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FRBs (Fast Radio Bursts) according to Harvard are the most mysterious phenomena from space

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Dearest Marty, most fascinating person in the universe, how are you? 

Fast radio bursts were recorded again. They last only a few milliseconds but there are out there. Allegedly, the first was noticed in 2007, but I believe many  were witnessed before but covered up and never publicized. Ear-implants rule. What changed since 2007? Could be a number of reasons.

Astronomers say that they have no clue what the FRBs are, except that they really come from space, not some bursts from Earth or even our galaxy. Those bursts are coming from another galaxy.

There are some theories out there that these FRB come from black holes and stars crashing into each other. Can’t be because deep space as we see it from Earth is a SEGNPMSS projection and not real. I think the FRBs must come from what is behind that screen. 

The Harvard-Smithsonian Center for Astrophysics (CfA) confirms the mystery of the Fast Radio Bursts (FRBs): An emerging class of astrophysical transients whose physical origin is still a mystery. 

http://iopscience.iop.org/article/10.3847/1538-4357/833/2/177/meta

Marty, I don’t waste my time and read all their numbers in details. It is deep space is a projection and only what’s behind it interesting, not what is protected on it. I try to concentrate on the essence.

Some folks of the Harvard-Smithsonian Center for Astrophysics (CfA) think that the bursts are coming from aliens, e.g. their spaceships. “An artificial origin is worth contemplating and checking.”

https://www.cfa.harvard.edu/news/2017-09

Germany, particularly Bavaria, their psychs, MUST control everyone and everything. Courageous that they ventured out in space and put that screen up? No. They implant, hypnotize, and mind-control pilots with ear-implants. That’s why they go where nobody has gone before and attach whoever is out there to their ear-implant system. People are becoming robots who even lit themselves on fire. They have no analytical minds anymore once psychs (hiding in safety) conditioned them. 

 

SEGNPMSS doesn’t want us to venture into space. I bet the farm that they are using NASA. If the fake deep space projection ever should be busted, Germany plan to blame the USA and NASA on it.  

Something else, Marty. Yesterday I noticed that a local church in town plays the German national anthem. Can you imagine? There is not even an official German community around here. Instead of religious songs or the US national anthem, they are playing  Germany, Germany above all else, above all else in the world. I hope the idiot pastor doesn’t think this attracts me to come to his service by playing the German national anthem. It can’t get creepier for an American town.

I love you, my heartthrob. 

M. is in Ubud at the moment. I sure hope she doesn’t go onto this swing without safety devices in place like this girl. Looks pretty but I think it is stupid. If a bee stings or something stings her, she might lose her grip.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Trump’s wall is a huge waste of money

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

I know that you agree with me that we need a better economy not a stupid wall. If German secret services’ loud and silent sounds through ear-implants are busted as one of the huge reasons why the US economy and other economies don’t do so well, and when people finally learn in what infrastructures they are not allowed to live because medical-oriented SPs don’t like them staying young and healthy, the USA will boom and build these villages. Only completely idiots wouldn’t want to live in them. That means that the USA will need any hand its get to build these places and Trump’s wall will be torn down or stand as a symbol for waste and stupidity.

Even if the economy would not boom (which I seriously doubt) under these conditions, any well-meaning person could live in such a village and be nourished in one and would keep the doctors away. No need to call anyone illegal. The USA welcomed any race once, and this can stay so without that any American has to fear not being able to provide for his family and himself.  

Ear-implants are making people blind and stupid, otherwise they would see what we can.

Hypocrite and straw woman Angela Merkel said that “America-first attitude” will hurt the USA. She wants more US taxpayers’ money for her country that secretly enslaves Americans and the world. That comes from a woman who has the line “Germany above everything” in her national hymn and whose secret service psychs run the entire world with psychiatric ear-implants so that Germany is first and on top of the world despite everything horrible it did in the past and does in the present. Her attitude is allegedly that everyone wins. That is most definitely not true. Germany conspires against us, the USA, and other countries and even starts and controls wars to get what it wants. They do it covertly to get away with everything and being considered a county with morals and ethics. Well, they are not kidding us, Marty. We know a snake when we see one.  

Germany conspires on many levels but it doesn’t matter what horrible things it does, it always gets away with it because its psychs are the master of  international ear-implants. Germany has the overall control over each whisper. Including the “new” Nazi activities all over the planet and in the USA. 

My sister told me on Skype that she got a form paper in the mail addressed to me to vote in the next German federal election. Lol! She found it funny too. I NEVER was INTERESTED in voting in Germany! It is not my country. I always felt like a stranger there despite I had papers. But no human rights.   

And have you heard that psychiatrists got into the heads of Google and want a “I am feeling depressed” link on the Google start page? P$ychs want to cash in via Google and selling more drugs and e-shocks to the world. Lots of depressions would go away when people would bust psychiatric silent sounds send in their ears via ear- and body implants.      

Sending you tender and passionate kisses, Marty. I think of you and still hope every day to see you again and this will not and never stop. M. travels to Bali on Sunday and from there after approx. 10 days to Australia for months and then maybe to New Zealand, then Asia, then in spring of next year to Canada and then the USA. It is her sabbatical and she saved for it. I have mixed feelings because she travels all alone but I can’t blame her. I left Germany too. Alone.   

I love you.

Yours always.

Sarah/Barbara

Bible, Quran, Torah, and other scriptures

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Dearest Marty, my awesome husband and Prince, how are you?

I think of you and wonder what else has to happen until we can see each other again?!

Scientology was altered immediately after SPs noticed that it makes people smarter and saner. Sometimes, I read somewhere a quote from the Bible, Quran, Torah, and other scriptures and I shake my head in disbelief that people believe that these scriptures are not altered.

That gruesome God in these scriptures isn’t the God who I know. However, the one who I encountered also isn’t a fool either who let’s SPs off the hook by forgiving without the appropriate amends. Each criminal that gets easy off the hook will continue his or her crime-spree.

 But this seems to be the “God” in most religious scriptures. Either he chops heads off or he forgives any crime there is. And that tells me crystal clear that those scriptures are not by God but by men. And what people describe as The Good Book ain’t one in my view. Nothing holy about this thing or other such scriptures. 

There is the famous story about Sodom and Gomorrah and its unethical residents. According to the Bible, “God” (yeah right) told Jews to wipe out those people (Canaanites) approx. 4000 years ago.  “He” wanted anything wiped out that breathes, which means probably also their kids and pets, and whatever… This “God” sounds rather like a German psychiatrists to me doing genocide, a Holocaust or ethical cleansing so that Jews will be blamed later.

Many Christians say that Judas was the worst traitor ever. Not saying there was no traitor. World was and is full with them. But they gave him a name with “Jud” in it, which is German for Jew. Indicates to me that the writer(s) of the Bible wanted Jews to be blamed on this “wipe out”. 

The media reported recently that DNA research done on the modern Lebanese people showed that 90% of them can be traced back to the Canaanites, which means that they were not exterminated by the Jews. And that is this.

Everything good reminds me of you, Marty. I see or read something nice or beautiful, I think of you. I hear beautiful music, I hear of you. Our timetrack back and forth until present was/is hard and painful, but we both didn’t give us any pain. And I think so often about you: What does a wonderful thetan on a planet like this?

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

We “talk with animals in 10 years” says Amazon – and I say that they are already psychiatric-controlled since an eternity – similar like humans

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

Just like people, animals are psychiatric remote-controlled since an eternity, it doesn’t matter how small or big they are. In other words, talking into the minds of animals is nothing new. They even run germs to make people sick and to destroy property, as you know, but most people don’t know anything about this. It often doesn’t even needs implants to run a creature. 

Most people know that Germans are “thorough”. Yet they don’t figure that Germany and its p$ychs control everything, even animals and bugs and what makes people sick. The worst thing is that the SEGNPMSS help thetans, those that were animals over many lifetimes, to human bodies. But they don’t make sure that these past live pigs no longer behave like pigs while having human bodies as psychs and the likes are pigs themselves.        

That boy is so friendly to the bug and what did he get?

 

I love you. Had a long day of work behind me. It never ends. 

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

I will be back soon!

  

 

 

 

Why the monsters behind Germany and psychiatry want to rid the world of God, religious philosophies, and religions

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Dearest Marty, you are a very rare phenomenon in this blind world… 

When I look at the world, history, and present time, I noticed that people think less and less of God, religious philosophies, and religions and that medicine and psychiatry (or “neuro-science”), and the pharmaceutical industry has a much better reputation, despite all they have done wrong in the past and still do wrong in the present.

This is of course due to psychiatrists, neuro-“scientists”, and medical doctors sending silent and loud sounds through the ear- and body implants of the people to control their thinking. And that is of course not all they do. They also send their agents (some psychiatric conditioned and hypnotized to conduct violence) into religious movements and organisations to preach violence or commit violent acts. That “helps” the monsters behind Germany, psychiatry, medicine, and the international pharmaceutical industry (SEGNPMSS) to make the world think that God doesn’t exist or is bad and that religious philosophies and religions should be eliminated.

John Lennon’s song “Imagine” also falls into the trap: Remember the line …and no religion too.

To make this song and the lyrics impact people even more, I bet the farm that the SEGNPMSS conditioned M.D. Chapman to murder Lennon “in the name of God”. With people who don’t think for themselves, it sure works. I have not much time to read what people comment on articles and forums but it does not need much time. One glance over the comments of people active on the Internet say how many there are who really think that medicine is good or does it best and religions are bad and God is to blame. 

For me, this never made sense. I saw religions general as a reminder to do the right things and religious philosophies (particularly Scientology) as a way to get my spiritual questions answered. And I always felt the presence of God in me and around me. He differs a lot from the gruesome “God” that psychiatric- and medical-altered and -infiltrated religions describe. All my life, I had a very personal father-daughter relationship with this spiritual being.

I don’t pray despite I am likely more religious than anyone. I always found prayers repetitious. Do some people think God is bad of hearing or has a bad memory that they have to repeat the same prayer all the time? Since I remember, I talk to God in my thoughts. Even loud if I feel like. I tell him my troubles, my plans, ask him what he thinks about things, tell him what I think of things…

This spiritual connection and these conversations resulted in that I put myself in God’s shoes. I bet psychs find something wrong with that, haha, like: “That is insane!”

As you know, I give a damn on what psychs say. I wanted to know how God feels. How is it being out there alone with no peer or equal and people expecting him to save them for all eternity to come when something goes wrong in their lives.  

You and I know that he is a being with feelings. Yet, the world expect him to be the eternal lonely fire department. By putting myself in God’s shoes, I realized immediately, that people have no right to ask him to be the eternal fire department and having to serve them. They have to give their all and their best to prevent bad conditions, eliminate them, and create a better world. They just can’t dump this responsibility completely onto God. He has feelings, for crying out loud. Realizing this quickly, I thought that people should ask themselves if THEY would want to be the eternal servant of people who on top support the SEGNPMSS (if they know it or not), which wants to get rid of religions by perverting them and the belief in God?

So what is exactly the “problem” that these medical doctors and psychs (former barbers and butchers) are having with religions and God? Why do they want a godless world? Easy for us to answer, Marty, but apparently not for so many others. People who are not believing in God are easier to control. These medical doctors and psychs want them to be the total conscienceless robots and do whatever they order them to do. They don’t want people who think that they might have to answer to a higher authority if they horrible things to other people.

And the other thing is that these doctors and psychs of the SEGNPMSS want to be admired by people as if they are God. They are very needy. They need the admiration of the world for Germany, Bavaria in particular, for medicine and psychiatry that they now call conveniently neuroscience instead of psychiatry after having caused themselves a bad reputation DESPITE transmitting in people’s ears to forgive, accept, and admire them.

There is nothing to admire. They are nothing but frauds. They steal and pretend but have nothing to show for individually or even as professions. Basically, they are nobodies. And that is why it is so important for them to be admired by the world. They want to be what they pretend to be: ethical, highly intelligent even genius, god-like, scientists but they do nothing honest to get there. It is all fake. They are lazy (except when causing pain and losses to others) and cowards.   

The other big thing is THEIR OWN BAD CONSCIENCE. They are monsters, Dorian Grays with horrible pasts. When I saw the extended tonescale for the first time, I thought what is this? Briefly later, it hit me. People who controlling and penalizing bodies on mass really do exist as the history of this planet shows.  

They think that their own bad conscience won’t bother them any longer if people agree that there should be no God.  They think if there is no religion or God that reminds them to live ethical lives, they don’t have to and get a bonus: no bad conscience. They are too dumb and blind to realize that it won’t work and that they sold out their own happiness by being monsters even if there is no Supreme Being.

It needs courage to change course. And they lack it. They are hiding cowards who order horrible things to be done to others as they deem themselves in safety. They are also wrong in this regard. They are not safe as one of these monsters kills also other monsters. Not to make the world safer. To gain more power and influence themselves. Bad people cannot trust other bad people. They conspire a while together and then turn on each other. Happens all the time. Only truly good people don’t suddenly turn on others.  We are the best example.  

As justification, they are also telling themselves that an ethical person is a boring person. This actually is hilarious. Nothing more exciting than a truly ethical person! What the ethical person says can be 100% trusted! Does not serve a secret master! Is herself. Puts herself in the shoes of others to understand them. Is helpful. Uplifting! Kind. Truly smart! Plays fair games! Uses his or her mind to better than worsen conditions! Feels inner growth and discoveries of amazing abilities on the great path he or she is on! The rarest kind of person! It is awesome to have such a person around! When did we ever have this on this planet without him or her being killed by the jealous people who completely failed to work on their own characters?  

Nothing is more boring than bad people. What’s going on inside of them are justifications, high crimes, bad conscience, shame, getting smaller, blinder, and dumber as the crimes committed close their eyes to the facts… There is no intelligent criminal. They can’t afford to take honest looks as their crimes are so monstrous that they must close their eyes and pretend that these crimes never took place or that these crimes are not that bad and were just pranks. Medical doctors and psychs use remote-controlled germs to torture and murder people medically. People die on diseases, which they would not have been contracted if a medical monster would not have activated the germs in them to destroy the body. Yet, Germany uses the term “Lausbuben” (scalawag but literally louse-boys boys who use lice…). Telling me that they think that using cowardly remote-controlled germs etc. is not ice-cold calculated mentally retarded monstrous murder but just boys will be boys…      

These SPs are around since the beginning of time. All they do is destroying what good people created and stopping real progress and the creation of a better world. And it all boils down to that they are not man or woman enough to change their destructive ways and rather want to take entire mankind with them on their own ways down.   

I’ll be back soon, Marty. Like on day one, just the thought of you gives me butterflies. Your wonderful personality emanates to the outside. Scientology (the original version) helped me to see this. I know that the infiltrated orgs and Miscavology let you down. Me too. But it is original Scientology, by the real founder Ron, that makes me trust you. It lets me see the difference between the originals and doppelgangers, ringers, impostors… And anything else. Original Scientology is telling me that you are worth any wait even if it is an eternity.

Sometimes I read these hostile remarks made by former infiltrators or other psychiatric agents about Scientology and I am just thinking: I thank the Almighty that I found Scientology and was able to figure what is Scientology and what was added or changed by the SEGNPMSS.

   Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

 

 

 

 

 

The Great Depression (German-psychiatric controlled ear-implants made it possible)

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Me answering the children in the picture: “Because German-controlled ear-implants rule, kids! Which you actually should know by age 6 as that is the age when the psychs behind Germany wants them installed in kids all over the planet.”  

Dearest Marty, love of my life, how are you?

Someone shot a firework rocket in my canopy over the deck and slit the fabric. Guess, I still can be glad that it was no missile.

I found myself thinking about the Great Depression in the USA, which took place between 1929 and approx. start of WWII.  If Americans would have busted ear-implants already in 1929 (or earlier of course), there would have been no Great Depression. If Americans would have known that Germany and their creepy psychs and Nazis wants to keep the USA down, they would have no longer listened to their case officers who are controlled and run by Germany’s supercomputer but would have produced.  

 

It is being said that Great Depression had devastating effects for poor and rich people and that personal income, tax revenue, profits and prices dropped and trade plunged by more than 50%. 1/3 of the people having no jobs. Germany didn’t and still does not want to see a stable and wealthy USA; so they use silent and loud sounds via their supercomputer to manipulate the thinking of US citizens into making the false decisions.  

History repeats itself. People who protect this ear-implant system are idiots. They really are.  I rather be myself.

I adore you, Marty. Sometimes I think of the many years that Germany, its lunatic psychs, and their conscienceless  international agents separated it, and it hits me, how retarded and cruel that is in the alleged age of human rights… 

However, when they wait for me to do what they want, they will wait forever too.  Proud to be a forever rebel.  

Be kissed my darling. Forever yours.

Sarah/Barbara 

These p$ychs sure depressed the entire country. This song  became “the anthem” of the great depression. Sounds actually great how Bing Cosby sings it. But the lyrics reveal that the writer and others did not get what really was going on.  The moral is: who doesn’t object to psychiatry, Germany, and ear-implants will make bitter experiences, one way or the other.  People are being controlled, also those who give others jobs. If they are being misled with silent or loud sounds, all go down. Ear-implants are also the “secret” behind mobs.

And I wouldn’t be the only person writing about them if not the entire world would have them in their ears.        

 

 

The guy on the cover of Janis Gillham Grady’s book is not the founder of Scientology!

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Dearest Marty, my awesome Prince and hero,

How are you?

Janis Gillham Grady plans to publish a book on Amazon very soon about her childhood in the Sea Org (Apollo). I saw the cover. It is not Ron, the founder on her cover, but his impostor German/CIA double agent “Jack Vistaril”. How can she not see it?

                                                                        THIS IS NOT RON THE FOUNDER OF SCIENTOLOGY, THIS IS HIS IMPOSTOR AND HAS A 1.1 GRIN ON HIS FACE. 

Really, Marty, those around him who didn’t notice that he was not the founder but an impostor must be blind like moles or they were co-conspirators who assisted the impostor. These were/are fools too.  

How can one not read that the real founder Ron’s personality was very different? BELOW IS THE REAL RON AND FOUNDER OF SCIENTOLOGY.  There is a difference between those two like day and night! 


Law enforcement, FBI, and CIA profiler are looking for physical differences, e.g. usually measuring features on the body in mm. But I don’t do this. I see that they are having different tone levels and that they are not the same person. Particularly everyone in Scientology should have the same knowledge and abilities as we have, Marty. Yet, they don’t, because infiltrators rather obeyed their secret service case officers (non-Scientologists) and infiltrate Scientology instead of studying Scientology properly and applying it. And what is the disadvantage for them? They don’t have our knowledge and can’t see what we can see. Bad deal for them.   

Something else: I got my new computer going and all is connected, Marty.  

Now I try to recover my old one. It was working great except that everything crashed last weekend. I think I can rehab it. Need to buy a USB stick on the weekend and get Windows back into that computer. I liked that one. Had it since 2010 and never caused me any troubles until now. And it was fast until the end. It was an all-in-all Dell desktop, almost like a laptop but with a big screen. Easy to transport from one room in the other. Not many cables. I don’t like laptops. They have small screens and the batteries die so fast. And I often burned my wrist on the keyboard… 

My new monitor has a big screen too. I can turn it around and use it vertical and horizontal. However, I don’t like the many desktop cables. 

Just had a look at the news, Marty. A medical doctor killed another one, wounded 6 others in a NY hospital and then killed “himself” over a “harassment scandal”. I bet he was conditioned and hypnotized  by psychiatric colleagues just like neuroscientist James Holmes. And psych don’t mind their attacking other doctors and patient in hospitals and as long as they are not there and can’t be harmed. 

And law enforcement will never get a handle on these horrible events it if they constantly claim “acted alone”. These kind of terrorists are conditioned. They don’t act alone. 

I love you, Marty. Be kissed and embraced. I will always hope to see you again.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara