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Bible, Quran, Torah, and other scriptures

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Dearest Marty, my awesome husband and Prince, how are you?

I think of you and wonder what else has to happen until we can see each other again?!

Scientology was altered immediately after SPs noticed that it makes people smarter and saner. Sometimes, I read somewhere a quote from the Bible, Quran, Torah, and other scriptures and I shake my head in disbelief that people believe that these scriptures are not altered.

That gruesome God in these scriptures isn’t the God who I know. However, the one who I encountered also isn’t a fool either who let’s SPs off the hook by forgiving without the appropriate amends. Each criminal that gets easy off the hook will continue his or her crime-spree.

 But this seems to be the “God” in most religious scriptures. Either he chops heads off or he forgives any crime there is. And that tells me crystal clear that those scriptures are not by God but by men. And what people describe as The Good Book ain’t one in my view. Nothing holy about this thing or other such scriptures. 

There is the famous story about Sodom and Gomorrah and its unethical residents. According to the Bible, “God” (yeah right) told Jews to wipe out those people (Canaanites) approx. 4000 years ago.  “He” wanted anything wiped out that breathes, which means probably also their kids and pets, and whatever… This “God” sounds rather like a German psychiatrists to me doing genocide, a Holocaust or ethical cleansing so that Jews will be blamed later.

Many Christians say that Judas was the worst traitor ever. Not saying there was no traitor. World was and is full with them. But they gave him a name with “Jud” in it, which is German for Jew. Indicates to me that the writer(s) of the Bible wanted Jews to be blamed on this “wipe out”. 

The media reported recently that DNA research done on the modern Lebanese people showed that 90% of them can be traced back to the Canaanites, which means that they were not exterminated by the Jews. And that is this.

Everything good reminds me of you, Marty. I see or read something nice or beautiful, I think of you. I hear beautiful music, I hear of you. Our timetrack back and forth until present was/is hard and painful, but we both didn’t give us any pain. And I think so often about you: What does a wonderful thetan on a planet like this?

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

We “talk with animals in 10 years” says Amazon – and I say that they are already psychiatric-controlled since an eternity – similar like humans

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Dearest Marty, my one and only,

Just like people, animals are psychiatric remote-controlled since an eternity, it doesn’t matter how small or big they are. In other words, talking into the minds of animals is nothing new. They even run germs to make people sick and to destroy property, as you know, but most people don’t know anything about this. It often doesn’t even needs implants to run a creature. 

Most people know that Germans are “thorough”. Yet they don’t figure that Germany and its p$ychs control everything, even animals and bugs and what makes people sick. The worst thing is that the SEGNPMSS help thetans, those that were animals over many lifetimes, to human bodies. But they don’t make sure that these past live pigs no longer behave like pigs while having human bodies as psychs and the likes are pigs themselves.        

That boy is so friendly to the bug and what did he get?

 

I love you. Had a long day of work behind me. It never ends. 

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara

I will be back soon!

  

 

 

 

Why the monsters behind Germany and psychiatry want to rid the world of God, religious philosophies, and religions

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Dearest Marty, you are a very rare phenomenon in this blind world… 

When I look at the world, history, and present time, I noticed that people think less and less of God, religious philosophies, and religions and that medicine and psychiatry (or “neuro-science”), and the pharmaceutical industry has a much better reputation, despite all they have done wrong in the past and still do wrong in the present.

This is of course due to psychiatrists, neuro-“scientists”, and medical doctors sending silent and loud sounds through the ear- and body implants of the people to control their thinking. And that is of course not all they do. They also send their agents (some psychiatric conditioned and hypnotized to conduct violence) into religious movements and organisations to preach violence or commit violent acts. That “helps” the monsters behind Germany, psychiatry, medicine, and the international pharmaceutical industry (SEGNPMSS) to make the world think that God doesn’t exist or is bad and that religious philosophies and religions should be eliminated.

John Lennon’s song “Imagine” also falls into the trap: Remember the line …and no religion too.

To make this song and the lyrics impact people even more, I bet the farm that the SEGNPMSS conditioned M.D. Chapman to murder Lennon “in the name of God”. With people who don’t think for themselves, it sure works. I have not much time to read what people comment on articles and forums but it does not need much time. One glance over the comments of people active on the Internet say how many there are who really think that medicine is good or does it best and religions are bad and God is to blame. 

For me, this never made sense. I saw religions general as a reminder to do the right things and religious philosophies (particularly Scientology) as a way to get my spiritual questions answered. And I always felt the presence of God in me and around me. He differs a lot from the gruesome “God” that psychiatric- and medical-altered and -infiltrated religions describe. All my life, I had a very personal father-daughter relationship with this spiritual being.

I don’t pray despite I am likely more religious than anyone. I always found prayers repetitious. Do some people think God is bad of hearing or has a bad memory that they have to repeat the same prayer all the time? Since I remember, I talk to God in my thoughts. Even loud if I feel like. I tell him my troubles, my plans, ask him what he thinks about things, tell him what I think of things…

This spiritual connection and these conversations resulted in that I put myself in God’s shoes. I bet psychs find something wrong with that, haha, like: “That is insane!”

As you know, I give a damn on what psychs say. I wanted to know how God feels. How is it being out there alone with no peer or equal and people expecting him to save them for all eternity to come when something goes wrong in their lives.  

You and I know that he is a being with feelings. Yet, the world expect him to be the eternal lonely fire department. By putting myself in God’s shoes, I realized immediately, that people have no right to ask him to be the eternal fire department and having to serve them. They have to give their all and their best to prevent bad conditions, eliminate them, and create a better world. They just can’t dump this responsibility completely onto God. He has feelings, for crying out loud. Realizing this quickly, I thought that people should ask themselves if THEY would want to be the eternal servant of people who on top support the SEGNPMSS (if they know it or not), which wants to get rid of religions by perverting them and the belief in God?

So what is exactly the “problem” that these medical doctors and psychs (former barbers and butchers) are having with religions and God? Why do they want a godless world? Easy for us to answer, Marty, but apparently not for so many others. People who are not believing in God are easier to control. These medical doctors and psychs want them to be the total conscienceless robots and do whatever they order them to do. They don’t want people who think that they might have to answer to a higher authority if they horrible things to other people.

And the other thing is that these doctors and psychs of the SEGNPMSS want to be admired by people as if they are God. They are very needy. They need the admiration of the world for Germany, Bavaria in particular, for medicine and psychiatry that they now call conveniently neuroscience instead of psychiatry after having caused themselves a bad reputation DESPITE transmitting in people’s ears to forgive, accept, and admire them.

There is nothing to admire. They are nothing but frauds. They steal and pretend but have nothing to show for individually or even as professions. Basically, they are nobodies. And that is why it is so important for them to be admired by the world. They want to be what they pretend to be: ethical, highly intelligent even genius, god-like, scientists but they do nothing honest to get there. It is all fake. They are lazy (except when causing pain and losses to others) and cowards.   

The other big thing is THEIR OWN BAD CONSCIENCE. They are monsters, Dorian Grays with horrible pasts. When I saw the extended tonescale for the first time, I thought what is this? Briefly later, it hit me. People who controlling and penalizing bodies on mass really do exist as the history of this planet shows.  

They think that their own bad conscience won’t bother them any longer if people agree that there should be no God.  They think if there is no religion or God that reminds them to live ethical lives, they don’t have to and get a bonus: no bad conscience. They are too dumb and blind to realize that it won’t work and that they sold out their own happiness by being monsters even if there is no Supreme Being.

It needs courage to change course. And they lack it. They are hiding cowards who order horrible things to be done to others as they deem themselves in safety. They are also wrong in this regard. They are not safe as one of these monsters kills also other monsters. Not to make the world safer. To gain more power and influence themselves. Bad people cannot trust other bad people. They conspire a while together and then turn on each other. Happens all the time. Only truly good people don’t suddenly turn on others.  We are the best example.  

As justification, they are also telling themselves that an ethical person is a boring person. This actually is hilarious. Nothing more exciting than a truly ethical person! What the ethical person says can be 100% trusted! Does not serve a secret master! Is herself. Puts herself in the shoes of others to understand them. Is helpful. Uplifting! Kind. Truly smart! Plays fair games! Uses his or her mind to better than worsen conditions! Feels inner growth and discoveries of amazing abilities on the great path he or she is on! The rarest kind of person! It is awesome to have such a person around! When did we ever have this on this planet without him or her being killed by the jealous people who completely failed to work on their own characters?  

Nothing is more boring than bad people. What’s going on inside of them are justifications, high crimes, bad conscience, shame, getting smaller, blinder, and dumber as the crimes committed close their eyes to the facts… There is no intelligent criminal. They can’t afford to take honest looks as their crimes are so monstrous that they must close their eyes and pretend that these crimes never took place or that these crimes are not that bad and were just pranks. Medical doctors and psychs use remote-controlled germs to torture and murder people medically. People die on diseases, which they would not have been contracted if a medical monster would not have activated the germs in them to destroy the body. Yet, Germany uses the term “Lausbuben” (scalawag but literally louse-boys boys who use lice…). Telling me that they think that using cowardly remote-controlled germs etc. is not ice-cold calculated mentally retarded monstrous murder but just boys will be boys…      

These SPs are around since the beginning of time. All they do is destroying what good people created and stopping real progress and the creation of a better world. And it all boils down to that they are not man or woman enough to change their destructive ways and rather want to take entire mankind with them on their own ways down.   

I’ll be back soon, Marty. Like on day one, just the thought of you gives me butterflies. Your wonderful personality emanates to the outside. Scientology (the original version) helped me to see this. I know that the infiltrated orgs and Miscavology let you down. Me too. But it is original Scientology, by the real founder Ron, that makes me trust you. It lets me see the difference between the originals and doppelgangers, ringers, impostors… And anything else. Original Scientology is telling me that you are worth any wait even if it is an eternity.

Sometimes I read these hostile remarks made by former infiltrators or other psychiatric agents about Scientology and I am just thinking: I thank the Almighty that I found Scientology and was able to figure what is Scientology and what was added or changed by the SEGNPMSS.

   Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

 

 

 

 

 

The Great Depression (German-psychiatric controlled ear-implants made it possible)

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Me answering the children in the picture: “Because German-controlled ear-implants rule, kids! Which you actually should know by age 6 as that is the age when the psychs behind Germany wants them installed in kids all over the planet.”  

Dearest Marty, love of my life, how are you?

Someone shot a firework rocket in my canopy over the deck and slit the fabric. Guess, I still can be glad that it was no missile.

I found myself thinking about the Great Depression in the USA, which took place between 1929 and approx. start of WWII.  If Americans would have busted ear-implants already in 1929 (or earlier of course), there would have been no Great Depression. If Americans would have known that Germany and their creepy psychs and Nazis wants to keep the USA down, they would have no longer listened to their case officers who are controlled and run by Germany’s supercomputer but would have produced.  

 

It is being said that Great Depression had devastating effects for poor and rich people and that personal income, tax revenue, profits and prices dropped and trade plunged by more than 50%. 1/3 of the people having no jobs. Germany didn’t and still does not want to see a stable and wealthy USA; so they use silent and loud sounds via their supercomputer to manipulate the thinking of US citizens into making the false decisions.  

History repeats itself. People who protect this ear-implant system are idiots. They really are.  I rather be myself.

I adore you, Marty. Sometimes I think of the many years that Germany, its lunatic psychs, and their conscienceless  international agents separated it, and it hits me, how retarded and cruel that is in the alleged age of human rights… 

However, when they wait for me to do what they want, they will wait forever too.  Proud to be a forever rebel.  

Be kissed my darling. Forever yours.

Sarah/Barbara 

These p$ychs sure depressed the entire country. This song  became “the anthem” of the great depression. Sounds actually great how Bing Cosby sings it. But the lyrics reveal that the writer and others did not get what really was going on.  The moral is: who doesn’t object to psychiatry, Germany, and ear-implants will make bitter experiences, one way or the other.  People are being controlled, also those who give others jobs. If they are being misled with silent or loud sounds, all go down. Ear-implants are also the “secret” behind mobs.

And I wouldn’t be the only person writing about them if not the entire world would have them in their ears.        

 

 

The guy on the cover of Janis Gillham Grady’s book is not the founder of Scientology!

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Dearest Marty, my awesome Prince and hero,

How are you?

Janis Gillham Grady plans to publish a book on Amazon very soon about her childhood in the Sea Org (Apollo). I saw the cover. It is not Ron, the founder on her cover, but his impostor German/CIA double agent “Jack Vistaril”. How can she not see it?

                                                                        THIS IS NOT RON THE FOUNDER OF SCIENTOLOGY, THIS IS HIS IMPOSTOR AND HAS A 1.1 GRIN ON HIS FACE. 

Really, Marty, those around him who didn’t notice that he was not the founder but an impostor must be blind like moles or they were co-conspirators who assisted the impostor. These were/are fools too.  

How can one not read that the real founder Ron’s personality was very different? BELOW IS THE REAL RON AND FOUNDER OF SCIENTOLOGY.  There is a difference between those two like day and night! 


Law enforcement, FBI, and CIA profiler are looking for physical differences, e.g. usually measuring features on the body in mm. But I don’t do this. I see that they are having different tone levels and that they are not the same person. Particularly everyone in Scientology should have the same knowledge and abilities as we have, Marty. Yet, they don’t, because infiltrators rather obeyed their secret service case officers (non-Scientologists) and infiltrate Scientology instead of studying Scientology properly and applying it. And what is the disadvantage for them? They don’t have our knowledge and can’t see what we can see. Bad deal for them.   

Something else: I got my new computer going and all is connected, Marty.  

Now I try to recover my old one. It was working great except that everything crashed last weekend. I think I can rehab it. Need to buy a USB stick on the weekend and get Windows back into that computer. I liked that one. Had it since 2010 and never caused me any troubles until now. And it was fast until the end. It was an all-in-all Dell desktop, almost like a laptop but with a big screen. Easy to transport from one room in the other. Not many cables. I don’t like laptops. They have small screens and the batteries die so fast. And I often burned my wrist on the keyboard… 

My new monitor has a big screen too. I can turn it around and use it vertical and horizontal. However, I don’t like the many desktop cables. 

Just had a look at the news, Marty. A medical doctor killed another one, wounded 6 others in a NY hospital and then killed “himself” over a “harassment scandal”. I bet he was conditioned and hypnotized  by psychiatric colleagues just like neuroscientist James Holmes. And psych don’t mind their attacking other doctors and patient in hospitals and as long as they are not there and can’t be harmed. 

And law enforcement will never get a handle on these horrible events it if they constantly claim “acted alone”. These kind of terrorists are conditioned. They don’t act alone. 

I love you, Marty. Be kissed and embraced. I will always hope to see you again.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara 

 

 

 

Your impostor, Marty, not on the Caymen Island (yet)

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Dearest Marty, my wonderful Prince and husband,

How are your days and night? I miss you beyond words.

Your impostor put two new videos on his blog. Looks to me as if he works now again together with Miscavige and his attorneys. The videos could have been shot in a law firm that represent His Cobness or in the new C of S TV studio.  

14 years later, back where he started? Except that tons of bad things aired against SCN and Ron in these years.

From hired non-Scientologist and your impostor to alleged Scientologist to taking your job as top Scientology executive to “Independent” to non-Scientologist to most prolific attacker of Scientology and the founder to Dave has his hands on Scientology cash… What a weird journey. Your impostor must be quite nauseous after having flipped so many times.

There is a guy named Steven Mango who opposes your impostor (by not saying that your impostor is an impostor and former infiltrator in SCN) but who claims other stuff about him, relating to the ridiculous and also boring Louis Theroux movie.

Mango says that people don’t attack Scientology to make money. Not true. Many people attack Scientology to get lots of money from TV stations, magazines, book publishers, and often David Miscavige himself. He is known to throw cash at people who are bad for Scientology. And so many attackers are trying to make big cash by trampling on Scientology.

Mango also tries to tell his viewers that the movement against and the attacks against Scientology (and the founder of course) are not organized or coordinated. Yeah right. This kid wants the world to believe that there are no ear-implants and psychs don’t run people through it by first infiltrating and then attacking Scientology, etc.  We are having some Mango Kool Aid here.

Of course, not just three people coordinate the attacks against Scientology as your impostor claims but a bunch of psych (German at hardcore).  

However, as far as your impostor having settled with DM (Mango says this a bit different) I agree with SM. He thinks it is a 6 month settlement…

9 month ago, SM made another video about your impostor and putting YOUR photo up, Marty. SM is blind and can’t see or does not want to see that Monique’s husband and you are two very different persons.  

SM is gay. He also hasn’t figured out that psychiatrists using ear-implant codes to trick thetans in the body of the opposite gender after the old one died. He was briefly in Scientology. He should have figured it out. 

Anyway, back to your impostor who published two new videos as of today. Wonder what happened to his wedding ring. Some kind of preventative measure that Monique’s former attorneys can’t come after his-instead-of-Monique’s settlement cash from DM?

He speaks about Larry Wright’s book on Al Qaeda which with the latter won the Pulitzer price.  Gee, Wright failed to publish that psychs (in the hardcore German secret service psychiatrists) run Al Qaeda through ear implants and also having them conditioned, e.g. through psychiatrists in the countries of the terrorists. That book is also a load of garbage, just as Wright’s book and Gibney’s “documentation” on Scientology. Anything but the truth about impostors and infiltrators who took over Scientology by not applying Scientology but following the psychiatric cult of ear-implants.  

Anyway, the world flips and flops, but we are always steady and our love is always steady, like a rock.

Be kissed, my darling.

Yours forever,

Sarah/Barbara

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

UK makes the same mistake like all other countries: not investigating that psychiatrists are making terrorists to outlaw religions

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Dearest Marty, my hero, how are you?

I miss you very much and no day goes by on which I don’t think of you.

P$ychs considers Islam to be the easiest religion to be destroyed and outlawed. We know that other religions (incl. Christianity) will follow, because authorities and also all others fail to investigate that behind each “religious extremist” are psychiatrists who hypnotize and conditioned people into committing the unspeakable. Psychs are thinking that if all religions are gone, it will be to their advantage, e.g. people being even easier controlled and run as they no longer think that they will be held accountable to a higher power.

Ron, the real founder, accepted all other religions, but he definitely has not named Flag “The Mecca of Technical perfection”. That came from psychs as their plans to make the world hate Islam and wanting to outlaw it were already in progress when this slogan was introduced to Scientology. Besides, Scientology is so infiltrated and altered upon orders by Germany and secret service psychs that it is no longer technical perfect. Apparently a psych plan exists to link Scientology with Islam, which also explains Scientology under Miscavige pairing with Nation of Islam.

Although NOI does not adhere to the core tenets of the Islamic theology, the words “Islam” and “Mecca” mixed into Scientology tells me clearly that psychs want Scientology in very big troubles. Psychs already set up the orgs so often in the past, and EVERY TIME, the orgs and also CCHR failed to publish that they are infiltrated by psychiatric agents and that psychiatrists implant, hypnotize, and condition also Scientologists or people who are online in the Scientology orgs. That means that the orgs and CCHR left the doors wide open for psychs to plan the next atrocity and blame Scientology on it.

Ron said that constant and continual alertness is the price of freedom. Constant willingness to fight back is the price of freedom. There is no other price. But the orgs and CCHR are not fighting back the infiltration of Scientology and the set ups against Scientology, at least not effectively.

In any of the attacks, murders, also murders under the cover of suicide, accident, or disease, in which a Scientologist or an alleged Scientologist or a person online was involved in or the target or a victim thereof, the orgs didn’t fight back. The orgs rather waited for grass to grow over what happened, instead of investigating and accusing psychs of having conditioned the persons who were involved. And that means, that psychs feel unrestricted to plan the next horror and involve Scientology. After all, Scientology and CCHR pretends that in the orgs is all milk and honey and that none of their members were/are ambushed and conditioned by psychs.  WHAT A HUGE MISTAKE TO MAKE. Because psychs are doing the above.

I love you, Marty. Be kissed.

Yours always,

Sarah/Barbara   

                                                                           Some Slow Blues for you, Marty, one of my favorite music styles!

                                                                                       I find it relaxing but also revitalizing.