear-implant masters always will find a way to get a deadly weapon in the hands of a sleeper, a person that they conditioned to kill others and most of the time, himself, after “the job is done”.

As not otherwise expected, psychiatrists are the big winners of this bill. After Uvalde, they are getting a multi-millions of Dollars from the feds for “mental health services”. It is so easy for psychiatrists and neuro”scientists” to increase the paycheck. Condition and hypnotize a person, turn him into a terrorist/shooter, scare Americans and have them beg for more psychiatric help. All lawmakers fail to do something against psychiatric organized crimes.

The only safe community would be one of our villages, with a roof and guarded entrance and exit, which does not allow guns inside and knows its residents. If a resident exhibits a change in personality, the residents would check if this person was psychiatric altered/hypnotized/conditioned.

Our villages are the best places for people to get away from the many ails of this world, and they would be able to regulate their own lives instead that it is regulated by puppet politicians.

We are stopped constantly by trying to make the world better, Marty, and I ask myself more and more if the world has an eternal death wish by doing so. We really could change the world to a much better place for everyone. But they chained our hands, didn’t they?

I love you, even if there is never any message by you for me. People have ear-implants and do whatever their psychiatric German-oriented case officer orders them, and this is not forwarding any message by you or on behalf of you to me. They don’t want us to see each other again, because they don’t want us to better the world together. They rather want to stay slaves to the voices that they hear through their freaking ear-implant.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara  

A very interesting but mysterious time period: January 01, 1975 – September 30, 1975

Dearest Marty, my one and only,

How are you?

First of all, you should know that I don’t blame you on anything. If you are wrongfully incarcerated due to anything Germany/RB did, you are interested in getting hold of me as fast as possible. I blame those whose job it is to protect our rights and those who probably take money for services from you or otherwise and don’t do what they are supposed to and don’t deliver. I wish them straight to hell.

I am not looking forward to returning to Europe to get valid papers issued, particularly not returning to Germany. But I want to see my family more than just all few years or once a decade and COVID made it even worse to see another. It is the only country where I can get papers. Actually, it gives me the creeps just thinking about returning. I ask God every night to help me avoiding this step by finding you so that I don’t have to return at all.

Stateless people in the USA have a lobby, and they might get help in congress, which is good. Everyone should have a state that has his or her interests at heart. It is a nightmare having to live without valid governmental papers as they are constantly and increasingly demanded anywhere. It feels degrading not having them and one can’t do what one would like to without papers. One has to fly under the radar all the time. Despite I feel stateless, I would fall here also between the cracks, because officials would argue that I am not stateless because officially a German citizen. Except that the reality looks very different as Germany does not treat me equally with others. However, also the USA does not and of course no other country in the world will either. Big “surprise” that I never want to pick up a new body in this universe, right?

In the USA, I feel at home but don’t have the papers that I need. In Germany, I can get papers but feel not at home. Actually, alone the idea of living quietly in my sister’s home and house and making as little waves as possible to keep the German government away, has for me a strong touch of Anne Frank’s attic life. Not looking to that at all. Not at all. And as I have no sign of life by you for almost 3.5 decades, we might never come back together in this lifetime or this universe. If I would know that you indeed are still alive and need me, of course I would stay.

To my header: My sister registered me as a resident in her flat near Dachau decades ago. Dated March 11, 2022, I received a letter, addressed to me at her address, from the Deutsche Rentenversicherung (German Social Security Administration) Bund, Hauptverwaltung (main administration), Ruhrstr. 2, 10709 Berlin, re: Versicherungsnummer (insurance number) 55 (my DOB) B 504 (000-00), saying that they are sending me the social security history of my insurance account that they have in their records.

This history says that I started working on September 01, 1970 (of course not stated in the letter that it was actually child labor) and it ended in October 1989, when I left for the USA. It has two entries, which makes no sense to me:

January 01, 1975 – September 30, 1975 – unemployment

October 02, 1975 – November 30, 1975 – unemployment

Here is the thing, Marty: I have no recollection of being unemployed in this time period. I know I was not laid off. I was not lazy, there were jobs in town and RB would have never agreed for me to be out of work for so many months. She was a woman who could not stand me not working. When she saw me relaxing, she often barked at me: “Are you feeling too well, or what?” (Some “mother”, I know.)

I asked my sister on Skype today. She could not make sense of my or her “unemployment” either. Her social security record shows a shorter “unemployment time”, one for approx. 2 months but a similar “unemployment time” in the second line, October 01, 1975 – November 30, 1975. She said the first unemployment must have happened in Deggendorf, the 2^nd one in Munich. Back then, my sister’s boss was a personal friend of RB’s. She could have talked him into paying her social security benefits even if she wasn’t working or present.

As far as I am concerned, I am 100% sure that I was not in Germany, particularly not during January 01, 1975 – September 30, 1975. I am sure that I was with you, Marty, your family and Ron, and that we married during that time.

I have a memory of you from before January 1, 1975, you standing in Bergerstr. in front of my old school, Sankt Martin, next to a white VW beetle, holding a guitar in one hand, and you approached me. And I found you breathtaking interesting and handsome. That was the start of our love story. (I think that we knew each other already as small children in the USA before I was kidnapped to Germany). Anyway, from what you and I wore, it was summer. So, that means that you must have arrived numerous months before January 01, 1975 and stayed in Deggendorf and we were dating (secretly of course, because RB was hypocritical jealous SP who didn’t allow me to be happy).

This is the catholic church right next to the Sankt Martin school.

I know, it is hard to remember. Germany’s psychiatrists removed our memories. They all have my blessings to go straight to hell. I will never forget it and forgive anyone involved with it. My memories are not in high definition either but convincing enough for myself.

Do you remember anything of the Bavarian town and its historic anti-Semitism, a town that murdered Jews already in 1336 for economic reasons and then covered it up? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deggendorf

I love you, Marty. Be kissed. If you can, please prevent that I have to return to Germany.

I still hope that we see each other.

Yours for all eternity,

Sarah/Barbara